Arrival (2016)

Trigger warning: just stay aware and centered. Can be helpful but must avoid overall effects of this movie such as strange dreams and what seems like an opening to psychic experience but it actually resembles hypnotism on a mild level. Its a pleasant diversion at any rate. Those of you who have an affinity for language or are verbal will appreciate this movie.



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Friday, October 30, 2009

The damage of gang stalking over the years

I was looking at that video on my YouTube.  I was looking at a recent video.

I scanned photos from ID's from 2006 when this just started to age me and compared them to the last photo taken.

Its astounding how from 2006 to now I have aged considerably.  A relationship with Scott Ashmanski, an abuser most likely sent to terrorize info out of see how much I knew during the federal investigation to protect rich criminals-- I noticed that a few lines started to show up then.  

But the real damage seems to have been during the years after leaving Boston and trying to do this without a place to live. First in shelters around the country and then as a traveler  or nomad recently in a group of other gypsy types that hate shelters.

the damage is from not enough rest, sex, decent food, emotional support.
It is from fear, induced self hatred,  stress, and being isolated and terrorized.

There is no way to fix years of abuse.  There is no way to get ones looks back, no way to get back opportunities or intelligence or talent.

Gang stalking makes no sense except for the fact that for reasons the public wont believe you are set up and there are many layers of deception. There are many layers of cover story.
However one must wonder why so many people hate one cant be real and it cant make sense.

But it is real.  Its to cover up crimes..even war crimes or illegal human experimentation that breaks the Nuremberg code. MK Ultra and the radiation experiments, the former my mother was a documented survivor of, is documented as breaking such codes and the files of the latter were destroyed for the most part so full investigation was never possible.

Whatever circumstances exist in the person's life that is what they will use against the Target, and the public needs to be more informed about deceptions and set ups, not so they will help us or care becuz they will not, but so when the designers of deception come to whisper in thier ears they will perhaps think before they believe what ever they are told and used as pawns.


Anonymous said...

Satire of the Milgram experiment?


Wrong answers get the reward; correct ones get the shock. lol, but it is so true.

Medawar said...


Perhaps this ban on exporting harassment technology to Iran, will fuel the odd political thought about its misuse in Western countries?

Anonymous said...

Interesting. I do a search on Scott Ashmanski, come up with a Boston, MA Facebook, and discover he doesn't have a photo. Interestingly, a lot of perps aren't afraid to show their photos. One "intimate infiltrator" perp of mine doesn't have hers posted online, either. I'm guessing the "relationship" intimate up close and personal perps are the ones who try to hide behind anonymity more so than other perps. Meanwhile, they aren't afraid to expose your information out there to the public.