I'm upset and feel guilty leaving Olde York Village in Maine.
Like leaving an elderly grandparent.
It wants me to stay. Get a job, settle down and be safe.
Its safer for me than most places. I could write here. I like its preserving the old fashioned culture and ways.
I would probably not get through winter and eventually get into trouble here. Its sad but I don't trust any location in America to settle down in.
I'm a hated out cast.in the US and I will be a foreigner in the lands of my ancestors in Europe.
In this life, home is not part of my reality. It ends up like that sometimes.
There are more important things to tend to.