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Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Tooth pulled--after affects

I dont know if it is from the trauma of yesterday, the stuff in the needle to numb me or something else but I find today I am a changed person..less of a person.

There is always the chance that there was an implant in the tooth and it was helpful to me to still be able to utilize it for my purposes other than what it was originally used for.
It might just be that the human body registers a back tooth loss as a significant change in predator status..like saying " you are weakened now, you have lost a part of your weapondry" and it tells your body to stop pushing so hard and fighting.

Also could tell body that you are coming into middle age and there is a need for safety and to slow down becuz you will not be able to fight anymore.

This is some of the main goals of the gang stalking system. To wear you down so you are not a threat to them or thier people or your people who sold you out.
You are treated like a dangerous criminal who needs to be imprisoned until they run out of energy with wear and old age.

It does not matter that you did nothing wrong and especially with deprogramming tbmc survivors- that you simply wanted a life of your own and to utilize your talents...it doesnt matter.

There are soo many people in on this system that daily beat down a target and until the target is brainwashed into believing what the system says.

I find that I am not able to feel energy going thru me anymore..there is this creepy awful sense of peace. And compared to when I had the tooth its like something is missing.
I am umable to visualize things at all anymore. Like I said I do not know if there was an implant in there or if it was other things that happened.

Also I have lost my sense of taste and smell permantly due to the severity and lenght of the tooth infection. This leaves me at a disadvantage as the perps will use it to thier advantage.

I was told that there is more decay on the tooth next to it. There will only be a decline in my health from here.

1 comment:

  1. Dont psych yourself out, thats what they want you to do. Maybe it will take your body a bit to recover and readjust. Plus you are probably on painkillers, they will change how you feel.

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