One of the most annoying things that people in on this have said to me:
"What you're doing isnt working" or you are going to have to try something else or some other way is the general statement. And it always:
-in my hometown area
-from men who seem to lean into me while saying it and when they do one gets the impression that there is some sexual connection to the statement or they really get off on me being held down as to force me into another direction of action (or so the system thinks it will do so).
I can tell these idiots have either seen a video or something made by whoever betrayed me years ago, and/or they know something about my past.
It's extremely manipulative that is for sure, with definate overtones to being in control of the person's situation or being privvy to that information.
There is a sick thrill to thier knowing about what is happening to me as a female TI.
I recall Lou Gheppetti telling me basically that my situation fullfills a cultural fantasy- of course he didnt say that but that is basically what he said- something about it being a thrill- a woman being trapped and "especially when there is nothing she can do about it" is what he said after referring to me being kept down in my situation.
Like most other people who are adept at quick subliminated statements, one must sneak them in very quickly and sharply in between regular conversation.
Monty Python did along these lines- you may recall, the one where Palin goes into a shop and the service person alternately insults him then is polite with normal statements as if he didnt say anything wrong- like the ultimate split personality. The customer then points this out to him, then he apologizes and the customer accepts his apology, ending with an insult.
My old associate Julia used to do this constantly and I never realized it was a hit and run, rape like means of mind control over a person. This kind of constant abuse is akin to what gang stalking is but its from someone who you trust usually- no one would listen to it from a stranger for very long. Its done to people like myself, who are trauma based mind controlled or conditioned to be used to such treatment. The only reason that J pisses me off less than any other of my ex family or friends is that for years I dished it out just as much as I recieved it, and she is the only person I ever knew who could put aside a drop down drag out fight in the interest of the discipline of conducting business..most people let thier personal feelings get in the way of thier progress. She was truly made of iron. That and being a sociopath, but hell until we wake up out of programming- arent we all? Its a coping skill I think for many people, not to deal with thier underlying issues-and it seems that psychiatry as well as psychology is very keen on keeping what may be truly 'wrong' with people tightly under wraps. Sociopath may just be a great cover diagnoses for the compartmentalization process of many a programmed person.
If there is no true self, and they only imitate what they see to survive socially in the human population- then what, exactly is underneath? Psychology would have you believe there is just this empty blackness- a void. But one must go further and ask, then what is under that? THEN you get to what the real issue is.
Now that I think of it, diagnosing every programmed person as a sociopath without looking further is mind control in itself or perception management.
I dont mind people who are just as afraid of me as I am of them...what I hated is people like Jake and my mother who had this attitude that ultimately they were smarter than me.
The biggest monsters I ever encountered were Julie and that programmer on Greyhound who claimed he was Eddie Cox from Louisianna- however these two people are also persons who seemed to fear and respect what I was capable of..which means they aren't careless. Jake, my mother and people like them should be shot for thier stupidity- what I cant stand most is a predator of low quality.
I may have sought to find my mother's affections one day but I never relied on her the way she did her mother. So it really pisses me off that in places like NA meetings in Newton, like the one where PI John Panderos and his dog faced girlfriend walked out just becuz I walked in- some ginny looking idiot would sit there and actually do directed conversation concerning how I "always wanted to be the baby". I am under fire here and going through alot of shit, its normal for me to at some point try to sneak under a mother hen to hide as if I were her own. Gang stalking campaigns are NOT normal and for someone who just fought through three layers of suicide programming with no help, who's therapists and doctors are not helping but turning on her--its pretty traumatic.
Its interesting how this system coddles my mother and seems to keep beating her down so she stays under her mother's control but with me they seemed to have taken me away from my mother and my bio families as much as possible.
Breaking up families and friendships and love affairs is what these f*ckers do. Each mind controlled slave must be isolated and under the control of the system that manages them and handlers not thier own Will or a teaming up of two independent minds. Time after time thier actions lead me to believe that they fear controlled people joining forces. The most extreme example of this is preventing two certain people from having offspring- yet all things indicate that many of us are born out of the opposite actions: its most probable that many of us are born out of selective breeding pairings.
And it would make sense with this system where thier control freak actions usually spell out what they are capable of in opposite directions- like preventing pairings or encouraging or covertly arranging them. This would make sense for mind control slavery as they could mix and match the most desirable qualities but prevent offspring from becoming too strong, too healthy thus uncontrollable.
And you have no idea what I mean by uncontrollable. There are things that humans are capable of that the system of social control does NOT want you to know about: AS A HUMAN BEING IN YOUR PRIMITIVE OR TRUE STATE YOU ARE STRONGER THAN YOU COULD POSSIBLY IMAGINE AND POSSESS POWER THAT MAKES NORMAL LIFE LOOK SIMPLE- which it is when you discover the truth.
The people they enslave with programming are powerful and this is why they choose certain bloodlines- and sadly its why they insist on 'ripping out the wiring' once you want to take your internal systems under your own Will. They dont want any competition obviously as far as power goes.
This is why mc slaves are constantly harassed, traumatized and ultimately suicided. Its gang stalking as slave management and its why they let loose on the target when its 'time to go' or to activate suicide programming sequences.
The same goes for those constant little digs that people around us sneak into daily conversation with us. Its NOT harmless, its a form of systematic control over a person. Its what occurs when you trust people and you simply dont know any better- how are you supposed to? You havent been exposed to anything different.
Which speaks volumes about how large this system is to begin with- if you look back at your whole life you will recall all the instances of your miserable existance and realize that this abuse was constant, daily and from multiple persons who blended into the woodwordk- just like the larger or more overt actions taken by what we have coined the 'gang stalkers' or gang stalking perps. Organized stalking and harassment but its so much more than that- its done by people who know you- who are privvy to information about you they should not have. That is what makes it so damaging and gains them the status of being all knowing. The extent to which they are all knowing is pretty creepy- but they do NOT know everything nor do they have access to all information you hold.
One wonders also how much the people who handle us really know about us and our status. And it brings into question thier status as well as mind controlled.
Consider this the next time some f*cker is messing with you contantly, playing handler. They may just be more under control and pathetic than you are...when you try to break free you'll pretty much see how truly weak or strong the people around you turn out to be in reality.
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