I thought about why I keep getting strong ideations to get out of America and at least flee to one of the borders. I realized that a major factor might be the Olympic games in London. That is very near now so it might be why there is a push to get me to leave the US. I DONT like that part of this push to get me to leave was to go to Europe. That is probably the last place one would want to go with such a situation brewing.
I would never go to Britain anyway. Its a worse version of Boston. Then again its not America is it and for all I know it might suit me better. However its become quite a police state with cameras and lots of overbearing police. With so many Muslims there causing problems..it just seems like a mess made on purpose. They also accept alot of foreign immigrants from certain countries into thier families without any of them considering this might be part of the elite's oppression of them long term. I notice its always the poor Caucasian folk, just like here in Boston and Cali.
To me its a very scary place right now and I wouldnt make it part of my escaping to Europe at all.
What is strange is that I keep getting this idea that whatever is going to happen is going to effect here in the USA moreso. Like an excuse to create a more oppressive police state or system. How would that work, I dont get it. Perhaps its just Romney coming in or Obama staying and getting more insane with policies and power.
Whats so hard to figure out is that if its put forth by false means such as technology, then it might be a fake out by the system to begin with.
I was going to leave the other day. Just go without any consideration for my health issues. I dont want to leave right now as I am waiting a month or less to at least find out whats wrong with me so I can take that with me when I leave. Before I made a break for it, I was in Harvard Sq in the back of it. The area that is so saturated with history and Revolutionary battles that no electromag influence could ever erase those memories or thier influence on humans (which is what they are trying to do with electromag and tech. MIT did it when they put a tv screen into the main hallway of the long hallway for years. I could no longer get any old energies to register and recieved no signal once that HD screen was up. Then I noted they took it down ONLY after they washed the walls down in that specific area. Now there is hardly any energy left and I get no signals. THEY KNOW WHAT THEY ARE DOING WITH THESE TECHNOLOGIES. They are literally interfereing with the spirit worlds, the ones that throughout history has inspired man, given him prophetic or advisory dreams or nightmares of warning, guided him, comforted him.
I once posted on my ONMC blog that I was shown this plan of thiers, to create a sort of Hell on earth, a dimension, with electromagnetic energies using tech. The ultimate false environment created by man. Part of this is to cut us off from any outside influences that before we were in contact with such as energies from the past that linger in certain locations. There are many such energy centers here in Cambridge and Boston.
Even though my ancestors were not around in the USA before 1900 or so these energies have influenced me off and on as a resident here. This is one reason why it has been so instrumental that they remove many traces of Revolutionary and colonial culture and symbolism and replace this with corporate symbols or disturb such symbolism and disrespect the dead (still living on through symbol) with corporate warfare. Here is one such example of utter disrespect and disregard for history: I wil find the pic later if I can but its an ad for a seafood restaraunt here in Boston and it has a bib with thier corporate logo on it hanging off a statue of one of the forefathers. Funny as it seems its not at all. This sort of deconstructing of authority is what my generation did (gen x) that used the Surrealists art style of taking apart authorities symbols and making something new out of them to represent our point of view.
The corporations of course hijacked this as they do ever creative thing every generation comes out with to counter them and is using it to woo Gen Xers to consume. Yet its meaning is much bigger in the larger context of things going on world wide right now.
Corporate logos are your new gods. With whats happened, you can depend on Starbucks to serve you not oppress you, only if you have the money to pay, unlike the seal of the United States which many people feel is uncontrollable, not for the people etc right now. TO BUY IS TO HAVE THE RIGHT TO EXIST. The gods approve of you.
That is the presidend that is being put up.
Anyway, I wandered through the back of Harvard which they havent destroyed yet due to the inhabitants still having money and old status to prevent this. I was guided by a university's sun symbol which made up a window at the top of a building. It guided me down a road nearby in promise of something compelling to be found there. I ended up realizing there was nothing TO be found.
I got the idea the lesson was not to fall for illusions. Deceptions. And it kept me here to tend to my health instead of go running off to Europe or a US border to who knows what fate- still getting sicker from my condition with no health care.
Whoever is behind this wants me to run off out of here, sick, without taking care of my health. What am I supposed to do get health care abroad? How is that going to work??
EVERY FRICKIN DAY this is being pushed this 'leave the country' feeling and its really obnoxious at this point. Its the first time I can say I am tired of something trying to push me like this. Its...becoming just tiresome. Becuz the results of it dont make any sense.
I know I am a lucky traveler but not that damn lucky. In a whole new culture in a foriegn country I am just going to stop upon quality health care??? And where am I going to stay etc etc???
Its getting really ridiculous. And life threatening. Whatever is wrong with my liver and my intestines is no joke. Having to switch to not eating solid foods for the most part means there is something wrong with your body. And I intend to find out what it is.
I dont know what could possibly go on over there that could effect us over here but these games and deceptions themselves are getting deadly. I swear sometimes its not even the NWO they are concerned with its some sort of amusement. Like seeing what the people will do if they do certain things. It always feels like its a game, like its not being done for truly serious reasons. Which considering my health is becoming life threatening, I dont appreciate that at all.