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Sunday, June 22, 2008

Naomi

http://ca.news.yahoo.com/s/reuters/080621/entertainment/entertainment_campbell_racism_col

I had always wondered if this woman was targeted. Even if its not as severe as the stalking and harassment we get as targets it seems any woman who is exceedingly beautiful, intelligent and successful especially in any of the arts is going to attract the attention of every jealous bitch and threatened male on the planet anyway.

Just read this piece...http://latimesblogs.latimes.com/thedishrag/2008/06/naomi-campbel-.html

I watched a few of those model's spills on youtube..they weren't funny. It looks like a bunch of beautiful, young women who have very demanding jobs who are doing thier best to make it work. I challenge anyone to walk in heels like that and not fall.

I guarentee that if we did a study here in Boston at MIT with all the measurements of those shoes as well as the quality of the floor they are walking on and add into the equation the girls ages, builds, etc. that without all that effort on their part, you should have alot MORE falls than are on you tube for public amusement.

I've always suspected that this was due to alot of gay men in the business who perhaps hate women. There are also alot of straight men who love the slave aspect of these women struggling to walk in these shoes.


But after all is said and done no one can argue with how wonderful an artwork a good show is.

Too many people do not understand it IS art.

I know the women are emeciated, its probably enviromentally not sane and the clothes can be ridiculous or not functional but its standard is its own.

Also, it's removed from mediocraty and Hollywood and much as the starlets try to be on those covers they are not models. The measurements of features are just not the same.
You can fake Mona Lisa all you want, you can not fake the geometry and numbers of form.


I assume no one helped her becuz that is the way of the biz.
A book came out a few years ago : A guy from London couldnt get along in the NY scene, a SPY magazine writer who'd taken a job in NY.
Well, this country hasnt been SPY freindly since the '90s probably. Also, his English way is more akin to the way Boston used to have a rebellious aspect among the colleges years ago..the new NY was just to shallow and money obsessed for him.
There is a story about very promenent woman in fashoin falling in a hallway and someone's kid figuring just running away and leaving her there was the best was to handle the situation. Her mother told her that was jsut what to do. If the girl had helped the woman-becuz it would have brought attention the embarrassment- she probably would have been fired due to the actions of the daughter helping her up or even asking if she needed help.
In the Letterman interview she even says they waited to see her reaction to what was an appropriate response to her situation.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHFSzgh1YQ0&eurl=http://latimesblogs.latimes.com/thedishrag/2008/06/naomi-campbel-1.html



This is a very different world compared to what regular people experience as any are that puts out sex, beauty and demands perfection at all times.

For anyone outside to judge is absolute bullsh*t. If the girls want to be emeciated and take drugs then let them. You are only young once and maybe they need this ego boost or maybe its a lifestyle for them. They will get old like every one else and have to figure out what to do next.

Note to the public: keep your nose out of specialized professions, trades and industries. Leave everybody alone. Especially people in the arts. Stop putting people who are very removed from you, up to your standards. Just becuz someone puts something/one on the internet doenst mean its 'yours'.

Perhaps a bunch of tall, immaculately dressed, intimidating predator goddesess should come down to your job and start telling you what your doing wrong. I would love to see that before I die. Absolutley.

Lets find out who the demographic is that is doing most of the bitching about these women, get intel on them and send out super model troops on a mission to torture the sh*t out of sh*t heads who work in offices or do grunt work. Homemakers would be especially fun. Lets put them on the runway, in front of all those people and see how long they can stand that kind of pressure day after day.
Soon, trying to hide how fucked up your life really is from the neighbors might ache familiar to you..like Dorothy you would wish to go home..your time over the rainbow cut short by your own inability to be truly bad ass while still being able to walk like you have a book on your head. You'd wake up in your little worlds again, in black and white of course, making vague claims that maybe you were somewhere, for a moment that was injected with Technicolor. ...and u were there, and you were there and...

Thats what this is really all about isnt it? The internet(no surprsie) has made it easier for humans to look at porn(boring new), avoid reality that needs to be dealt with and act out thier most base predatory urges like jealousy, hate, greed, blood lust--all without them taking any risks themselves. The ultimate come on..you can now be the ultimate predator and still have all the cover and stealth of the most cowardly of prey.
..and I loath you for it.



And why is it so important for anyone to tell authorities what this woman needs to "take her punishments more seriously"?

And how much shit has anyone else pulled in that business or the entertainement business that they'll never get caught for much less punished?!

