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PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

Alert to all Men, Boys, Gay women, and anyone who wants to be around me, 'get' with me or into my pants..

Here is the deal: At this point I am not messing around..its situation critical.

If you cannot keep up with me intellectually, if you dont have alot of money to help get me out of this mess or at least support me in it, if you dont have CONNECTIONS who can either get at my enemies eventually or sort things out on that end, if you are not an artist, if you are not satisfactory in the sack, if you are not the one of two physical profiles of man that I prefer or if you are a woman (sorry ladies) THEN GIVE UP NOW AND DONT WASTE YOUR TIME...get a clue. I want everything I could have had 8 years ago and if I do not get it then I am going to be an old maid, if I even make it that far. I'll find something to do believe me.

That is why women hate me (except the L's of course) and men despise me....they think its odd I dont need an 'other'. I survived this long on The World full of people and my Inner World... why is a mate so damn important?? Its the work in life that counts, not some guy. And if your serious about an 'other' it should be the right one and for the right reasons, not desperation. (or being pushed into a handler).

Oh, and know about the perps but dont be one..cuz I'll know or I will find out.

And you have to believe my situation fully..no living with polite denial. Its time to rip the sheet of this f*cker..this deception.
In RI when I modeled for RISD years ago, in thier littel museum was what I found to be my favorite painting of all time: Time revealing Truth. That painting and those ideals that are ME were there long before this mess, any family or friends who have betrayed me or any men who were intimate with me who were used against me. I....I was in existence long before the destroyers came along in full force and I exist afterwards...no matter how you try to wipe me out in favor of handing my power of Self over to my enemies.

Its on loan you idiots....and time will come to return what you owe.

And stop sending people to try to tell me that I do not care about money or that I am admirable becuz I do not complain about my situation...everyone knows I should have been done with school by now and working in a job I like doing things I like to do. Also, whats up with constant intimations that my family is the mob?? Show me proof...like real evidence I dare you. It all sounds like more gas lighting bs to me.
Perps are idiots.
by clock

3 comments:

  1. AJH1/22/09, 5:15 PM

    Something is going on here; I hope you are OK. They have me riled up today 901-22-2009).
    AJH

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  2. Anonymous1/23/09, 4:53 PM

    They think harassing someone with their group is an 'ass kicking'. I suppose if a TI died from the intense stress and eharassment, they'd all be saying "Gee, we really showed him, huh?" or "Yeah, we really kicked his ass". Or her ass. Or whatever. They think pouncing on a TI and getting all over the poor victim is doing something good.

    That is the consistent mindset of the perps I am seeing.

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  3. On_GangStalking1/25/09, 2:25 PM

    I am OK..well relatively I guess. They are just spooking you. They do that to people who know me sometimes.
    When something is really wrong you'll know..it wont be fear from them-it will be a true gut feeling. Real and true not fake trickery from the fakers.
    Thanks for concern.

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