There's a push now, a consistent and strong one to force me to give up advocating for justice.
Pretty much every city I travel to seems to be pumping out a brainwashing campaign daily consisting of the following material in order to coerce me into abandoning this project, writing my book telling my story or even continuing to acknowledge any of it happened to begin with.
-I'm 'old' now and am no longer relevant to society or the all important younger generation, who seem to be an obsessive focus of the people running this system.
-that my health will prevent me from traveling any further especially abroad, so its done no matter what I do anyway.
-that in the massive ocean of people on this planet-do I really matter all THAT much? (This suggestion or coercion was almost heard directly as a spoken sentence internally as opposed to being a mere ideation usually which utilizes visuals to be effective. This too used a slight and quick internal visual). This is especially damging as it takes me away from my sense of Self internally and recalls the traumatic incident in earlier gang stalking where I had that awful nightmare my 'self' or consciousness was physically taken out of my body and forced into a pair of virtual reality goggles or glasses. That incident was one of the worst tortures I ever experienced being a Target and experimentee and it occurred while in deep sleep which may be why it was so damaging.
Unlike a dream one has where one is flying or out of body there was no safety, no spirit world, no sense of connectedness to something...that holds one safe when experiencing out of body.
The difference could be described as the difference between getting healed from loving care or acupuncture or message and being awake during invasive surgery.
This tactic seems to be to remove a person from being connected to their sense of self, grounded in their own consciousness and force the person to percieve their 'selves' as simply a part of a collective of humanity-like a school of fish.
Perhaps this is why the ocean image was used in the suggestion).
-its too late now for my writing to have any effect, its been too long since the original events occurred.
-to make me feel basically useless and insignificant and incapable of finishing this project.
And to get me to conform, to be like every other washed up loser in their 40s in this country who's youth was wasted.
The problem is that my youth was taken by this system and THESE WERE NOT, ARE NOT NORMAL CIRCUMSTANCES.
So why should I become 'normal', act normal, dress normal or pretend life has been or the results of my life has been normal at all?
Its ridiculous and I am not going to allow this interference. Just like ive been doing for years.
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They also seem very paranoid of a TI ratting on them. So they work in the concept of the TI being a "rat" in order to guilt the TI into backing off from getting the perps into legal trouble. If they're doing that, then maybe I do have more power than I thought? That also seems like a tactic to induce the secondary effect of making the TI feel like accepting the perps' decisions to run the TI's life.
ReplyDeleteI think it's a blackmailing tactic against the TI. Also, one other guilt trip they like to use is: they have records on some of my fantasies that could be used against me. But they know that if they do have my fantasies recorded somehow somewhere, it would actually get them in trouble, huge trouble. So it makes sense they'd use the "we know you sometimes think dirty illegal thoughts, so you better not try to expose our mind reading technologies". Or if you think about shooting someone or whatever, they'd use that against you. It could be used like "you're a serial killer!!" in their psy-ops. But recording thoughts and dreams is highly illegal and unconstitutional, and they know it, so they have to make the TI feel guilty in order to prevent them from being exposed.
And who would be recording thoughts and dreams of the TI? The NSA? FBI? CIA? Military contractors with access to forbidden technology that violates civil rights?
Hi again, I write again as I do to all your posts, because you are very important you are crucial to the planet, your videos your blog your personality your soul are critical and beautiful and strong. Don't take me wrong, I'm supporting you, your spirit and soul. The people doing this are zombies, they are a brainwashed massive army of nothing individuals controlled by many forces.They hate individuals. Retain your sense of self.
ReplyDeleteAs for the out-of-body experience you mentioned, please note that teleportation is being used on me. The type of physics it employs is called Quantum Entanglement, that means the atoms or quantum particles of your body can somehow be "split" and your body "shadow double" can be coerced to a different location. That is the best I can describe it. I will send a duplicate email to your "fighter" address to send a bit more information. I never know if you receive all my emails and messages, but this is important. It's very important to have a clear mind and not let them fuck with you like this, just to be aware of what they are doing (that I know of).
You are "awake", more than people who have "lived" their youth, as you call it, because you learned about the reality of government corruption. It's not the coke generation school of life, but you have not wasted your life at all. If anything, at least you helped me to realize I am not so alone.
ReplyDelete"When MKUltra came to the forefront, the governtment said they canned the program, it was gotten rid of. Did they get rid of it?" - Jesse Ventura.
ReplyDelete"No. It was a showgame. They simply moved it from one agency to another. As it became more privatized... Today they use microwaves." - Mark Phillips, former CIA operative. On Jesse Ventura's Conspiracy Theory with Jesse Ventura Brain Invaders S03E07.