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At times, I get the feeling that I am being watched, like this evening. I was in my room, and I encountered some theater 1 1/2 hours earlier that reflected my being watched. The theater was around 945 PM this evening, and the "watching" that set up what was included in the theater took place at 1115PM. So at 1115PM, I was getting the idea that was being watched by the perps in the past, maybe days or so or hours in the past, "this moment". I also have the feeling my future place/time and the thoughts I am thinking are being watched in the future as well. They have the ability to pull this off, and I'm wondering what "Big Toys" they are using to do this? At first, I figured, they are doing nothing more than tapping into the TI's own resources, like the area of the brain responsible for future cognition, and using that to make me think they can see into the future. Maybe they are doing that, as well as using something else to visit a place and time I am at in the future.
ReplyDeleteAnd this is really brutal, too. It's like nobody I encounter is nice. Had some gross 20-something adults doing psy-ops earlier. But something about them told me they weren't entirely "bad", though, like maybe they were simply "doing their job" that they agreed to do. I wonder what happens to perps when they agree to do a job on a TI, but back away or don't fullfil their assignment? I get some pretty immature assholes around here. It seems nobody is nice nor intelligent nor special; their specialness is looking at me and shaking their head slightly like they are rejecting me, doing the purposeful ignoring thing, or some head/chin/hair stroking that would look invisible to the average unaware civilian, but is really triggering for me. Or they get that asshole cocky ass look. That's their idea of special: shunning and harassing a target.
I got the notion earlier, that I really wanted to get in touch with George Bush somehow, and ask him "why"? But I've seen how he acted during the presidency: he was such a liar, that I could feel the lies coming off of him. It's like someone who's been working out in the cold, and got naked, how you can tell because the steam is coming off of them. He looked like he was lying about something, like the deal with going after Sadam. I can tell it was some sort of false flag or cover to cover up what was going on with him and his presidency.
ReplyDeleteOr maybe Bush is just like a warm pile of dogshit out in the cold, that would complete my steam analogy better. Speaking of shit, it seems like a lot of people think I am shit, but a lot seem to know I am a covert slave, and are doing things to reinforce what will benefit them later. I could be wrong, though. A lot of people are doing programming type harassment to shape me to serve them later, it seems. But it seems the higher powers have other ideas, and cut these people off, and make sure their "plans" for me don't come to fruition.
Well, Bush can't really be dogshit, because he was smart enough to pull this off. But I think this stuff has always been going on, for a few hundred years at least: the shadow people, or power beyond the throne. Like the strange album artwork we used to see in the 60's and 70's, which looked really ridiculous, but someone understood the meaning behind it, and it probably had something to do with the covert world again. They just have tech toys now to make it easier to rule beyond the throne and keep slaves. Also, it seems more people have been brainwashed into going along with this.
Some album artwork that may have something to do with the covert world somehow connected to it.
ReplyDeletehttp://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/All_in_a_Night%27s_Work
Don't know, but that sheet over the girl is strange. Note that she looks like Jesus Christ in the shroud if you look at the girl just right. That's what I see.
Do you see "Jesus's" face in there? Who would be responsible for that? You have to "see" her face tilted slightly to your left as you are looking at it. I imagine she is actually looking at KC.
More strange album artwork that may have some connections to the dark side:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Very_%27eavy..._Very_%27umble
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Salisbury_%28album%29
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Demons_and_Wizards_%28album%29
And this last one supposedly has female genitalia hidden in the artwork:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Magician%27s_Birthday
But I wouldn't say Heep though has any connections to the dark side. Just them trying to break through creatively.
"Sweet Lorraine" always intrigued me. For example, the lyric: "It's in her hands to find the 'door'". I imagine this is a reference to Aldous Huxley famous book, and the song is simply about the cosmic experience of dropping acid and going on a trip. I always thought the song would have been better without the wailing Moog with the corning "outer space" vibe to it. That could have been done better, though the solo isn't bad. That Moog sound is a tad bit annoying, and some told me it turned them off to the song completely. Probably just a party song about doing acid and drugs.