It rained for last five days here. I am still not well from that medical procedure in Portland. After the University and college came into session everything became sh*tty.
As of the 26th after school started the spare changing now sucks and the people here are giving money to pregnant white trash girls who use it to smoke meth with her boyfriends and drunks they see every morning but it takes me five to seven hours to get 5-15 bucks just to eat, totally broke.
If Americans understood anything about poverty from those of us in it instead of the non profit, charity org and homeless industry white collar criminals and social worker 'middle men', they would be able to assess more accurately who they are giving their money to.
(see this post for more on that subject: http://ongangstalking.blogspot.com/2013/10/brainwashed-disinformed-americans-make.html)
I now get dirty looks from guys in pick up trucks (thats the perp MO in red neck places like AZ, Texas the southwest etc) and uppity looks from older women in cars and trucks.
This entire population of perps WERE NOT IN BELLINGHAM, WA before school started.
I have also been getting absolutely fried since the 26th, a day after school started.
I understand now that ITS THE UNIVERSITIES AND COLLEGES IN THE USA THAT ARE LARGELY RESPONSIBLE FOR GANG STALKING AND TECH ON TARGETED INDIVIDUALS.
It seems anywhere that theres colleges or corporate centers like downtown Seattle, theres a hot bed of gang stalking and getting hit with tech or chemical influence (or both) that make a person act crazy or go crazy.
Ive also been pushed to self injure over last few days which wasnt the way it was before the 26th.
I am sort of heartbroken becuz I liked this town. It has a large Norwegian population-all these beautiful blonde people, even the ugly people are attractive or interesting to look at. It was cute, fair, calm, sane, fairly priced with well mannered people. The houses are cute and its sort of like New England a bit 30 years ago.
It was so damn lovely...then all school started. Yesterday in front of Fred Meyer I saw droves of UGLY AMERICANS, people not from this cute little town with its Scandinavian influence but from other horrid parts of Washington state. Baseball caps, rap music out of cars, baggy clothes, fat ugly girls, common looking young women, young males trying to be dominant and semi ghetto- that new look of the suburbs in America.
AWFUL. The little town is ruined.
And I now understand something I did not before- that anywhere theres a university or college theres going to be alot of gang stalking.
I was perfectly fine and not being messed with BEFORE UNIVERSITY STARTED. Its so very sad.
An older man from Louisiana tried to tell me but being Yankee and direct as usual I didnt understand the mysterious ways of the deep south- how they try to help you by telling you something subtley.
He told me that the town was .."catering more to the university".. these days. I did NOT understand what he was talking about but now I frickin do.
Its becuz he asked me if I was alternative-he meant gay and thats where the conversation started and I dont reject the gay lifestyle so I guess I rejected his opinion about the college as it was based on acceptance of gay lifestyle.
Believe me thats not the problem in this country nowadays. As many gays as there are that seem to be involved in gang stalking as well as the NWO, there are just as many stupid people like that who are African American, white, Mexican or Native or Asian involved in gang stalking.
Its just that the gays bother me the least.
I also now understand something else about the GS system:
THE REASON THEY USE SO MANY DIFFERENT KINDS OF PEOPLE FROM 'ALL WALKS OF LIFE' IS SO FIRSTLY THEY CAN DETERMINE WHAT PISSES OFF AND AGITATES A TI THE MOST AND SECONDLY, SO THEY HAVE A SUPPLY OF WHATEVER PISSES OFF THE TI THE MOST AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT IN ANY GIVEN PLACE.
In the beginning of all this I noticed that they used trannies and other gays and I just dealt with them normally. I knew some of them were perps but it was such a f*ckin show it wasnt a threat so much as entertaining.
As time went on, they started to hone in on what aggravated me the most and now thats all I get hit with: regular guy or red necky males with some status (big trucks), uppity older women (my mom all over again) as well as blacks specifically males (my childhood nightmare of going to school during bussing or forced integration in Boston in the 1970's).
I also believe from experience that as they work with multi generations of Targeted Individuals (my mother and father and perhaps my maternal grandmother etc), I notice they try things on a TI of the next generation that worked on the parent(s).
Gays may have pissed off my dad. Latino immigrants piss off my mom but they dont bother me really unless it gets really ridiculous like down at the border near Tijuana sometimes.
Ive even had a perp walk by with directed conversation and say "first it was the mother we were dealing with now the daughter"..you know what, fuck you.
I am so not intimidated by that bs. You are the ones doing totally illegal black projects on human beings then intimidating and discrediting us into silence. GO FUCK YOURSELVES.
This is what I have learned this time. Its sad becuz I am attracted to universities being from Boston and Cambridge. Sigh...
Phone is dead. Going to try to get another form of tech for posting..