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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
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Thursday, August 14, 2014

I Hate The Medical Mafia/Still Looking For A Route Out Of USA

I am so tired of the medical people involves in MK Ultra and the torture that's been going on for years.

They spread disinformation when I go to get treated that I am only doing this for attention like my mother who might be going to doctors for partially psychological reasons but remember SHE IS THE ORIGIN DOCUMENTED EXPERIMENTEE. DOCUMENTED radiation experimentee, both parents US military. She is totally justified in anything she does also. They've ruined both our lives and my father too.


Nowadays everyone just ignores me believing I am fully discredited and don't matter anymore and all the people who I had dirt on in Boston are gone or obviously don't care anymore.

They know I can't get legal help so I'm not a threat anymore.

All of these useful idiots who believe whatever bullshit they are told (and want to believe it becuz they are usually jealous or old ladies who resent youth or sheep to the worst degree.

This country sucks and I cannot wait to find a way out to another place, even if its worse.

The USA doesn't deserve to gang stalk me for another day.

Fuck the USA and everyone in it. I can't wait to be targeted by anyone but US citizens.

I am so incredibly sick of this.
I do not want this piece of shit disgusting country to see me targeted for the rest of my life.
America is the most evil country in the world. It's people don't deserve half of what they have. They gain power and a good lifestyle by destroying innocent people like me and my mother.

I am going to another county just so this piece of shit can't have the satisfaction of watching me age.

BTW they deserve everything they've gotten.

EVEN MEMBERS OF THE U.N. know Boston got what they deserved due to their obsession with power and world domination. See link.
I am so tired of the medical people involves in MK Ultra and the torture that's been going on for years.

They spread disinformation when I go to get treated that I am only doing this for attention like my mother who might be going to doctors for partially psychological reasons but remember SHE IS THE ORIGIN DOCUMENTED EXPERIMENTEE. DOCUMENTED radiation experimentee, both parents US military. She is totally justified in anything she does also. They've ruined both our lives and my father too.


Nowadays everyone just ignores me believing I am fully discredited and don't matter anymore and all the people who I had dirt on in Boston are gone or obviously don't care anymore.

They know I can't get legal help so I'm not a threat anymore.

All of these useful idiots who believe whatever bullshit they are told (and want to believe it becuz they are usually jealous or old ladies who resent youth or sheep to the worst degree.

This country sucks and I cannot wait to find a way out to another place, even if its worse.

The USA doesn't deserve to gang stalk me for another day.

Fuck the USA and everyone in it. I can't wait to be targeted by anyone but US citizens.

I am so incredibly sick of this.
I do not want this piece of shit disgusting country to see me targeted for the rest of my life.
America is the most evil country in the world. It's people don't deserve half of what they have. They gain power and a good lifestyle by destroying innocent people like me and my mother.

I am going to another county just so this piece of shit can't have the satisfaction of watching me age.

BTW they deserve everything they've gotten.

EVEN MEMBERS OF THE U.N. know Boston got what they deserved due to their obsession with power and world domination. See link.

http://www.breitbart.com/Big-Peace/2013/04/22/UN-Human-Rights-Official-Says-Boston-Got-What-It-Deserved

I am not alone in hating America. Anyone with any sense does.

I am not alone in hating America. Anyone with any sense does.

4 comments:

  1. American society was probably at its high point in 1969, peaking at the "Summer of Love". There was such intense spiritual energy in the music. Fast-forward to the present, where there is a culture that encourages sickos and creepos to gel and share information about targets. It's like the scuzzy bathroom you don't clean, and all these horrid creatures are growing. So an unclean, impure, tainted cesspit society will foster these types of people to grow. So it has been growing since Bush got in in 2000, where all the germs are now full-blown Boogie Men. A trashy culture will nurture trashy people, and that is what we have today. But in European culture, there is still some of the old-world beauty and spirituality left that it's not nearly as bad as in the US. The US is just a bunch of retards who have to get even with us for being smarter and prettier and for everything we say about the sheep and their wonderful system.

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  2. I don't understand the people in today's "society" at all. Seriously, if I ever witnessed anyone being targeted, and beaten up brutally with psy-ops and harassment every minute of the remainder of their lives, I'd be sickened and appalled. But the assholes we have now actually think it's funny and enjoy it and thrive in it. I think my previous comment presented a great hypothesis, that a sick trashy culture will nurture sick trashy people, including nutjobs, creepos, sickos, murderers, psychos, rapists, predators. So the sheep have have this bad side of them nurtured, and that is my theory as to how they are not sickened and appalled at what is happening to targets. I seriously would not go along with it. I believe TI's are resistent to a sick, trashy culture but the sheep are infected by it, and it consumes them. Hence, they go along with it and find it awesome, and targets, who typically are stronger morally and mentally, will resist. They just have been consumed by the sickness that is present-day American "society" (if you can even call it that!). It's more like one big sick Pack of animals.

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  3. And these people have to know what's going on with us. So many of them are laughing at us, which is evidence they know something. They have to know.

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  4. That is a good hypothesis, that the sheep and others believe the lie simply because it makes them feel better about themselves. It's like the one woman with her family who said something like I'm a loser and I know it. They want to believe we are losers who deserve to be harassed. But they are also believing other BS about us, too. I've come close to having a good friend to talk to, and then she, too, like the others, all of a sudden started acting all weird and defensive, and even went to the police, believing I would harm her. So many of these people are themselves delusional and attention-seekers. And so they displace it on us, naturally. Meanwhile, I'm in some dire straits here. I've had all job opportunities stripped away completely. That's the basis of that woman's remark that I'm supposedly a loser that that I "know it". And the bitch had a family. If she had a family to take care of, she had no business judging any one else's situation except her own. She's got kids, yet my situation was important enough for her to bring up. Losing my friend was so painful, I've been in denial for months now. I believe she is still there with me, when she is now at the hands of the perps. Or maybe she really does think I'm dangerous and going to come after her. See, there is a certain fraction of the population that truly believe are dangerous and going to kill them. If that were true, then why did they even bother messing with us in the first place?

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