Its really bad here now. Im waiting for some doctor appts and then I am outta here. I cant get anything of meaning done. The police report is still unwritten of course.

I am sick of being disrespected here in this area. The gs seems to have become very streamlined and subtle. It takes merely nothing now to 'get to me'. The remote influence has become perfected. Its so light yet effective. It can keep someone down mentally and of the Willpower without the hard hitting effect needed years before.

Something keeps telling me to get the hell out of here, that I can have my medical stuff done elsewhere. Its very strange.