Sunday, June 22, 2008
I have wondered if parasitic disease has anyting to do with that intergenerational disassociativeness they look for in people that they want to program.
I wonder if a parasite could be used for control of the human mind via entry to the brain..perhaps for spying or even for control using the parsites natural ability to control its host-control or target the parasite and you control the host.
There was a new kind of parasite found and a few published it..Discover published it also only after a Brit publication put out the story first. http://www.thelancet.com/
From what I know about medical human experimentation and the history of it......
It could be the worm evolving on its own or it could be evolving to try to gain immunity towards the drugs that are now used to kill it.
What if it had a little help from genetic engineering or some other form of tweeking its natural state?
What if the alleged mc tech is being used to see if humans can be 'managed' during the predicted coming years of disease due to changes in the enviroment?
Alot of people who are targeted can say that they are whistleblowers or that they know too much. So its used to covertly imprison inconvenient people.
But I wonder how much of it is human experimentation simultaneously for other future purposes.
A parasite is typically an organism that lives in or on the body of another living organism, the host, and harms it by feeding on its tissues or stealing nutrients. In the broad sense, parasites include certain bacteria, fungi, protozoans, worms, arthropods, and a few vertebrates.
The worms that infect humans include trematodes (flukes), cestodes (tapeworms), and nematodes (roundworms).
All right..enough. I was going to wait and really make a piece out of this but enough b*llshit allready.
ohh..than previously thought huh? NO : THAN PREVIOUSLY ADMITTED TO.
One of the things I was researching when I got slammed by 24/7 targeting was this very subject.
I have some sort of nack for medical research I cannot explain considering I have no education..thats the fun of tbmc survivors. You have vocabulary beyond your learning , some survivors even understand languages without any reasonable explaination. Who knows what the hell they do with us or to us when we are in a complete disassociated state.
It might also be becuz I am not bound by education as a way of thought about problem solving I am free to 'think outside the box'..in fact it is my minds way of working that there is no box. Limitations are as real as humans create them to be. Also I have always utilized the internet as a research tool or educational tool than for other purposes.
Here it is and I dont care if its perfect or not:
The CDC says infectious disease is the greatest health threat of the next 20 years.
If people are coming into the country from other places with para disease why would they not bring it here? Europeans brought disease to other places that killed the natives as we all learned in junior high, why does it not work in reverse?
Time to get real wether you like it or not: ( and dont even bring up PC...this is about saving lives not being polite. Also do not be a dumbass and start thinking every foriegn person has disease. It has nothing to do with money or character. DO your research.)
Mexicans are known to carry tapeworm into the US.
We have to consider the reality that African peoples brought over for the purposes of slavery also brought parasitic diseases with them...this may have been the reason for the seperate tiolets and water fountains not just racism.
People in the old days were much more aware of parasites in the human body as a part of life.
Just back to what would have been my greatgrandmothers day people took herbs to deworm almost daily as part of thier.
Perhaps the old people's fear of anything foriegn, new or strange wasnt so backward after all.
We never consider what occured to me recently which is what infectious diseases did the Native American popluation have already present in this land?
What parasitic diseases are common in Europeans that were brought over here?
What are we aquiring from animals?
Cats are an imported animal from Africa new as of the late 1800's to England and after the USA for domestication. It is recorded and documented that cats give humans toxoplasmosis which causes the symptoms which have been coined 'schizophrenia'
My research shows that this became a common disease around the same time as cat domestication.
Also, the anti pscychotic drug given for this condition contains in it the chemical that kills this infectious disease.
I have also found that women are told not to empty cat litter while pregnant-this is becuz human females have high progesterone levels during the first phase of pregnancy...which makes them less immune and more suceptable to parasitic diseases.
(I was trying to determine if birth control pills that contain only progestin had the same effect on non pregnant females who were taking them.)
The habit of letting dogs live in the house is fairly recent as well.
What is the immunity of each individual based on genetics as well as current health conditions?
What has the exposure of each person been?
Do they have family members who are vetrans of foriegn wars where something could have been aquired? ( Japan, Fiji, Korea, Vietnam [iv drug use prevelant in Vietnam] , the Middle East, etc.)
Have they traveled?
Have they been intimate with foriegners or travelers?
I AM NOT A PHYSICIAN...but I know that the poor are screwed in alot of ways health wise that the rich and educated seem to know about already.
