Spent the night in a cabin near a lake far from any town and in the woods.
I'm surprised at the lack of electromagnetic pollution in areas like this. I felt like it was 2001 or 2 again before all this happened.
I also realized that the electromagnetic fields interfere with healing. My lower back which had been effected by a medical procedure over exactly a year ago and hurt every day since has had some healing just overnight.
It's shocking how much the campaign as well as the radiation in the environment has contributed to my body aging and becoming worn down.
Heavily managed environments seem to promote ill health but at the same time create some sort of effect where people are anesthetized and even pumped with a false sense of high energy, that actually helps burn you out quicker.
This campaign to discredit me- I simply couldn't win against it.
Whatever I did in the past two years or so, I feel people have stopped listening. I've lost respect and peoples support and respect.
Its not my fault that this system has increased its attack mode and method to trying to completely obliterate me and finish me off.
My memories are inaccessible or blocked my sense of self and esteem is rendered non existent, I am made racist and angry every day.
I don't seem to care to post to my blog anymore and making videos doesn't even cross my mind.
The problem is the system seems to have this incredible ability now to jam my mental processes like never before and also to keep me in a state of induced insanity by way of constant minute to minute interface that's driving me to insanity and creating the illusion to outsiders that I am mentally ill.
Whatever ability for logic I had is gone. It has to do with all the health issues and medical procedures I had packed into the last two years.
They really messsd me up badly.
I still can't stop having visions and ideations about returning to Portland, OR where I was miserable. Why would I go back there? Besides its totally radiated from Fukashima. Other effects there were that I felt like degenerating into a white trash fatass which is all that's on the outskirts of ghd city there. Downtown will make your sanity begin to unravel due to the homeless scene there and u feel yourself slipping into giving up by way of not caring anymore.
It rains too much and its moldy too things bad for my health. Besides rain is my least favorite weather. I hate it.
Let's not forget Fukushima radiation. Portland is one of the worst radiation hot spots in the USA. You can't even drink the milk. If u do u become emotionally flat and zombie-like, you can tell its totally unhealthy and effecting you.
Whatever they did to.me.in.Oregon.they. don't want to relinquish control.
The constant nagging to return to Portland OR is akin to 'nag ware' on a computer. Pop up reminders that prompt the user to accept some offer or take an action they don't necessarily want to and it often appears on screen so user can't use the computer anymore, it blocks everything else going on.
The public doesn't seem to understand the evil agenda of the elite who now include the ranks of technology professionals.
Its amazing to me that the public trust technology in the hands of people who have historically at every turn tried to make common people into slaves.
This is what they do. This is their mind set. The elite with this sort of agenda aren't going to become wonderful and just human beings simply becuz we live in an era of constant surveillance in private and public areas, political correctness and authorities seeming to clean up crime while really they just help clean house of useful idiots and streamline their operations so the public doesn't see or know what's going on.
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