A day or two ago. The words "Scott Brown " came slowly, carved into my brain. They arrived the same way that TIs have been describing brain mapping, neural monitoring and strange experiences with psychic phenomena-experiences that seem unatural, man made and driven by technology.
The phrase as two words came into my...mind in a choppy delivery. Unlike thoughts which are strong, flowing and seem to originate either within one's own consciousness or from a divine or cosmic source without yet not unatural to man.
These arrived in a way that seems characteristically false. Delivered. Not the result of sudden brilliance.
Ever since this system came into place that as well as dreaming during sleep happens rarely if at all.
Many TIs experience being hollowed out as human beings through the system causing brain damage etc-and a system of microwave, electromag and such being used to connect with the remaining human vessel to create a living human robot or human body that can be controlled via tech in such a way.
This is why its so important for the GS system to isolate the Targeted person then destroy whatever person, spirit etc inside them that makes the Target human.
Removing the Target from their lives, everything and everyone they know, then breaking down their experiences via memories, personality traits etc (brain damage is utilized to accomplish this through exposure to mold-either in a building or thru dosing with psychadelics, druggings, poisons, gas leaks and damage through stress, inducing PTSD and reliving damaging memories repeatedly, denying the person contact to get support and making sure conditions deprive them of sensory or other stimulation like emotional or mental. Note this was documented to be used in MK Ultra) all the while, slowly invading their minds through the advanced tech or psychic warriors they seem to have.
If a TI is microchipped this process would be alot easier to accomplish and may explain why certain Targets or experimentees are so easy to contact thru what is percieved as one's mind.
Its also then very easy to simply write that person off as mentally ill or insane.
The point is to discredit by misleading. The powers behind this are only going to guide or manage perceptions of the claimant towards what serves their purposes for discrediting the person, not mentioning to the public the well documented subjects of MK Ultra or humans having found, documented medically and often surgically removed early versions of microchips from their brains.
What I am wondering is what is the purpose of this communication?
I just now looked up Scott Brown. All I ever knew of the name was i faintly recall something about he being a politician and possibily Republican.
There's lots of greenery and some humidity where ive been for a month and i am inside. This of course usually equals mold being present wnd the headaches and loss of brain function always tells me the brain damage is as usual, simply continuing where it left off whenever I was last exposed-the process began in that apartment in Brighton as this campaign started during Bush in early 2000's.
Its one of many reasons I always return to living outside. Most homes have mold even places in desert areas which of course those are military base strongholds and impossible to live in.
This place has been a place with electromagnetic pollution and it seems alot of activity hitting me as a TI specifically.
Comcast wifi and Xfinity cable? Thats just a level.or two more livable than the dreaded guaranteed-torture-chamber-combo: a Cisco wifi router and a satellite tv system in the same building. That is strictly about destroying a Target through surely inducing insanity.
This has been more about behavior modification and delivering mental ideas and images to get me to do stuff.
There's cell phones in the house too but I suspect there's a bigger signal. Something else becuz often the ideas i am being fed will follow me into downtown Portland OR, even intensify.
The 'signal' is present even on Sunday or if I turn off the wifi (and make and excuse about why its off to my roomate later.)
I am aware of rivaling political parties using TIs in their little battles or the system making it seem that way as a level of deception for purposes of misleading truth seekers. (People thinking both parties actually utilize mind control in rivalry when actually its just the same actions of the chaos makers. These 'chaos makers' are basically a network of people...if they are human at all, that have been seen and experienced by Targeted people to have resources, manpower and tech/metaphysical capabilities to cause 'chaos' in certain geographical locations. Wherever and whenever they are present.
This is one of those things a TI learns about that no one is going to believe, yet its so simple and the motive is quite plausible.
There is a special forces or operations if you will-a network, that seems to be utilizing all the progresses in technologies to cause violence, negativity and destruction in specific geographical locations.
Seemingly as part of the Action-Reaction-Solution scheme.
If you had these capacities at your disposal, would you not use them to control society, to cause war and conflict whenever and wherever you could? If I was in the elite's position, I would.
Its art to them. They 'create' reality, shape society.
The only thing thats disturbing about this network and its actions, in my experiences are the questionable humanity of the people involved in the ops. They look human..but damn it if there isnt something off about them. It might just be how fucked a human wud have to be to engage in such activities, whether it be military or whoever or they could be..'Satanic' in nature. But I always thought that kind or strain of person or human housing such a force wud register the same each time. Different Satanic people register differently yet they always conform to a pattern I am familiar with.