An ex associate of mine was a rich kid. It amazed me that his parents jsut made sure he took the right supplements, that all his fillings were non-metal and in general they seemed to live the secrets of good health as if they were not secret to them.
You shouldnt be afraid of ancient and primitive conditions of the human body.
It is not your fault that the health system since the 1940's or 50's has consisted of overdosing on antibiotics and throwing away herbs as medicines until the new age 'rediscovery' of herbal remedies.
It is also not your fault that you as a citizen have been conned into a lifestyle that readily accepts man's seperation from nature/health more and more and promotes the ignoring of pollution of the human as well as every other enviroment- even though your body warns you every day becuz it looks bad, it smells bad and it makes you feel bad.
It is relativley easy to catch parasitic disease but it may all depend on your immune system how it turns out.
I often wonder if some humans are born infected, like every puppy born.
I know that infectious disease doctors either dont want to deal with reality but most likely are told not to. Their offices seem heavily 'guarded' attitude wise and some will not see you if you say you have not traveled top another country. They pass this off with a great marketing tactic which is to make these departments exist under the heading "Tropical Medicine".
You'd better be smart and do your research- dont be a hypochondriac and always use reason. But do not let anyone deter you either by calling you a hypo just to get you to cease and disist.
Its the same old primitive game:
only the strong are going to survive and that could mean anything from a strong immune system to the ability to research and find info out to save your own life.
I had always wondered if this woman was targeted. Even if its not as severe as the stalking and harassment we get as targets it seems any woman who is exceedingly beautiful, intelligent and successful especially in any of the arts is going to attract the attention of every jealous bitch and threatened male on the planet anyway.
Just read this piece...http://latimesblogs.latimes.com/thedishrag/2008/06/naomi-campbel-.html
I watched a few of those model's spills on youtube..they weren't funny. It looks like a bunch of beautiful, young women who have very demanding jobs who are doing thier best to make it work. I challenge anyone to walk in heels like that and not fall.
I guarentee that if we did a study here in Boston at MIT with all the measurements of those shoes as well as the quality of the floor they are walking on and add into the equation the girls ages, builds, etc. that without all that effort on their part, you should have alot MORE falls than are on you tube for public amusement.
I've always suspected that this was due to alot of gay men in the business who perhaps hate women. There are also alot of straight men who love the slave aspect of these women struggling to walk in these shoes.
But after all is said and done no one can argue with how wonderful an artwork a good show is.
Too many people do not understand it IS art.
I know the women are emeciated, its probably enviromentally not sane and the clothes can be ridiculous or not functional but its standard is its own.
Also, it's removed from mediocraty and Hollywood and much as the starlets try to be on those covers they are not models. The measurements of features are just not the same.
You can fake Mona Lisa all you want, you can not fake the geometry and numbers of form.
I assume no one helped her becuz that is the way of the biz.
A book came out a few years ago : A guy from London couldnt get along in the NY scene, a SPY magazine writer who'd taken a job in NY.
Well, this country hasnt been SPY freindly since the '90s probably. Also, his English way is more akin to the way Boston used to have a rebellious aspect among the colleges years ago..the new NY was just to shallow and money obsessed for him.
There is a story about very promenent woman in fashoin falling in a hallway and someone's kid figuring just running away and leaving her there was the best was to handle the situation. Her mother told her that was jsut what to do. If the girl had helped the woman-becuz it would have brought attention the embarrassment- she probably would have been fired due to the actions of the daughter helping her up or even asking if she needed help.
In the Letterman interview she even says they waited to see her reaction to what was an appropriate response to her situation.
This is a very different world compared to what regular people experience as any are that puts out sex, beauty and demands perfection at all times.
For anyone outside to judge is absolute bullsh*t. If the girls want to be emeciated and take drugs then let them. You are only young once and maybe they need this ego boost or maybe its a lifestyle for them. They will get old like every one else and have to figure out what to do next.
Note to the public: keep your nose out of specialized professions, trades and industries. Leave everybody alone. Especially people in the arts. Stop putting people who are very removed from you, up to your standards. Just becuz someone puts something/one on the internet doenst mean its 'yours'.
Perhaps a bunch of tall, immaculately dressed, intimidating predator goddesess should come down to your job and start telling you what your doing wrong. I would love to see that before I die. Absolutley.
