Sometimes this actually effects me..I try to not let it. Everyone in my life made thier choices and took thier sides. They were and are mostly cowards. And they were fools. I knew damn well how nasty the system was and I know the extent of human evil and aggression. The people around me are either brain washed, naive about the true nature of what was going to happen to me (illusions of control) and the extent of how far the damage was going to be taken or inflicted..or I have to admit that some of those around me are just plain bad people. They knew what was going to happen to me and they went along anyway. I personally was surrounded by scum anyway..hiding out under money. All with something to lose, but also a few key people had thier ideas of some sort of control over me and the thrill that brought them over my lifetime. Most of those people are survivors of abuse still being handled that are not strong enough to face thier own sh*t in order to break free. Therefore what they think is irrelevant.
The best any of these clowns can do is to keep trying to push claims or perceptions of mental illness.
Sometimes I imagine it..like what they must be throwing around to keep themselves sane and/or credible. Lying to themselves..just like they have been doing for years to survive anyway. Boring really if you ask me.
Maybe they read my blogs and say to each other and their little fan clubs things like 'isnt it a shame she is so crazy'. I cannot imagine what any of those f*cks could possibly come up with to cover up the inconvienient facts like that my own mother tried to accuse me of being nuts AFTER agreeing with me that the harassment was due to the federal investigation surrounding friends of associates of mine. Hmmm, a bit sketchy, that someone who knows too much goes nuts during a fed investigation into money laundering.
And theres more under there as well.
People have no idea of how dark there world is nor do they care to know. People who go along with this sh*t are sheep who think the mob and the corrupt arrogant cops are hip and cool. I hope other forces continue to crush them as well as let them know that they are only ALLOWED to exist in this world by forces much bigger and older than they are.
So I dont give much concern for what others think and mostly its becuz they have either written me off anyway or they dont have all the info.
The TI has to maintain a position of non existence. That the worlds perception of them is non existent and basically that the world itself and all its people do not exist. Its not hard..look how low quality people are. Look how they have treated TI's. Like they deserve our consideration at all anyway.
Maintain the facts, the Truth and the real story..not some gaslighted lame ass story that is the result of a bad PR campaign that, pathetically, never ends.
Others are going to fall into different categories. Some people know what is going on and others just have some of the story but are sympathetic anyway.
There are those who are so guilt ridden by thier part in the TI's demise that they have to maintain a position of believing/perpetuating the worst about the TI. The only people who believe them or make appearance to are those that must also hold that position or want to be on that side of the battle for whatever thier motive is..some sort of gain I assume.
As I have said before the most annoying are the people who look in your eyes like they know something and feel bad or sympathetic. This is the most annoying reaction becuz it undermines fight and activism mainly becuz THEY arent doing anything to help you nor are they giving you a nod of solidarity or 'hey fellow soldier' or the like. They dont help morale and they only serve to remind the TI of what has happened to ruin their lives. These people dont 'think' at all I suspect and they certainly arent fighters...avoid them. Bigtime.
The only people who can still say TI's are crazy are people who hold an interest in that being an accepted perception or stupid/lazy/afraid people who dont want to do any research on the subject matter.