OK this is going to be hard to follow as only I and a few others know fully what the whole story is. Trust me when I tell you that they are extremely manipulative with media, people's images and the like. One of thier goals is to make a Targeted Survivor out to be or make them into literally a stalker of famous people. We've seen this in many people who snap, do lone shootings etc. Perhaps likely survivors of mind control who just didnt know what was going on. This is so they can kill or scare specific people using an mc slave one last time and that last task usually ends up in suicide after homicide or death-by-cop. We've seen examples of this repeatedly in the news so I wont go into that here.
MIT changes the pics on its website all the time. Part of the brainwash right now is to literally crush any resistance I have left in me. And to get me to make nice, make peace, come in from the cold if you will, get back to work or strive for success while becoming socialized back into society. A way to accomplish this is to give me back things they've taken from me or in my perception GS has taken from me like friends or family members. Also, in my book I will explain this in detail but basically they hijacked my feelings for my ex and ensured I wouldnt get over him but had him betray me. They engineered the situation so that I was not allowed to move on but he was, leaving me powerless and feeling like the dumped wife when in reality, our relationship had ended naturally and without GS I would have moved on just as he did.
(Ive posted many times about getting repeated dreams about Jake and in them I am always still longing for him and he is unattainable etc. This keeps me hooked to something that is actually intangible or inaccessible and also creates a sort of obsession over someone who isnt really there anymore.Its turned Jake into someone almost mythical in my mind and there was alot of media content after we broke up that started this process to begin.
Its a long story and I will just shorten it to explain that part of this is RA. SRA to be exact. I have told my readers about being MILABed on a Greyhound bus years ago and it was obviously connected to human experimentation related to programming. I was even sent an e-mail where a reader stated they are doing furthered experimentation to find out how programming breaks down which would explain what they had done to me along the way, becuz it was essentially to break down my mind and literally my brain through purposefully doing damage, which of course damages compartments in programming and would cause reactions like suicide programming to be triggered and other things I experienced. Through the use of outside forces like GS, chemical influence and mind control through tech I was manipulated into going wherever and doing whatever they wanted (including traveling across the country which of course provided them opportunities to MILAB me on Greyhound buses driving through the lonely mid our south western USA, etc.)
Part of the recent campaign during Bush has been to make real the coming of Satan on earth for his brides. Its very common in SRA to marry females to Satan as infants. This is common in alot of cults not necessarily ritual abuse or Satanic Rituals. Its known as a 'spiritual marriage' and its done with many cult leaders to thier younger female members.
This is used later on the MC slave when suicide programming is triggered, its part of the strongest sequence. Its important to marry the female slave to a singular male figure that, in her mind and even spiritually, he is her father, husband and leader, even fellow warrior if necessary. Since Satan isnt a living entity usually some living male stands in for the entity. This creates an even stronger control over the female slave becuz she then can never be free in this physical realm. How can you be free of forces? Of something that has that much power that isn't incarnate?
Many Survivors of SRA who experience this ritual HATE weddings and loathe wedding dresses, especially white ones. Why not? The idea is that YOU'LL never be married to a human male, your life is one of burden. Why WOULD you want to be happy about human wedding rituals? This also serves, through other rituals I wont get into here, to create an amazon sort of warrior female, one that doesnt need to be dependent on a human male counterpart, due to her 'man' being one of the supreme beings of the earth. And with the way this cult protects thier slaves from careless people, the way they do so from out of nowhere it seems, it does seem like one's 'husband' is ordering his people to protect his females at any cost. Ive seen them ram into people's cars like it was nothing. Ive seen them kill people in the interest of these campaigns. These are all to intimidate the female slave but also to reinforce other things within her which I also wont get into. Its like showing you'll kill for her but it also says she might be killed if she doesnt stay in her programming. Like everything else they do it bonds you to them but also makes you strong. Which means you'll be weak if you leave or tell on them becuz they are the source of your strength. And becoming Christian isnt the cure all for all Survivors either so other methods must be found of becoming independent.
On MIT's page today I found this picture of three women who were awarded prizes for science. Here is the story that was connected to that picture: http://web.mit.edu/newsoffice/2012/three-researchers-win-kavli-prizes-0531.html
Here is the picture:
The first thing I noticed was the woman on the left. Then the female in the middle then the right. These all have significance for me and resemble people connected to this case. You must also understand that alot of what they do is akin to a writer. Writers often take different people they know in real life and mix them into each other to create characters for thier works of fiction. This is done to TI's for these media psy ops campaigns but its not random. Its done with precision and that is to get a very specific result out of the Target, one of further brainwashing and modification.
There are multiple themes at work here and these faces are presented in such a way as to represent many people and things in my life. The first thing obviously is they are all women. They are winning prizes for being successful. Indeed my thoughts were mixed between my own future success writing my book and also some nervousness perhaps over the female president of MIT leaving and a Jewish male taking her place. Even just a male. I then thought it was some sort of con or pay off to ease the fact a male was going to take authority again in a city that really seeks to give females positions of power (northeast USA, Boston etc).