Lets find out who the demographic is that is doing most of the bitching about these women, get intel on them and send out super model troops on a mission to torture the sh*t out of sh*t heads who work in offices or do grunt work. Homemakers would be especially fun. Lets put them on the runway, in front of all those people and see how long they can stand that kind of pressure day after day.
Soon, trying to hide how fucked up your life really is from the neighbors might ache familiar to you..like Dorothy you would wish to go home..your time over the rainbow cut short by your own inability to be truly bad ass while still being able to walk like you have a book on your head. You'd wake up in your little worlds again, in black and white of course, making vague claims that maybe you were somewhere, for a moment that was injected with Technicolor. ...and u were there, and you were there and...
Thats what this is really all about isnt it? The internet(no surprsie) has made it easier for humans to look at porn(boring new), avoid reality that needs to be dealt with and act out thier most base predatory urges like jealousy, hate, greed, blood lust--all without them taking any risks themselves. The ultimate come on..you can now be the ultimate predator and still have all the cover and stealth of the most cowardly of prey.
..and I loath you for it.
And why is it so important for anyone to tell authorities what this woman needs to "take her punishments more seriously"?
And how much shit has anyone else pulled in that business or the entertainement business that they'll never get caught for much less punished?!
I wonder if someone did actually call her a name as a tactic jsut to get her stirred up. Maybe it was an excuse but who cares?
If some MAN had such tantrums would that attract as much attention? Probably not.
I challenge anyone to actaully LAST in any business where you are cottled, spoiled (and rightly so becuz you are also exploited, it can be dangerous, other jealous woman, bitchy men and a throw away mentality towards human beings if you just dont fit in or 'make it'. ) as a means of conning and controlling you and then you seem mysteriously to not act 'normal'.
GO take a math class-put the remote down and take crit think 101...you would be normal considering the circumstances that formed you..ahem-'duh'.
You have no idea how hard businesses like these are to stay alive in. And you have to look perfect ALL THE TIME.
Most people wouldnt last a minute. This industry consists of soldiers of beauty. If outsiders think this or any beauty biz is easy then the biz has done its job effectively. The illusion is complete. Pros always make the hard stuff look easy.
Heres to the pros.Next time she has a tantrum, have one for those of us no longer afforded the power in society to do so.
Keep being difficult. Let them target you and say its yor fault and you are 'difficult'.
If there is one thing in this world that is more disgusting than everyone thinks her behavior is its a few things: namely a world that demands pretty perfect dolls and then doesnt want take responsibility for their emotional and mental state. SOCIETY needs to wake up and no, "wake up and smell the prozac"(do we have stocks dear?) is not the answer. A dose of reality would be sufficient but that, more than anyhting ,is out of style these days and it doesnt seem itll ever be en vogue to be honest in this world.
Also, a world thats just dying to tame any difficult, aggressive woman it can.
Has anyone else noticed that ever since the stupid grrrl power thing in the 90's women are supposed to be more child than grown woman? That explains why everyone who isnt a model wants to look starved. Unless your job is to be a living walking hanger to display clothing for a living u do not need to be that thin. They do-its part of what pulls off the art work.
But what happened to built women?
DONT EVEN TRY IT:ohh, I am far from some feminist that is whining for all women to be seen as beautiful-yes, in an evolved world it should be that way.
In the fine arts eveyone has some interesting feature, but why in the mainstream have we dispensed with the Lucy Lawlesses and the Marilyns? Jane Mansfield and still my beating heart-the Tura Satanas of the world. I dont want fat...I want BAD. I want shapes and muscle..on not just African American women in videos either.
Then you get certain stars who look that female and they open thier mouths and they sound like they have no conviction or personalities at all.
A new standard has been set. Women are not supposed to be but a starving wisp even outside the fashoin industry and god knows these are NOT old money types who are pulling off the 'rich look' from the old days. Mediocre looking women can now think they look like real beauties on a runway ..if only they sound like helpless idiots and are skinny enough.
People hate the real thing of any section nowadays...it doenst fit in with the ever present corporate sameness.
Why is this country afraid of brick house women? Why are they annoyed by thin true beauties with diva temperments? Fat is fat people. Fat dont look good nor is it healthy. ( There are those certian few women-they can pull it off. They look gorgeous, something special about them-overweight, perhaps the way they carry themselves. Its few and far between though.)
