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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Sunday, October 18, 2009

How activism can replace life or producing your own work

We have all seen the payoffs and favors that go to our perps former intimates and strangers alike.
For all the activism we do in self defense or to feel we are keeping  ourselves alive it only serves as a diversion.  Everyone around us seems to go on with thier lives and grow.  We only become more destroyed with time.
The activism we do is not probably work we would have chosen to do. We are not building our empire but everyday restoring what little of our lives hasnt fallen to the campaign of psychologocal warfare and terror.

As I looked at my new YouTube channel that I did not chose to accept but was changed for me by YouTube, I realized that everything we have created as TIs over many years may be destroyed with the crashing of a site or some other tech screw up. The control we have over public use and free sites is an illusion. Some of us have worked on nothing but this for years.

I believe that during the last many years and all that has happened the internet has served as not only a part of a human experiment in itself but also specifically with TIs to keep up very much busy.  NOT having our own lives.

There is more to all this that is happening. Its about human experimentation and MK ultra. Its about the arrogance of slavery-mind control slavery.  Its about anti terrorism tech being abused to gain confession or get rid of someone inconvenient.

Ruining someone's life is taking away thier Will.  For a TI to spend thier life on this instead of producing work they would have wanted to produce according to thier own Will is mind control in itself and a prison.

3 comments:

  1. According to http://areyoutargeted.com/, it's just mirroring by the media. Of course, the media's job is to filter all the stuff we "shouldn't know" and spoonfeed us "harmless" stuff that won't upset the balance of the corrupt element.

    I agree that the biggest problem with the education system is that it's largely an 8-3 steady daily diet of stuff to help us conform better with the System.

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  2. Anon, thanks for the shout out (I think :-) )

    The time-destroying rituals are definitely military in origin. One way of looking at it is through the OODA (observe-orient-decide-act) paradigm that modern military warfare is about. If you consistently do your OODA faster than the enemy, you win. So warfare is really about time. The indecision, the inability to get your bearings to make a decision, that is fostered by the enemy.

    At this point, really, it isn't about us, it's about getting through to others before they've been utterly destroyed. Ideally building up sympathizers' immune systems before they've gotten on the military's radar, giving them the time advantage in this assymetric form of warfare. Making them understand that there really is a war going on, and they just haven't been targeted yet.

    I don't think we can win, but we can help others win...

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  3. I'm not really confident our government is going to be here by the time I reach retirement age. I'm kind of wondering if our government isn't being infiltrated by another "government" or if another foreign nation is trying to take us over. I never make assumptions that our government (the good Ol' USA) is going to be here in 100, 50 or even 25 more years. Things change. I keep getting pressured into taking a govt. job, because the pension is so great, but I am not counting on any "future" here. Right now I'm focusing on helping others make it through, and if I have to struggle (or even die), I am willing to accept that.

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