I wonder if someone did actually call her a name as a tactic jsut to get her stirred up. Maybe it was an excuse but who cares?

If some MAN had such tantrums would that attract as much attention? Probably not.

I challenge anyone to actaully LAST in any business where you are cottled, spoiled (and rightly so becuz you are also exploited, it can be dangerous, other jealous woman, bitchy men and a throw away mentality towards human beings if you just dont fit in or 'make it'. ) as a means of conning and controlling you and then you seem mysteriously to not act 'normal'.
GO take a math class-put the remote down and take crit think 101...you would be normal considering the circumstances that formed you..ahem-'duh'.

You have no idea how hard businesses like these are to stay alive in. And you have to look perfect ALL THE TIME.


Most people wouldnt last a minute. This industry consists of soldiers of beauty. If outsiders think this or any beauty biz is easy then the biz has done its job effectively. The illusion is complete. Pros always make the hard stuff look easy.


Heres to the pros.

Next time she has a tantrum, have one for those of us no longer afforded the power in society to do so.
Keep being difficult. Let them target you and say its yor fault and you are 'difficult'.

If there is one thing in this world that is more disgusting than everyone thinks her behavior is its a few things: namely a world that demands pretty perfect dolls and then doesnt want take responsibility for their emotional and mental state. SOCIETY needs to wake up and no, "wake up and smell the prozac"(do we have stocks dear?) is not the answer. A dose of reality would be sufficient but that, more than anyhting ,is out of style these days and it doesnt seem itll ever be en vogue to be honest in this world.



Also, a world thats just dying to tame any difficult, aggressive woman it can.

Has anyone else noticed that ever since the stupid grrrl power thing in the 90's women are supposed to be more child than grown woman? That explains why everyone who isnt a model wants to look starved. Unless your job is to be a living walking hanger to display clothing for a living u do not need to be that thin. They do-its part of what pulls off the art work.

But what happened to built women?
DONT EVEN TRY IT:ohh, I am far from some feminist that is whining for all women to be seen as beautiful-yes, in an evolved world it should be that way.
In the fine arts eveyone has some interesting feature, but why in the mainstream have we dispensed with the Lucy Lawlesses and the Marilyns? Jane Mansfield and still my beating heart-the Tura Satanas of the world. I dont want fat...I want BAD. I want shapes and muscle..on not just African American women in videos either.
Then you get certain stars who look that female and they open thier mouths and they sound like they have no conviction or personalities at all.

A new standard has been set. Women are not supposed to be but a starving wisp even outside the fashoin industry and god knows these are NOT old money types who are pulling off the 'rich look' from the old days. Mediocre looking women can now think they look like real beauties on a runway ..if only they sound like helpless idiots and are skinny enough.
People hate the real thing of any section nowadays...it doenst fit in with the ever present corporate sameness.

Why is this country afraid of brick house women? Why are they annoyed by thin true beauties with diva temperments? Fat is fat people. Fat dont look good nor is it healthy. ( There are those certian few women-they can pull it off. They look gorgeous, something special about them-overweight, perhaps the way they carry themselves. Its few and far between though.)
Most women dont look good really skinny nor do they look good with some pounds on them..BECUZ THEY ARE AVERAGE. Get used to the truth you cant escape with fake tits, plastic surgery, starvation nor clothing.. there is and always will be something out there that for as much as they hide it away from the public nowadays will always reign: authenticity.
If you want to wear cubic zirconia and still think you are wearing the hope diamond you go right ahead.
But stop trying to destroy what is real so your fake versions look better.


Be a brat ..for those of us who no longer can. Be as difficult as possible.

For every beautiful woman who's had her youth, her looks,her health, her intel and her life taken from her by a corrupt system that enjoys destroying us most of all-be as difficult as possible.


I'll take a particular joy in watching anyone this annoying to the general public every day. As I watch from outside the parimeters, marginalized, framed, abandoned...it gives me great pleasure to know someone is not faking it..its so popular nowadays for spoilt, wealthy people in the entertainment industries to act like they are soooo PC and not flaunt thier wealth (boring) or how awful they reallly are.

Yet neither are we allowed the comfort of Hollywood's golden age where stars were akin to god like creatures, with no personal details of theire lives we needed to know about. They represented total and complete escape and wonderful illusion.