Most women dont look good really skinny nor do they look good with some pounds on them..BECUZ THEY ARE AVERAGE. Get used to the truth you cant escape with fake tits, plastic surgery, starvation nor clothing.. there is and always will be something out there that for as much as they hide it away from the public nowadays will always reign: authenticity.
If you want to wear cubic zirconia and still think you are wearing the hope diamond you go right ahead.
But stop trying to destroy what is real so your fake versions look better.
Be a brat ..for those of us who no longer can. Be as difficult as possible.
For every beautiful woman who's had her youth, her looks,her health, her intel and her life taken from her by a corrupt system that enjoys destroying us most of all-be as difficult as possible.
I'll take a particular joy in watching anyone this annoying to the general public every day. As I watch from outside the parimeters, marginalized, framed, abandoned...it gives me great pleasure to know someone is not faking it..its so popular nowadays for spoilt, wealthy people in the entertainment industries to act like they are soooo PC and not flaunt thier wealth (boring) or how awful they reallly are.
Yet neither are we allowed the comfort of Hollywood's golden age where stars were akin to god like creatures, with no personal details of theire lives we needed to know about. They represented total and complete escape and wonderful illusion.
Today they are playing it as if its all in front of the cameras. You know things about celebs personal lives so you not only think spying /paparazzi harassment is harmelss, its entertaing for you the viewer.
But it seems carefully orchestrated and you only see what they want you to. Its a game..the public feel they are close to the reality or these celebrities..so the mystery is gone and they can sell us cheap low quality 'fast food' in and out celebs.
Living works of art would take to much nowadays. Fast food dun't deliver, thats for sure. And thats the point isnt it? Then you need more empty colories. Lots of celebrities.. and no Stars for miles.
Its almost as if there is a part of society nowadays that resents the idea of mystery in any kind of art. It wants to destroy it, to make it confess, to here all its business--to bring it down to thier level.
I want mystique and I want it now.. and always. I want privacy, physically and on every other plane. I want a place to dream and be alone, to recharge my spirit. I want to keep my secrets. I need to evolve as a person only according to a private plan between me and higher powers. I or anyone else should not have to share so deeply with the public..becuz what its doing is cheapening the human condition--what it means to be human. When it comes to spying and putting shit on the internet our human rights policies in this area is akin to China. People's worlds, psychs are being destroyed and 'oh well' there are no laws.
Private citizens are being hit with exposures that, unlike a seasoned public personas, they are not prepared to deal with.
Perhaps what is so great about the fashion world is that there are these beauties who seem ethereal, in a land always above boring earthly affairs. One does not need to know where a nameless model comes from or see bullshit pictures of her with her family or some other awful homespun crap just to prove she is a human being to some asshole veiwer in commonpeopleland somewhere. There is mytery as to how it's all pulled off and unless you know what you are looking at you wont get the trick.
Good..never come down to thier level. Never become the mindless servant of a never satisfied, ignorant public who still shops like nobodies but cant admit it. They have to be made to think they are in on the ride. Good, market to them and thier brat kids who have no emotional and mental future(s) except to the slavery they are being trained for now by thier money obsessed parents and peers.
No class, no taste, no real intelligence just mindless status over and over again.
Whatever she is up to, everbody needs a dose of 'mind your own business' opposed to lets judge another person way the f*ck out of our league.
I hope Naomi Campell falls off another runway..into some radioactive goo and grows to be 60 ft f*ckin tall and takes a continent hostage. I hope you are all running in the streets like Japanese people in a B version of Godzilla from the '60's. I hope she does a cat walk all over you.
I hope her stellettos destroy blocks and blocks of suburban plazas.
I hope she still looks good doin it too. I bet she'll hold herself with the same poise she always has.
I picture her looking into your office building, up on some high floor and scaring the shit out of you as you piss youself in your cubicles.
I hope she is wearing coutier that is so formed, so neat and so pulled together the suit itself would intimidate you even if she were reduced to 3 feet tall.
I hope she still looks young for her age and it pisses you off as see her face enlarged before you there are hardly any wrinkles. Her pores are perfect.
Alas, she is not a monster, but a human being. Any inperfections not allowed to show outwardly will manifest themselves inwardly.
The biggest issue is not that she's difficult or aggressive but that becuz she is female this gains more attention than it would if she were male.