We must remember also that subconsciously I always am missing my female relatives and friends that were taken from me or ripped from me through the betrayal and the ongoing GS campaign. Also part of the campaign has been to condition me to fear males and male authority. Never having a father in my house and then not respecting my grandfather nor neither of my uncles, watching my 6'1" buxom mother run roughshod over men in her youth and also my working in adult entertainment seeing very powerful men vulnerable and weak willed made me very much not afraid of male authority. I have literally been beaten and tortured so I would fear and despise men. Having trusted authority in society such as men in uniform turn on me and men in public spaces harass me especially with content based on my past in Adult entertainment, was akin to having my father or male authority figure rape me. This is why my mother is so easy to control due to her father and her brother being abusive to her in young childhood. Its always guaranteed that she was much more easily controlled, intimidated and impressed by male authority.I was actually programmed purposely to NOT fear male authority and I slightly recall a ritual that was done using death to bond me to that idea. That little boys die easily but I am protected. That little boys dont matter as much as I do. That death has the power to kill males, and, if you instill an alter into a slave that IS death- there you go. A woman who is not afraid of men and can be sent on various missions to kill males. Even if that just means destroying them through writing an expose for instance. ;)
This is partially why they harp so much on my past. They MUST break down anything that made me not fear male authority. Whatever they are doing under the guise of morality like say, someone might think the Target is being harassed by Cause Stalkers who want a female to change her ways or nature and get married etc. What they are actually doing is helping a campaign of behavior modification to destroy or counter the original programming. In the quest to complete an NWO dont you think that a female who disregards powerful men is a threat? Sounds like it.
So this woman on the left- she slightly resembles a grandmother type or even my foster mother a bit. Women who have been torn from me. The second woman with her self satisfied bullshitter smile resembles the arrogance of my mother but physically she resembles my former psychiatrist, Dr Emmerich, who betrayed me very badly in this and also was bonded to me by being with me for seven years or so.
The last woman resembles me. Alot of women in my life for some reason were blonde, blue eyed types. My mother had dark hair but the rest of her was very white and shes the only one with dark hair in her family aside from me. My former friend and career criminal associate was also blonde and very Nordic/WASP looking as well as my ex Jake....who strangely resembled my friend I just mentioned. Which is just weird.
This is probably natural as I come from blondes. However, I unlike my mother's family have Slavic DNA and Italian too. This makes me darker and more Asiatic looking if you will. I also wrote a piece recently about Sami peoples and other Natives who descend from Asia. Part of my post was that its been discovered that similar DNA exists in Lithuania. I wondered if that is why I feel a kinship as I am Lithuanian in part.
Also the Asian woman is very outcast. Different from the other two. Her face is even positioned differently than the other two.
This aspect or theme is meant to represent my being a success at my writing or something else,to achieve like these women. TO show me I can DO THIS. Its also a fantasy about returning to me the women who have been torn from me in my life due to the GS campaign. Also to join me to them in success. And to soothe any feelings of being discriminated against due to race which I have felt to be true. In Boston there still is this sentiment about whites and blacks accepting each other but Italians and other Mediterranean or Arabic type peoples, even north Africa being left out of that. We are literally ugly to them here. Blacks may not think so but the whites consider us impure white people. And actually its eerie how many blacks in America share features with blonde people probably from slavery. There are ads on the train where a black woman will have a similar face to a blonde woman. Latin women are the only representations of Latins or Mediterraneans aroud here and they are often equated with the black community, whereas if you go out to Cali they fight with them tooth and nail and join power with Whites in many affairs. But here they are perceived as or marketed as being part of the black level of society.
There is a homeless woman who is Mediterranean and Armenian I believe. We share some similar features and you can tell none of her ancestors are blondes. Her and I get along and I see plainly how the blacks are unkind to her and the whites reject her. THAT is Boston's dynamic. Much of the Irish here are very 'white' Irish. Sharp features, ice blue or green eyes, red or blonde hair. Racism is often natural and comes unconsciously. Its no surprise that the Italians emigrating to Boston in the 40s had to carve thier own way. My mother's mother as I can recall, still regarded Italians as one would regard blacks or negros. In fact I think she would have rather I befriend a black person than an Italian! She used to try to convince me I wasnt Italian. That I didnt look Italian but Spanish from the 'black Irish' which gives her and my mother black hair. (Spanish DNA gotten from the Spanish-English wars off coast of Ireland. The Romans didnt settle Ireland and Ive never seen an Irish person who looks Italian yet I see many English people who are dead ringers for Italians. The Black Irish are noticeably Spanish, in thier looks, temperaments and tastes).
So this racism, which most other ethnic peoples nowadays dont even know exists between 'whites' is a very sensitive subject for me. Its obvious that my cousins who are blonde and red head were favored over me. And its obvious that this racism is a component in why it was so easy for my family to sell me out to this system. I am literally viewed as less valuable in this culture. I dont define what is considered beauty in the northeast. Only when I deal with Latin men, Jewish men or Eastern European men do I find myself being looked up on as attractive. When I was younger Asian men such as Chinese found me attractive.
So this picture is meant to soften and smooth over many psychological issues I have not only from my past but from the GS campaign taking me hostage from my old life.
And those are just the things that deal with the theme of these being FEMALES.
I will explain the rest in my next post.And some other mind tricks they have played with this.
Since I have only shown you part of what the picture's function is and what it represents its not as compelling yet.
Sixteen Years On
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