I am in an area where there is major storm warnings. Like 70mph winds etc. We simply could not get a ride out.
ONCE AGAIN I NOTE THAT WHEN THERE IS AN IMPENDING NATURAL DISASTER OR SOMETHING ELSE THAT WOULD TAKE UP THE TIME AND ATTENTION OF FIRST RESPONDERS OR MILITARY, FEMA, STATE POLICE, COAST GUARD, ETC, THAT THE MENTAL EMOTIONAL AND SPIRITUAL EFFECTS OF BEING TARGETED SUBSIDE TO A DEGREE WHERE I FEEL AS NORMAL AS I DID IN CIRCA 2002.
This has occured repeatedly when I find myself in circumstances that are dangerous like impending storms or other things where authorities would be focused on other things.
I wonder if this is due to these groups being funded to keep targeted persons under control for national security with technologies or even as part of some black budgeted project where this is one of their functions to abuse power in this way but they dont divulge this officially. Or perhaps what is now 'official' and even legal to do to members of the public like myself is simply beyond my the scope of knowledge of someone at my level.
The other theory is that the weather being extreme destroys the effectiveness of whatever is in use to cause these effects. Could it be that each place has been profiled according to its normal weather pattern and that if it deviates from this the tech in that area does not function accordingly?
At times like these I know exactly what my situation is about. I dont feel nervous or anxiety ridden or childlike or dumbed down. I dont have difficulty making decisions or taking action. Being targeted makes you basically retarded. And constant harassment from strangers doesnt help.
GS is not aptly named. Its a simplified name for something much more in depth and sinister. Its very serious and life threatening. The culminative effect of being targeted by 'gang stalking' campaigns is being reduced to a childlike state where you basically live in a combo of denial but yet suffer being tormented by the reality of what is happening to you.
And at times like these I know damn well what happened to me. No one wanted to deal with me. I was percieved as f*cked up and damaged and the people around me who were in my life didnt want to deal with the responsibility. Blacks seem very in on the NWO and gs campaigns. And the treatment targets get resembles the heartless, abusive tough and ignorant way they treat thier own children. And its very Republican right as well, NeoCon. It also resembles Christian beatings to get a child to behave accordingly. It also resembles the military hard ass way of getting soldiers programmed.
Each of these groups have taken over the power over our country in the past fifteen years or so and each one is very dangerous- and each one either has a way to hide or a good front to fool the public with.
What happened to me is that Julie, Jake, my mother and her family all did not want to get exposed for what they are really about. It seems they and their numerous powerful friends and connections who assisted them all benefit from me being silenced.
I am one single poor powerless person up against multiple people with money and connections. My mother was always in with some group that had covert power and she mentioned the syndicate yet it keeps coming.to me from informants that its police connections. Julie of course is an untouchable career criminal protected by local police, very powerful clients, important friends and even family members. Not to mention various crime organizations of many ethnicities.
What is so hurtful about being targeted is that so many nobodies across the nation seem involved. There CANNOT be that many operatives planted in various places around the country. Its as if normal people are in on this simply becuz they support the target's life being destroyed for the sake of rich, important people or they percieve say, family members as more worthy. The things humans do more as animals than conscious beings is numerable yet they do it anyway. And there are more numerous humans that behave as animals especially in America, than behave as human beings. America by its nature breeds greed, snobbery and mindless competitiveness.
Also my being sacrificed is seen as negligible. Many people around the US seem guilty faced yet none of them really feel its wrong. No one truly cares. This is what people hate about America. This is why we were bombed if indeed 9-11 wasnt a set up. Americans lie about being good and having wonderful morals. They will destroy anyone they have to like animals to get what they want. Covert actions by American forces or to support American interests is often what creates desperate actions by foriegn countries. And then everyone simply denies such things exist and simply snickers with their backs turned basically- just like they do to individual Targets.
The likes of someone like Carmen one of the black shelter rats in Boston, MA is a good gauge of what people think of the Target. That horrid woman was always letting me hear her say things like "No one cares about HER". Shes right though. As usual blacks speak as out of the mouth of babes: they innocently speak the truth in its harshness. She is correct that is the basic attitude.
America and the people who helped ensure I am tortured daily are too busy having a good time, and succeeding in life to care about me. I was 'inconvenient' to alot of people so I was removed and put out of the way.
TIs are considered simply the losers in the American system. And when we become lone shooters or terrorists then their asshole accomplices in law enforcement and the feds move in with hero bullshit consisting of saving the world from one more schizo or 'lone extremist'. Me even writing this makes me look like I deserve to be targeted for being un-American to begin with.
That asshole bitch mother of mine is the perfect, model American: shes immature, greedy, loves Disneyland and Xmas, and is a viscous, self serving sneaky piece of sh*t who will sell out her own kid to make herself and her immediate family look good on the outside, to provide a good front. My mother has actually done what is EXPECTED of a loyal American citizen and I am percieved as justifyably an enemy of the state.
In the end everyone involved is so stupid, so in denial and so controlled by the abusive authority that they continue to write me off as a complaining immature childish spolied brat who deserved what she got and is making this all up or over dramatizing.
Thats usually how abusive, dysfunctional families AND THEIR COMMUNITIES deal with that one renegade kid from said family that acts out the most and then tells the truth about whats really going on behind closed doors in that house.
I have seen this time and time again. Laws protecting people from abuse, PC and all the other Liberal crap doesnt work when humans dont want to admit shit happens on THEIR own block. I have seen numerous families and communities protect pedophiles and other screw ups, for various selfish motives. Americans, existing in an ultimately dysfunctional situation are no different.
In moments like these I wonder why I am overweight and where has the age on my face come from. Its like waking up out of a dream state, the best way to describe the effects of whatever is used on both individuals, groups and populations.
I know I can make a simple statement on video or get a lawyer....but soon enough the sleep state comes again and I am once again reduced to minimal brain power, fleeting memories, and a scared confused feminized child.
The years pass by me like I am already dead. I know this is not the way my life should have ended up..but what else is there? This is the timeline the powers have chosen. I lose, I die, I dont get to be happy and I suffer.
Its unreal to TIs bexuz its not supposed to be going this way and we know that. Its a totally fabricated false reality. One we try to break out of daily to no avail.
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