Also, what the hell are you doing taking a job as assistant to someone who is rumored in the biz to have this sort of temperment?
Beleive me, there are people who are just right for her to have around her who specialize in dealing with this sort of personality/successful person under pressure. Its a big money industry and people's public images must be protected at all cost to keep them marketable-you were thinking you would get a fair deal and treated like a human being WHY now?
Go get another job.
Note: if your that scared of someone thats abusive then sneak out dont tell them your leaving them/quitting.
There are plenty of abuser personalities out there. This alleged one happens to be a woman.
Welcome to the horror of human behavior. You have to be very careful of who you are employed by. For all you know the harassment may never end after you quite or sue the wrong person.
Imagine that you couldnt walk away after the incident. Imagine being tortured everyday and people just hang thier heads when they see you, no one helps. You have no idea how lucky you are to just have dealt with one bad experience in a business where behaviors are more obvious and one should take caution and know better before being involved with people.
I would take a wap to the head from a cell phone anyday from a sucessful woman raised from teenager in a business that has little use for the care of one's emotional state and be able to walk away after it's over compared to my situation.
Wanna trade lives? HUH?
WOMEN WHO CAN KICK YOUR ASS 101:
From above link there are links to other examples of not nice women who obviously had to fight to get and stay where they are..or even just stay alive.
Also check out Marylin who of course was never as stupid as she acted..I bet she couldve gotten a degree from any Ivy League school here.
I did not think so.
Friday, June 13, 2008
Advice is something you give and people can take it or leave it. It's on them.
There is NO room for meaness and cruelty after what all targets have been through.
But having a bit of a recovery backround (until i found that infiltrated by this system) i have some serenity around where people are at in a particular situation.
People might be in different places, levels of understanding experience etc.
I am sick of however, having to gamble constantly by trusting people over a computer where i cannot use my 5 senses to make a judgement.
The positive end is that Targets now have means of info and contact and it has most likely saved and improved lives.
However, we are thrown into this cyber world where we do not know who we can trust especially in our particular situation.
Its interesting at best and tiring at worst.
Really its so disheartening alot of us should be dead by now...its a wonder we are still alive physically or emotionally.
Here is the emails. Read it out of boredom or curiosity I guess. Needless to say I am leaving this one alone, no reply after the last email.
Still the persons site helped me immeasurably.ooooh well.
To:[ Xxxxxxxxxxx @ xxxxx.com] Subject: gangstalkingDate: Sun, x Jun 2008
I always assumed when I read yer website that the (way u described it) WAS gangstalking you were reffering to.
I have found your web page to be very helpful.
Some advice however: 'gang stalking' is also known as organized stalking, terrorist stalking, group stalking. It is alos reffered to as cause stalking becuz allegedly a number of supposed hate groups engage in group stalking becuz they have some obsession with it as a cause, not just to engage in stalking a Target for selfish reasons.
There is a very broad spectrum of people and causes for being stalked in this manner.
ALOT OF THESE PEOPLE ARE NOT SEEING THEIR WHOLE SITUATION IN THE BIG PICTURE OR ALOT ARE DISINFORMATION AGENTS....as with any covert activity.
Some victims dont know why they are targeted, so they claim, others have some idea, further some know thier whole situaion and it is complex and still others make outrageous claims, sound insane and have no evidence to back things up....some of those people i believe are sabatuers and others are just guessing at thier situations. I have read some of your threads etc and it sounds as if u r discerning concerning who's account you view.
Its a messy subject becuz there IS no official handbook, catagorization or even official admittance of the activity. Beleive me, i wish it were as organized as all doctors learning Latin so they could all be on the same page when speaking, but people get thier sources of info different places etc.
I dont want to offend you or tell you how to run your web site i simply want to inform you that when i saw your site it was less confusing for me that you DESCRIBED gangstalking-like activities and did not name them as such.
Becuz the gangstalking issue is so messy, and yes, some targets are MILABS (i personally know of one who was abducted by a group...exactly who they were connected with remains a mystery. ) some are former cult members being harrassed or mind control survivors of more sophisticated programming. Some are simply human experimentees of non lethal weapons (AKA: Targeted Individuals) and some claim its a revenge service for something they did to cross someone or a powerful party/group.