Today they are playing it as if its all in front of the cameras. You know things about celebs personal lives so you not only think spying /paparazzi harassment is harmelss, its entertaing for you the viewer.
But it seems carefully orchestrated and you only see what they want you to. Its a game..the public feel they are close to the reality or these celebrities..so the mystery is gone and they can sell us cheap low quality 'fast food' in and out celebs.
Living works of art would take to much nowadays. Fast food dun't deliver, thats for sure. And thats the point isnt it? Then you need more empty colories. Lots of celebrities.. and no Stars for miles.

Its almost as if there is a part of society nowadays that resents the idea of mystery in any kind of art. It wants to destroy it, to make it confess, to here all its business--to bring it down to thier level.

I want mystique and I want it now.. and always. I want privacy, physically and on every other plane. I want a place to dream and be alone, to recharge my spirit. I want to keep my secrets. I need to evolve as a person only according to a private plan between me and higher powers. I or anyone else should not have to share so deeply with the public..becuz what its doing is cheapening the human condition--what it means to be human. When it comes to spying and putting shit on the internet our human rights policies in this area is akin to China. People's worlds, psychs are being destroyed and 'oh well' there are no laws.
Private citizens are being hit with exposures that, unlike a seasoned public personas, they are not prepared to deal with.



Perhaps what is so great about the fashion world is that there are these beauties who seem ethereal, in a land always above boring earthly affairs. One does not need to know where a nameless model comes from or see bullshit pictures of her with her family or some other awful homespun crap just to prove she is a human being to some asshole veiwer in commonpeopleland somewhere. There is mytery as to how it's all pulled off and unless you know what you are looking at you wont get the trick.

Good..never come down to thier level. Never become the mindless servant of a never satisfied, ignorant public who still shops like nobodies but cant admit it. They have to be made to think they are in on the ride. Good, market to them and thier brat kids who have no emotional and mental future(s) except to the slavery they are being trained for now by thier money obsessed parents and peers.
No class, no taste, no real intelligence just mindless status over and over again.

Whatever she is up to, everbody needs a dose of 'mind your own business' opposed to lets judge another person way the f*ck out of our league.

I hope Naomi Campell falls off another runway..into some radioactive goo and grows to be 60 ft f*ckin tall and takes a continent hostage. I hope you are all running in the streets like Japanese people in a B version of Godzilla from the '60's. I hope she does a cat walk all over you.
I hope her stellettos destroy blocks and blocks of suburban plazas.
I hope she still looks good doin it too. I bet she'll hold herself with the same poise she always has.
I picture her looking into your office building, up on some high floor and scaring the shit out of you as you piss youself in your cubicles.
I hope she is wearing coutier that is so formed, so neat and so pulled together the suit itself would intimidate you even if she were reduced to 3 feet tall.
I hope she still looks young for her age and it pisses you off as see her face enlarged before you there are hardly any wrinkles. Her pores are perfect.

Alas, she is not a monster, but a human being. Any inperfections not allowed to show outwardly will manifest themselves inwardly.

The biggest issue is not that she's difficult or aggressive but that becuz she is female this gains more attention than it would if she were male.
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Also, what the hell are you doing taking a job as assistant to someone who is rumored in the biz to have this sort of temperment?
Beleive me, there are people who are just right for her to have around her who specialize in dealing with this sort of personality/successful person under pressure. Its a big money industry and people's public images must be protected at all cost to keep them marketable-you were thinking you would get a fair deal and treated like a human being WHY now?
Go get another job.
Note: if your that scared of someone thats abusive then sneak out dont tell them your leaving them/quitting.
There are plenty of abuser personalities out there. This alleged one happens to be a woman.
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Welcome to the horror of human behavior. You have to be very careful of who you are employed by. For all you know the harassment may never end after you quite or sue the wrong person.
Imagine that you couldnt walk away after the incident. Imagine being tortured everyday and people just hang thier heads when they see you, no one helps. You have no idea how lucky you are to just have dealt with one bad experience in a business where behaviors are more obvious and one should take caution and know better before being involved with people.

I would take a wap to the head from a cell phone anyday from a sucessful woman raised from teenager in a business that has little use for the care of one's emotional state and be able to walk away after it's over compared to my situation.

Wanna trade lives? HUH?
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WOMEN WHO CAN KICK YOUR ASS 101:
Tura Satana-
http://www.cultsirens.com/satana/satana.htm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z0YcN0MkBKI&feature=related

From above link there are links to other examples of not nice women who obviously had to fight to get and stay where they are..or even just stay alive.

Also check out Marylin who of course was never as stupid as she acted..I bet she couldve gotten a degree from any Ivy League school here.







I did not think so.

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