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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Sunday, December 22, 2013

GS At Beth Isreal-Now A Program Of Handling An Old TI Like Me


Im noticing that the gang stalking in the food court at Beth Israel is still ridiculous. Its usually the African American security guard on duty.  I simply make fun of black males to get him to leave or ignore him. (Which I know helps discredit me but when people realize why I am doing it it makes sense. This is psychological warfare. I will use racism if necessary. Because IT WORKS. Even if the enemy thinks they are getting what they want by continuing to discredit me or to be able to motivate stupid, 'useful idiots' to gang stalk me by claiming its an anti-racism harassment campaign. It will ALL come out later either in a lawsuit or book hopefully both.)

There is an interesting method being used in the hospital on me as a Target. I certainly am getting the healthcare I need and the docs are very nice to me. Yet there is a sense of being handled. As long as I keep lollygagging and not focusing on my book or calling a lawyer- the longer I stay down and play dead- the more I am mind controlled daily to NOT take action becuz I am targeted so hard, then I will get what I need. In other words as long as I keep being silent and putting up with it, then they will keep being nice and giving me health care.

Yet, I AM being gs and handled. WHEN I SHOW UP FOR APPOINTMENTS there are often perps in the waiting rooms. They do subtle tactics. They make sure I am self conscous and know its them and they are there, focusing on me. The staff- at the desks mostly African American women with big time Afrocetrism issues and attitudes- are ALWAYS ready for me when I come in and its very demeaning. This of course feeds into creating more racism. At this point its uncertain if thats just more arrogant bs from this area thats typical or if its planned.
You see African Americans in this area somehow are VERY plugged into gang stalking Targets as part of thier agenda to get ahead in life- as a people it seems. Which is very scary in a racial sense.
Race war is being used in gang stalking in areas like Boston, most likely to motivate the black population here. Unlike other areas, Boston blacks need to be POLITICALLY MOTIVATED not just by money. More brainwashing, more compliance.

There is a disctinct presence of remote influence or tech being used for mind control. The results are I am kept down continuously and I am brainwashed by the hypnosis and suggestion (ideations) in the tech used. Usually its all to keep me right where I am at as well as continue to dissuade me from moving forward with writing  my book or calling lawyers who will actually take my case.

I realized this because I WALKED INTO AN OFFICE TO MAKE AN APPOINTMENT AND THEY WEREN'T EXPECTING ME AND NONE OF THE USUAL EFFECTS OCCURRED as they have every time I walk into an office or clinic for an appointment where they ARE expecting me.

Thats who I got something to comare it to so I now realize that all those times I was going to appointments they had the gs system there, waiting for me.

So I, an old TI to this area, am living a life that consists of nothing but being handled and continued to be managed.

Part of this lately seems to be also that I get a very comforting, non aggressive, safe feeling when going to MIT or other colleges, very different from the effects of just a year or few years ago where I was being tormented at colleges like MIT or Mass Art. The GS on the MBTA as well as outside is still heavy here and of course the tech is awful inside city limits.
The goal of this new program design  seems to be to force me or condition me into going to UMass finally. In short- the Target is being made to experience that outside is not safe- but inside college IS safe. Thus I will be driven to going into college.

Why, so that MA can truly claim to be progressive by producing the first female lone shooter?  No frickin way. I am not THAT stupid and careless yet. I will go to school once I have a lawyer protecting me and working on my case so no one tries anything.


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