Exhausting investigation into each alleged target would be the only way to even begin to start saying what the truth is. That and whoever is doing the investigating also collecting video camera survaillance footage and other physical evidence of this sadistic, unconstitutional yet not illegal activity.(should be though).
Alot of it follows psy ops and even black ops.
Targets often have situations where on overlapping of the above mentioned circumstances are occuring.
Therefore, since everyone's situation is so varied, people really have to figure it out for themselves, (unfortunately), with the help of other Target's input of course. Every legit Target brings something to the table. One person's website or blog will have info, perceptions or tactics not thought of by other Targets. In this way we are a team and connected. I have seen and heard alot of chaos going on in the forums that are supposed to be for activism. It can be very dangerous, there are no rules and u do not know who u are talking to.
Something about this situation makes it so grass roots activism as we know it is volitile....its too close. I notice people working together from thier own posts seperatley seems to work best.
From what i have read about your experiences with time and space i think u understand that growing in this 'world' of being targeted, requires a different form of 'being' in order for it to be safe and effective.
I have worked with people who claim to be some of the longer targeted people. It took me a while but now i understand that targets must all form thier own opinions and come to thier own conclusions.
As Target with a very complicated situation here is my opinion.
It might be more useful to people if you left your page the way it was (it had a wonderful peacefulness to it that the gangstalking targets operating under great stress and duress's pages rarley have, especially nice was your advice to not let it get to you) and simply mentioned that it might also be known as 'gangstalking' making only a slight reference.
It was jsut easier to assimulate your information by it NOT being another gangstalking page. Also, you decribed it so wonderfully as the circus of diversion. Doing research and seeing the same terms over and over can give a target burn out. Your site was refreshing.
So, as an experienced target there is my advice of what i think a stressed out target might be thinking tryin to figure it all out and the best way to get the info out to them.
I beleive a number of them might be MILABS of military at least, but simply do not remember.
Anyway that is just some advice but please do with your material as you see fit. Just wanted to pass on my experience..
Thanx for your work and your time.
As Attachment Inline Text
From: "Xxxxxxx xxxxx"
To: fighter @ activist.com : Subject: Re: gangstalkingDate: Sun, xxxx 2008
"I always assumed when I read yer website that the '(phrase used to describe it)' WAS gangstalking you were reffering to."
Well it wasn't because I hadn't heard of the term at the time. As mentioned in my GS write up, I only recently learned of the term and embarked on any formal research into the subject. I thought that was pretty clear.......???
"Some advice however: 'gang stalking' is also known as organized stalking, terrorist stalking, group stalking. It is alos reffered to as cause stalking becuz allegedly a number of supposed hate groups engage in group stalking becuz they have some obsession with it as a cause, not just to engage in stalking a Target for selfish reasons."
Not sure what the advise is supposed to be here, other than to let me know that there are other terms for gang stalking? If so, then that's not really "advise" per se. That's just an informative tidbit.
"ALOT OF THESE PEOPLE ARE NOT SEEING THEIR WHOLE SITUATION IN THE BIG PICTURE OR ALOT ARE DISINFORMATION AGENTS....as with any covert activity."
I'm aware of that.
"I have read some of your threads etc and it sounds as if u r discerning concerning who's account you view."
Indeed. And that applies to you as well. :)
"Some victims dont know why they are targeted, so they claim, others have some idea, further some know thier whole situaion and it is complex and still others make outrageous claims, sound insane and have no evidence to back things up....some of those people i believe are sabatuers and others are just guessing at thier situations......Its a messy subject becuz there IS no official handbook, catagorization or even official admittance of the activity. Beleive me, i wish it were as organized as all doctors learning Latin so they could all be on the same page when speaking, but people get thier sources of info different places etc."
That's an astute point, and I definitely agree. That's what I concluded as well after doing the research.
"I dont want to offend you or tell you how to run your web site i simply want to inform you that when i saw your site it was less confusing for me that you DESCRIBED gangstalking-like activities and did not name them as such."
Not sure why that would be, but, so be it. Ultimately it is my website, and not yours, or somebody else's. And I can't.....won't.....remove the gang stalking article because one person out of an entire planet's worth of people liked my website better when I never actually talked directly about the subject of gang stalking. Are you sure you're not a sabateur yourself, hoping to get me to remove a piece that as far as I can tell is greatly helping people, based on the email responses I've received so far? ;) I just find it interesting that this article is getting lots of hits, is being passed around by people on the 'net, and I'm getting a positive reception from it via emails from people and here you are trying to get me to "go back to the way things were before." ie, Remove it. hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. Interesting indeed.