These things that looked human..they just didnt. They did not seem frickin living, live, human people. They registered as some sort of static, wavy like almost blinding energy. Often it wud shift their features quickly so i cudnt 'see' their faces clearly or form a memory of the face. It was like there was an energy field or active energy in, around or inside eminating out of them that caused these..quick vibrational shifts in the environment.
And guess what? Whoever they were, they can still f*ck off.
None of this is surprising considering the way TIs are dosed or drugged and the energy fields used such as microwave etc. Also all of this ties into Nazi experimentation, the root of MK Ultra and everyone shud know by now that included alot more than just whats believable.
The Philadelphia Experiment comes to mind also.
So yes, I am claiming that possibly there could be peace on earth or at least more of it, without the gremlins always causing chaos or violence and negativity in certain areas.
Hey, when I really got a good look at this system at certain times, it was in locations where really messed up events were happening. When i was being so hit by a large group with very nasty tech and drugging capabilities as well as those weird not quite human perps i mentioned, i was in St Louis MO and at that time, East St Louis was the most violent city in the USA. I was targeted to be pushed into a lone shooter at that time in that location which I resisted. One day later a man did actually do a lone shooting by walking into a city hall. I believe the mayor and a cop died. There was a backstory of harassment by authorities-the whole usual system that can be presented as a cover story in the news. Locals told me facts that didn't make the news.
I wasnt seasoned enough yet to understand the full situation i was in. I could only fight the little battles, like the system trying to trigger or mess with me in a very specific way to do such an action.
Being programmed is complex. Trust me that i knew enough about the layout that i was aware of the environment in that location but I wasnt fully aware. It was just some circumstances I was in. A bigger framework i was operating in. I was still new to this all-out-destroy the Target system that became active in 2003 and i was only deprogrammed enough to keep from being triggered or baited.
In fact, further horrible actions of manual deprogramming by the system took place in this location just prior to the lone shooting weirdness that occured locally.
My programming consisted of two parts. The one being slowly destroyed while in St Louis was part of a high level programming system, according to research I've done. Knights, castle structures, chess boards and the like. :
However, these things exist in one's minds eye or appear mentally. You never percieve them as real objects or structures.
There were often human looking guards posted outside many of the structures in this land of towers, castle like extensions etc. I never question whats there only judge if its functioning, useful or timely to utilize the area.
One tower I'd viewed repeatedly at that point had a guard outside it and a bridge to it. Something came into that area, some remote force and removed whatever was kept in that tower structure, quickly. It looked like a programming sequence, I'll never know what it was.
It was an invasive surgical procedure done thru this remote mind control system. It was like an abortion except it was mental and done by surprise without any foreknowledge of something important being housed in a containing area.
This along with the other unfortunate and brutal forced deprogramming methods are what contribute to the mental, emotional etc decline of Survivors over time. Especially this erodes your entire personality.
This isnt enough then they attempt to rewrite you with horrid behavior mod programs.
Its MK Ultra all over again and its unnecessary. Granted if the programming sequences are dangerous to the Survivor or others but why not utilize hypnosis and drugs as during programming in childhood? And why the destruction of the persons talents and intelligence?
Never allowing the Survivor to heal naturally or heal themselves. Only to become a constant Target of the system.
Much of this functions like today's video games which might explain why Ive never liked them much. They are super lame compared to internal programming and i sense video games are a form of social control, diversion and a way to actually get people to disbelieve in magick, quests and taking action in real life. It wudnt surlrise me if the same powers that program humans and experiment on people didnt turn mind control programming sequences onto the general public as a form of mass mind control.
Average people being less...impressive than the specimens chosen for high level programming-the 'sequences' or commands (your video game itself and all its training, instructions and quests u get put on) cud be alot more simple in its nature.
Thus many Survivors see right thru video games..or find their effects on the human mind obviously damaging or disturbing.
Computers also suck for us as they work very slowly compared to the capacities in programming. Having to learn computers is like being in college and having to then be put into kindergarten. It genuinely sucks.
Slowly over time in different locations I found my internal worlds being destroyed. It was so strange that this paralleled with the war and actions taken by the military in the Middle East. I was being destroyed and then occupied. At one point my internal structural 'world' looked war torn and rubble.
Its interesting that in the administration after this, behavior modification was focused on and the system trying to create something new.
It wud never work though. My original internal programming was created by forces i suspect are very old on our planet. Im a product of Cambridge, MA. Harvard. Massachusetts. This is the environment that whoever did this originally hails from.
Its something ancient and connected to the old world's history. And whoever created it was artful. More natural and organic.
The far too obviously modern humans who insisted on going after Survivors with these ridiculous deprogramming/behavior mod programs always seem laughable technomancers at best. At worst, bumbling military personnel involved in childish sci fi Stargate type projects, utilizing man's limited technical abilities all horrors born of the modern industrial age.
