My original intended post today was about getting a crazy at Pine Street Women's shelter... and how this led me to an interesting discovery concerning remote influence.
After I left there very early like 6 am due to being woken up by that woman I got on the Green line at Boylston T stop. I realized that the remote influence (bad feelings and suicidal or defeatist thoughts/thoughtforms) left me as I was on the E line which veers off from the other routes. I looked up at the moment of changed feeling and 'relief' and realized that the E line had just then split off from the main route the other lines follow until they all split at Kenmore.
As you can see Boston area has many areas to get to via MBTA.
I have blogged that I felt relief out of the city on Red line past JFK out of the concentrated urban area.
The 'E' is not something I regularly take. Usually the 'B' line.
So, that is my latest experience with what TI's only know as remote influencing technologies. As usual if you think this is just delusional look it up on my site, the internet or other TI's sites. It is not normal human emotional processing to feel emotions or thought just stop like something lifted or dropped off a grid. There are constant instances where myself and other Targets endure what can only be defined as torture, that seems very dependant on variables-such as location, building structure or environment. This would indicate that there is outside influence on ones emotions and 'thoughts' that is not naturally occurring from inside oneself. I am not the only one who is writing about urban areas being targeted in such severe ways either.
For anyone interested, this is what happened that led me to leave early:
This fat crazy in bed #5 last night at Pine Street Inn. Rules say no major personal items in dorm and for good reason. This whack job is crinkling a small stiff plastic bag at 5 am. I see that she is facing my bed as well as she is looking at me sleeping when she's doin it.
Then I say something, she says everyone is up anyway, which is not the case at all. She goes into the locker area comes back with ALL her stuff. Gets back into bed. Goes thru her bigger plastic bag at like 530 am. Then goes into locker area, comes back dressed and lays down. Makes noise again. While this is occurring an 82 yr old woman behind us needs an ambulance for shakes or something and this woman is using this as a diversion. One of the staff tells me to stop reprimanding this woman becuz of thier crisis on thier side. Fair enough. That was at 5 or 530. Like I said, horrorshow keeps it up, in levels. I can feel her presence, the tension. The focus. Once yer stalked long enough...even if their not perps who are sent for you specifically, anyone who is an antagonist that chooses you as their victim at that moment, its so obvious to sense their intentions. This is what I spend my whole life psychically and emotionally processing nowadays instead of having a life.
So this woman keep making excuses and finally I get staff. Staff just blows it off . A woman from the islands named Elsie or Ella. Older, glasses. Bright red sweatshirt today.
Finally whack job keeps doing the same games (and its seems so purposeful and in levels. Not random) I go get staff this time and by now I am very vocal. Other women are pissed cuz they are getting woken up. This staff woman, in the locker area, I say that I want to be sure what her call is on this, so when I go to the super its clear. She says to get out of her face, and finally thru pulling the reigns to and fro I get this woman to at least break and say " All I see her doing is lying there when I saw her." and to go out into the dorm area where she repeats this, now fully defending this womans actions. Thus indicating that she refused to do her job and enforce the rules.
I forced her to at least make a call. She chose the wrong side...(hmmmmmmm).
The crazy then gets up and goes over to a table at the stairs so the women who are waking up pissed go after ME and not the bitch who caused all this. The staff worker threatens ME with being barred for drawing attention to this.
Pretty manipulative and smart (and hella tactical) for someone who is just a crazy.
I WILL NEVER FORGIVE OR FORGET THAT WHEN I WAS BEING CHASED OUT OF MY HOME AT 335 WASHINGTON, A CERTAIN STAFF AT THIS SAME SHELTER MADE SURE SHE CAME UP AND MADE SURE THAT I DID NOT BRING UP MY NOTEBOOK TO WRITE AS I WAS DOCUMENTING THE HARASSMENT AS WELL AS MY LAWSUIT FOR MOLD.
That will always stick in my mind. BUT THIS WRETCH CAN HAVE ALL HER BAGS WITH HER NEAR HER BED, MAKE NOISE AND THIS STAFF DEFENDS HER?
These women from other lands who are new Pine Street staff are going to learn
1) Do not f*ck with me. I have not only paid my dues since the 90's off and on in that place I have dealt with bs harassing staff and they have cut the sh*t or left the job. Since your new learn it.
2) Go get revenge for oppressive English white people in the Carrib and Haiti on someone else. Those are nasty types who wont put up with their crap for 5 minutes. Go back to the islands and starve if you dont know how to not be a racist here in the US. Africa or wherever you are from. LEAVE YOUR ATTITUDES AND YOUR RACISM WITH YOU. I DONT CARE WHAT THEY TELL YOU HERE THAT YANKEE WHITES ARE EASY OR WIMPS. WRONG.
IMAGINE THAT, A NATIVE BORN CITIZEN HAS TO SUFFER AT THE HANDS OF IMMIGRANTS WHO ARE WILLING TO DO WHAT PEOPLE BORN HERE ARE NOT.
Then the other guests of course sided with the BS..
I wont tolerate being watched like a hawk all the time and stalked at Pine Street to make sure I follow every rule and treated like a child often but this bitch gets away with this...B*LLSHIT.
I commend the staff on last nite ...I do have SOME supporters there.
SO I jsut left at 6:15 to ensure not going postal.....I hope a clogged artery finds our fat white trash friend..soon.
The staff are new and alot of new wave foreigners do not understand or see social cues. They are not from here so they dont get the nuances of Boston, a very socially complicated place.
A local sees me and suspects I am poor or homeless. But becuz I am attractive and have a brain when I speak, they immediately realize I could and prob will cause trouble for them if they mess with me. The outsiders are trained by locals to only see money. They are immediately being trained under the Yuppie party's mentality and status system. This makes it difficult for those of us who are on the fringe yet have negotiated the social environment to gain some safety and security. The system knows that if there are enough of these Yuppie worshipping new immigrants that we will be overwhelmed and probably just let alot go becuz of the sheer numbers...hmmm, sounds like harassment is once again used by the system when it can be institutionalized as a means of social control.