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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Tuesday, May 29, 2018

The Use Of FEAR Is More Powerful Than Death Itself

Fear Is Worse Than Death

The use of the FEAR of death is much worse than death itself.

When someone in authority passes by in a vehicle and clearly turns to look right in your eyes, especially with that stupid Ginny look of 'we're gonna kill you' which, being partially Italian, just serves to piss me off, not frighten me.

A look only made possible by psychopaths with licenses to kill. So, what makes this year or this era or this century so special compared to any other?

I put my hand under my jaw and swipe it forward, in the old way I recall Italians from the old coungry telling each other off 40 years ago in the city. It means 'not interested', if thats a polite translation.

How about 'who cares?' or I dont give a fuck.

See the trick is to get someone when they just begin to value living as opposed to not being afraid to die, especially if they've found people to care for or causes- reasons to live. Then, your leverage is basically 'How much is your life worth to you?' or 'Do you want to keep living?'.

Every one of us is going to die someday. This fact remains and it never changes.

Isnt it funny when an entire city spends an untold fortune and many years trying to cage one single lone female human animal and she escapes every cage they try to construct- until one day they believe they've finally found the right one to hold her prisoner.  The psychopathic jailers swim around like sharks, jailers in the psychological prison.

Every one of us is going to die someday. That doesnt change.

Why be afraid on any part of a timeline more than any other. Its the mistake of becoming too attached to this illusion of life.
It can be used against you.

Every one of us is going to die someday. That never changes.

That doesnt change.

It will never change.

I own my death.
No one else.

This is why Italians cross themselves when they give you a compliment-because they want you to know they are not being deceptive, they are not envious and the compliment is genuine. Then protect they and you from The Evil Eye.

The Evil Eye. That look when someone in authority passes by in a vehicle and clearly turns to look right in your eyes, especially with that stupid Ginny look of 'we're gonna kill you'. A psychopath with a license to kill.

I curse your eyes. May the fire in them, the burning insanity, like a candles remaining lit in churches, hidden under darkness. May the light be extinguished by your own deeds. May the fire burn you most of all. Until you're a cinder.

Ancient urges and superstition that will never die regardless of how much PC tries to wipe us all out or convince us we nevee existed as it rewrites our history.
The coding in our DNA is the most powerful force on earth. That may be a piece of information certain people hope the public never realizes or internalizes.

And giving away the secrets of those in power who've denied me my birthright to grow and evolve to my right size, my full potential, is my main number one goal in this lifetime.

Its vendetta and revenge.

I curse your eyes. May the fire in them, the burning insanity, like a candles remaining lit in churches, hidden under darkness. May the light be extinguished by your own deeds. May the fire burn you most of all. Until you're a cinder.

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