He's obsessed with using tech, math and computers to decode the Mona Lisa without realizing he doesnt understand the coding itself. The wisdom or art of it as a creation.
Children trying to play creators, hurridly trying to gain all the information and data of creation but never having the true mind or heart of a creator.
Whoever is or was behind the horrors of the cold and clinical, invasive surgery like actions of these deprogramming activities, if they are trying to become creators-they just dont have the soul for it.
Original high level programming may have used torturous methods to create internal programming but it never seemed like...torture. These actions against Survivors basically to destroy us and try to hack into us and then reclaim us as their own-were and are nothing BUT outright torture.
The original programmers seemed to have an intimate relationship with Survivors. The actions taken against Survivors in the past decade are impersonal and often seem perpetrated by entities who are using way to much computer technology to accomplish their goals.
Lets just say that being programmed was akin to a great work of art, like a painting along with ritual and many human qualities whereas the recent deprogramming activities seem clinical, cold and surgery like, invasive, machanised, computer driven and obnoxiously aggressive.
Survivors rarely have a hard time once we make it through the layers of suicide programming. Its natural for us to have a functional master programmer if u will who can reprogram the entire system. In more simple terms-we can heal, rebuild, reinvent ourselves in a positive way.
What makes Survivors snap or totally destroyed is when this system does not allow that and insists on literally ripping apart original internal programming to replace them with whatever they want to exist there.
These people behind this are taking away a person's human right and treating a Survivor like a computer program to be merely erased and rewritten as they see fit. No consideration at all is taken to the fact that all this data and info is contained in a human mind thus human pain and suffering occur during such actions as breaking down and attempted reprogramming.
Personally it seems like whoever was and is behind this since the Bush era has no frickin idea what they are doing and has been given free reign to literally rip peoples minds apart in some of the most ridiculous and torture driven unethical human experimentation or treatment of people in history.
Perhaps this is indeed secret society driven so its always been around, but the same could be said of the people who did the original programming on Survivors.
It seems whats got to be exposed and stopped are the 21 century access to progress in science and technology that certain sects may now have.
Its not right to be able to psycho manage entire cities or large populations.
To be able to remotely enter, alter and destroy a programmed person's internal programming structures only to torment and torture them unecessarily, then attempt to modify them into something false and unnatural and when that doesnt work, then turn them into mere zombies who merely follow commands given by the mass mind control system out there now that works by hypnotic suggetion.
That wins elections unfairly and causes people to confess to crimes they never committed. That forces the public to live literally under torture during the work week, or punishes those who's bank accounts aren't full enough with funds, yet lifts these effects for federal holidays or rewards actions like shopping and consuming-all to create a society of obedient worker/consumers for whatever results are desired by whatever powerful people or parties are behind such a thing.
Thats what society in the US has become. Ive experienced it in every city every town almost every mile of this country is covered by mass mind control.
Its areas like the military bases, the southwest and other remote places that worries me.
Places that seem to house something alot more frightening than populations of humans under mass mind control.
I wud love someday to know exactly what is underground in certain large remote spaces in the USA as well as what is in certain mountain areas.
Places like NV outside the cities, in the desert...when i was there last, a few months ago when in Henderson I kept getting these awful impressions of horrid monster like creatures out in the desert, beyond the cities. Creatures perhaps a result of morbid, gruesome experiments or perhaps monsters that had always existed there but that America had secrets perhaps splintered Native tribes knew about but that has been witheld from the populations from Europe etc. Another possible motive to genocide the Native Americans and force them to give up their languages.
Perhaps though, this was a clever and effective deception-one that keeps people like me from going out into the desert outside the mapped cities. So the public never find what's really out there.
Most of my exleriences with this system outside of torture or direct involvement with forced deprogramming programs have consisted of deception.
This practically tyoed messsge-"Scott Brown" Ive received in past few days. Am I suplosed to respond to.this, find it terribly important? Im to believe its info given to me by the system in an attempt to assist me in solving some corruption stemming out of my hometown?
What good could this info possibly do? This is what I mean about it never stopping.
I looked him up and discover hes from Maine he was involved in Massachusetts's politics like Senate or whatever and took Ted Kennedy's seat.
So what? I did experience Ted's cancer to be possibly induced-its well known that car crashes, plane/helicopter crashes and cancer seem the favorites of the shadow governing system.
Havent the Kennedys experienced all those along with a straight forward assassination as causes of death or bad luck for key family members?
And that crash he had when young, it cud have been a set up to gain his or even familial compliance for certain parties special interests.
