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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

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Sunday, November 18, 2012

Experiencing Relief In Remote Area Of Texas-Perps Advised This Location Years Ago/Seems Cell Towers Are Not The Main Delivery System

I just had two days of peace and quiet in an out of the way place in TX.


When a TI says peace and quiet we dont mean that the physical location was quiet. There are multiple dogs barking in the neighbors yard most of the time in the location I spoke about actually. There's a large screen tv blasting in the next room even.


Whst makes this location peaceful is the total lack of mental and emotional torment-no interfacing, no flashes of vision, no illusions of being conracted psychically by various people famous, authorities or otherwise, no Truman Show Effect (where the Target is made to believe that they are being watched as the central character of a reality show-one thats only avialable to a select group thats uses security cameras/surveillance systems.

Theres been no aggression caused by feeling watched or by whatever means they use possibly tech, chemicals or psi spies-as-gang stalkers.

No forced speech or behaviors. No burns, stabs or hits causing physical pain. No sensation of pulling on my liver since  I left the east coast area.


Major cities have become a major problem. They are usually polluted chemically and electromagnetically as well as stressful to.begin with. Then add to this that Targets experience technologies and organized stalking/harassment or psy ops specifically tailored to them with the sole purpose of controlling and destroying the Targets.


What you have is loads of induced evidence that discredit the TI. To ensure they are silenced for yet another day. Books dont get written, lawyers never called. The Target is kept from closure year after year.


I was told years ago when walking through Somerville MA by two college age kids on rollerblades "Its going to KEEP happening unless you move to some Texas dustbowl town".  I will never forget that. It was so overt.


Yet here I am...in a house in TX outside a major city that is located in an area thats pretty much trailers and mobile homes on brushland. Dirt roads. No businesses, no schools, no stores.


Its here Ive experienced relief. Quiet. Not external quiet but internal quiet.  I feel normal. Like it used to he before this all started in 1997. Like it was for a while in 2002 before this all started to become 24/7 and severe.


I had just had a hard time in a nearby big city. There was something in the environment that made my companion and I have to urinate frequently, especially around the college area. If left alone I was stalked by people in vehicles, once again most of whom were men in pickup trucks, as usual. I frequently felt watched or as if the harassment was psychic in nature and all around me. From people in vehicles and surveillance cameras. And this place is actually better than some other cities! There was also interface with a source who seemed to be advising me. The typical push for me to become religious or to stop activism to enter a helping profession and live for that exclusively was also present. Cambridge, MA does the same thing. I feel as if my soul is being cleansed to purity and I am supposed to forget vendettas and revenge or even justice and go on to being a champion for the homeless.


Theres nothing wrong with a TI becoming a strong activist in other areas. Its when this is used as a way to meep the Targeted person from closure and true healing that its a problem. Becuz whats happening psychologically is the TI is held in or forced to believe they are guilty or deserved the torture so they become activists like this in a process resembling Catholic pennance which is much different than someone being a healed peaceful soul who genuinely wants to share that with society by helping others. This probably provides control over the Target and gang stalking Survivors is all abiut reinventing new INTERNAL controls, which is why EXTERNAL control such as gang stalking is beefed up so much until the person is behavior modified to provide said internal control.  Its why the Target is beaten down so hard even though its obvious they didnt deserve it. Guilt, shame, rape, torture etc etc are means of brainwashing someone into being controlled.


I now believe that the soldiers coming home from overseas who are suiciding may be doing so due to PTSD and memories being induced and repeated mentally by the same system that does this to civilian Targeted Individuals.  This daily torment of memories and emotions or sentiment being run over in the mind repeatedly leads to suicide. Once again its most common in areas with electromagnetic pollution, gang stalking and what seems like the use of chemical influence, like most major US cities nowadays.


The peace and quiet I am experiencing is present in an area where I get a 3g signal on my smartphone as well as telephone signal.


Theres got to be some other means that the GS is using to create the conditions I described in areas with heavy gang stalking activity.  Ive noticed areas with Wi-Fi are definitely part of this and thats gotten much worse since more and more people have aquired Wi-Fi in public spaces.


1 comment:

  1. A couple of Texas TIs report very strong electromagnetic harassment, but believe it's targeted at them directly and not particularly general.

    One even found the instruction leaflet for the sort of NATO-standard shielded power connector that might be used to hook up a big military transmitter, blowing around the pasture where she keeps her cows.

    Harassment definitely happens in Texas, but it's aimed carefully at people the Texan perps want to harm for their own reasons (property dveelopment mainly). They may not automatically target people on behalf of other perps in other states.

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