Also, as already mentioned, I hadn't heard the term "gang stalking" until recently. And once I did, it was like a light bulb went off in my mind, as I recognized that the sidetrack circus diversion/fear and paranoia generator activities that I've experienced in life often times matched up to gang stalking modes of operation. I thought all of that was made pretty clear in my write up? Maybe you missed it, and that's why you're not understanding my reasoning for discussing this subject now, at this point? But to NOT write about gang stalking once I became aware of it and realized it matched up to my own situation would be a glaring oversight. In fact, some people out there may even begin to wonder why I'm NOT addressing it. "Does she not know about gang stalking? Has she heard of it? If so, what does she think about it all? Especially in light of her own abductions and MILABS targeting?"
"Becuz the gangstalking issue is so messy, and yes, some targets are MILABS (i personally know of one who was abducted by a group...exactly who they were connected with remains a mystery. ) some are former cult members being harrassed or mind control survivors of more sophisticated programming. Some are simply human experimentees of non lethal weapons (AKA: Targeted Individuals) and some claim its a revenge service for something they did to cross someone or a powerful party/group.....Alot of it follows psy ops and even black ops. Targets often have situations where on overlapping of the above mentioned circumstances are occuring....."
Again, astute points, and I agree with your info and insights here.
"Therefore, since everyone's situation is so varied, people really have to figure it out for themselves, (unfortunately), with the help of other Target's input of course. Every legit Target brings something to the table. One person's website or blog will have info, perceptions or tactics not thought of by other Targets. In this way we are a team and connected."
I wholeheartedly agree, and you may have read my book where I stress several times that it's important for MILABS/abductees to trade personal stories, everybody adding their piece of the puzzle to the pile so that others can benefit. That's the only way we're going to get anywhere and find some answers, is through recognizing possible corroborating details in others' stories. So again, I definitely agree with you here.
"I have seen and heard alot of chaos going on in the forums that are supposed to be for activism. It can be very dangerous, there are no rules and u do not know who u are talking to."
I'm leery of all message board forums by this point, for that and many other reasons. But yeah, they don't do it for me anymore.
"From what i have read about your experiences with time and space i think u understand that growing in this 'world' of being targeted, requires a different form of 'being' in order for it to be safe and effective."
Admittedly I'm not fully understanding the point you're trying to make here as the writing is a wee bit screwy. But I think I get the gist of what you're trying to say.
"As Target with a very complicated situation here is my opinion.
It might be more useful to people if you left your page the way it was (it had a wonderful peacefulness to it that the gangstalking targets operating under great stress and duress's pages rarley have, especially nice was your advice to not let it get to you) and simply mentioned that it might also be known as 'gangstalking' making only a slight reference. It was jsut easier to assimulate your information by it NOT being another gangstalking page."
I don't run my website to appease you. And it sounds to me as if you have an agenda to get me to remove a piece that so far, has been very helpful to a lot of people. Also it's pretty ridiculous to claim that just because I have one piece about gang stalking on my website that now my entire website is just another gang stalking page. Do you even know how many other articles and write ups I have on my website?
"Also, you decribed it so wonderfully as the circus of diversion. Doing research and seeing the same terms over and over can give a target burn out. Your site was refreshing."
This is "appeal to ego." It's a manipulative, coercive (and childish...) tactic to butter me up before launching into the request for me to change something. Sorry. Too transparent.
"So, as an experienced target there is my advice of what i think a stressed out target might be thinking tryin to figure it all out and the best way to get the info out to them. "
Um, no. Speak for yourself. It's what YOU think and believe. Because you're the only person who's written me saying such a thing. All my other emails have been thank you's and positive feedback.
"I beleive a number of them might be MILABS of military at least, but simply do not remember."
And.....what does this point have to do with the one before it.......? How is this additional proof/reasoning for why I should remove my gang stalking piece??
"Anyway that is just some advice but please do with your material as you see fit."
