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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
DISCLAIMER: 
Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Thursday, December 6, 2012

No Hope For Heavily Targeted Survivors Of MK Ultra and Programming

I know alot of people expect me to come through this to some great success. But its not going to end up that way. This system isnt designed to create opportunities for people. Its designed to kill or slowly destroy anyone considered a threat to the system.

I will b lucky to even b able to complete my book that tells all.

Im blacklisted remember and blacklisted people are usually ignored and excluded from the society in which they live.

My health is slowly worsening which includes my chronic liver disease and some condition effecting my intestines which has caused internal bleeding three times in a year and a half. I just work around it real carefully.
Medical people ive found are just playing games with me usually and they cant be trusted anyway due to how heavily infiltrated the medical and first responder fields are with gang stalking perps.

Every day this past year I only get hammered down with constant remote influence that my book doesnt matter, that in the grand scale of things i am unimportant and i am also feeling a constant deadly sense of doom over me and my life expectancy.

People expecting success from a Targeted Survivor of MK Ultra and high level programming are just torturing the person more.

There is only death.  And fighting to get the truth out before that occurs.

Nobody involved in a TIs betrayal and GS campaign are ever going to admit to being part of a conspiracy to commit murder, even if that murder is suicide or death from illness caused by the campaign.

There is no justice only revenge.

2 comments:

  1. Just keep in mind theres a lot of victims of this crime all over the globe. And there is no legal prescription for this crime (torture). Its up to us targets to prove this is being done, for ourselves and for other victims (present and future).

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  2. hi Rachel, I've been following you for awhile. i'm a 'butterfly' and they have been able to trip me up many times using my temper. i got stuck in the rage, which i thought was better than fear, but sometimes it's worse, if you dont know what's going on. when you do know, i find they can't trigger you like one of pavlov's dogs, but of course your body will react to all the energy being directed at it with illegal weapons. you're an absolute hero and there's nobody who could ever take your place. it's people like you who have kept me alive. Anything I can do please let me know, anything at all. I'm in Toronto and they - friends i think - have been telling me to stay, while the GS crowd is more hopped-up than i've ever seen them. since i dont know exactly what is going on i try to get angry only at the ones who are obviously practicing psychological abuse or some other illegal act. love you, thank you for everything you've done to fight. something's happening I'm not sure what it is.

    I'm now harriet smith on you tube

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