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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
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I have reached a point of recluse. To avoid the abuse of random people I only leave the house for absolute necessities. I go to my job and then go home. I'm looking to hire someone to go shopping for me, I just don't want to deal with this anymore. I'm at the point if they even stopped, the stress of always being ready for that emotional surprise attack sting to the heart is enough. I've lost faith in religion, this world is so ugly and like a prison. How can I sincerely worship a God who created a world I despise, and a person like me who wants to have never been born. I can't tell the difference anymore of heaven and hell. If God is love, and love's a lie, whose lord of lies. There aint no love out here, it's all b.s.
ReplyDeleteMike you need to seriously buck up. This is a war not a party. And religion is something you shouldnt take too much stock in to begin with. And stop using my term b.s. lol...
ReplyDeleteYour reference to god=love. love=lie thus god=lord of lies is based on circular logic and isnt valid.Sounds like u r just upset. Either try harder or u r going to end up suiciding. Its all on you kid..
Virtual hug to you Rachel. Thanks
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