Which is why I didnt trust him and didn't run back to Boston eager to do activism when Teddy suddenly started supporting FFCHs. However, he supported them then died which if he was genuine, would have been awful.
One never knows in these games who is on what side. Personally I think a person like me is kept out of taking sides or being involved politically becuz my main function is to simply deliver information from point a to b. Due to varied events, circumstances and the way I am forced to experience them, I am spared alot of emotional reparations yet I also don't see things realistically.
The darker forces are actually used to protect Survivors from alot of fallout of what we get involved in. And that's only fair-the controllers know what are life experience is like. Literally we exist in service of a greater purpose.
Our lives have no real meaning personally. Which is why the gang stalking system tries to.get you to focus on your personal losses, your ego, what you've been denied in a future that u could have had, which is why they reward betrayers so nicely AND MAKE SURE TARGETS SEE THIS and perps rub it in.
So that you lose sight of the greater purpose-the mission. They keep Targets out in miserable conditions of American modern homelessness which was obviously engineered to be a hostile environment for activism or organization of people and is where whistleblowers and other Targets are driven on purpose to keep us ineffectual, oppressed and focused on our own petty losses and daily survival/safety.
The NWO has made sure that in the USA has become restructured into a design that in various ways discourages freedom, truth seeking or dream chasing (risk taker is now one of the mainstream's negative catch phrases-the entire mind game with using that concept shud be totally rejected by traditional American go getting, risk taking society to begin with. The American Revolution was risky, yes? However, terrorist specialists are now claiming the forefathers would today be viewed as terrorists. Which is mind fucking to discourage risk taking. Especially saying 'dont try that again in this day and age.' Yet that was the entire purpose of the way the forefathers set up things the way they did.
We are supposed to pull that again IF NECESSARY.
Mind control runs the USA in varied forms as of today. Its a prison and only those who understand how the prison holds humans can be free or escape. To where i don't understand it seems the control is intended to be global.
If so the only option is to inform people of the deception and how mass mind control works. Which is a ridiculous task becuz the public are kept firmly in a 20th century reality when the elite and the powers behind this exist in the 21st century aware of the advances in science and tech.
So as I am left to ponder if Scott Brown was involved in my decline or if this post is meant to assist anyone with a lead concerning the conspiracies that seem to be coming from the northeast such as 9-11 or the shooting in CT, I spend still more time not being stable and focused in one location, able to even begin an outline for my book that I'd hoped cud at least detail my experiences to the public.
At this time, after trying to continue this project for a few years I believe this book is never going to be written in America. I don't think it can be done. It was workable until 2010 then it seems as if the tech got more prevalent or the environment got worse. It was after the nuclear leaks in Japan as well as VT.
As a Target I now find the system to be so disruptive that valuable activism is impossible. Also much of America has become oppressive to 'homeless' people and Travelers. Hitchhiking laws etc. All during the presidency of an Ivy league educated Liberal black president who everyone percieves is so much better than Bush.
I mau have been tortured during Bush and attempted to be driven to suicide but I had a full range of freedoms to move freely about the USA and exist in a subculture. That culture's been systematically made illegal in cities across the USA.
Its suspected that business associations along with local law enforcement and politicians are using small chaos causing groups like ones that are used in large ops on entire cities by the shadow government -such as what I described in St Louis in 2008, to destroy homeless scenes. Create a problem, solve a problem.
Ive seen this happen in Harvard Sq. Cambridge.
Interestingly, most people who attended OCCUPY encampments claim local law enforcement wud either send or encourage the worst homebums to go to Occupy camps obviously to screw them up.
I'm suspect about the entire Occupy anyway. So many posers, people naive about covert ops concerning activist grouos in the USA. From what I now know it was alot of federal agents and they've become expert at the game. Remember these people now work under a system training agents for counter terrorism and 21st century warfare.
What chance does old fashoined grass roots activism have?
Thats an example of the NWO having an advantage by being aware of what exists out there now, in the new century while the public still works off of 20th century experiences and methods.
By continuing to win this info.war they are completely ruling the world in the 21st century.
Most people don't even understand this is going on. They just believe the world's ending or this time in history is really awful and this new dark age is the norm.
Young people don't know any different which is most sad.
If Targeted people can relate our experiences to the public those who are smart enough to understand, who can wrap their head around the new reality that exists for a new century will have an advantage that sets the playing field fair again so the people can oppose oppression and corrupt authority effectively instead of wasting time guaranteed failure using old methods.
That is what they are afraid of, that's why many of us are targeted. So keeping us confused, half insane, focused on being targeted or personal losses/destroyed ego prevents us from producing any meaningful work.