Its practically deadly.
Cant believe the clarity at 4am.
Gloom and doom in daytime. Isolation. Very crazymaking.
Self talking out of extreme anxiety everryday. Very discrediting.
Demotivation daily via feelings of failure. Falsely generated of course.
I cannot BELIEVE how I cant stay focused on this being military or intell.
tollofholocaust – www
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