Oh, trust me, I will. You can count on that. And that piece is staying up. :) You know why? Because emails are coming in from people thanking me for it, saying that they're glad that I wrote this. So the coercive agenda by one lone voice trying to get me to take it down and "just go back to the way things were before"............you know, back before I connected some dots and explicitly articulated what gang stalking was, how it may actually connect up to MILABS and how (certain) forces may often times be at work with things. You have some good points concerning the nature of gang stalking and the chaos and confusion that surrounds it all for those who seek answers, but your email is very poorly written and littered with glaring spelling errors - not sure what's up with that, as the rest of the content shows somebody who's smart and aware. It's all a bit contradictory. So either 1) you're English second language, 2) just a very discombobulated person, or 3) you're faking, and purposely writing in a screwball way and affecting a "character", which can be created via word usage and writing. You don't sign off with your name, your email doesn't have a name, so you could be any character you want. Who's to ever know or confirm. But clearly you have an agenda, whether you even realize it or not. Either it's your own personal agenda, or it's the agenda of a group you knowingly work with, or, it's something that was unknowingly programmed into you by a group who'd like to see me remove a helpful and potentially damaging write up on the subject. Take your pick.
Regards,Xxxxxxx____ END .-----
START:From: firstname.lastname@example.org To: "Xxxxxx Xxxxx"
The reason i wrote this in the manner i did was that you may take it or leave it yourself...i gave you advice thats all, ultimately YOU control your work and self _expression not anyone else. I expect people who have gone thru hell to react with suspicion, i felt you were rather aggressive with me, but if your looking out for perps that would be a healthy reaction.
I AM EXHAUSTED...that is why my spelling is horrible, i also have suffered so badly and lost so much that i, like other targets, am getting burnt out. Sometimes i write emails when i am tired....i purposely leave the errors in, in my blog especially which i have pointed out to readers, becuz i want it all on the table. I want people to experience the decline of a target as it occurs. Think about it: dont u think i could have used spell check?Also i am not a pro writer like you, i do not feel i have to be as careful with writing as a craft like a writer would.
Anyway, i wrote the email as gently as i could...and again i will state my not wanting to offend for the last time. I still say your site was helpful, and i am glad u r getting responses from targets. I just wanted to tell you what i experienced in my investigation of my own case. Like i said there is no need to be so aggressive with me, i am only telling you how the process worked with me. If you want i can explain it further at some point but i would need u to take it easy on me. Its not fair to accuse someone of having an agenda..i mean you do whatever u need to protect yourself. I contact new people sometimes who are alleged targets and i wait to see how they act..anyone could be a perp.
So anyway i gave my two cents worth...if you notice alot of targets who have been targeted too long, thier writing and other functioning begins to suffer becuz of the repeated daily abuse.. I used to write beautifully, but this is what i have been reduced to. Please try not to insult people who might be deteriorating from being targeted, its not what victims need. Its certainly not what i need, i know i take a risk as i communicate with other victims and this was one of them.
I appreciate you responding and its good to know i can still be "astute" even though i see the decline in my thinking abilities.
And as for programming....i've done my research and i know what u mean. The reason i am so harassed is becuz i will not allow the bastards to re-program me, actually. But i have seen examples, especially in the mind control survivor circles. Certain persons who are highly visible are held with suspicion as there have been stories about them being still under mind control of certain agencies, while they are claiming to be clear of programming.
Well, i respect your opinions and appreciate your input anyway.Please keep in mind alot of targets sound "screwy" and are not perfect becuz of years of trauma....some of us live on the run and are sleep deprived on purpose as it is part of the gangstalkers formula for trying to destroy a target.
I want you to keep doing what ever you're doing according to your own will...believe me there is not enough of that around for sure. People being allowed to have privacy or true free will. I feel it in my own life. This is why i would never ask or tell or coerce you to change your work or _expression.
All right....i'll take a risk again. Here goes...In MY experience the disinformation people involved in this are the greatest hinderence to targets getting anything done or getting help or having the public beleive any of it. Also discreditation is the worst thing i have seen happening to targets.The advice i gave you comes from a much older target than myself that i trust who has worked hard to speed up people being aware that they are targeted via her activism. So that so many do not commit suicide so quickly becuz they do not know what is happening to thier lives. I found her idea interesting, that perhaps some things are best left unconnected for targets to find for themselves becuz then that very information would also be hidden from the perps-the disinfo people.
For instance I found your site and said "now here is someone who is going thru a situation i am not familiar with, yet she seems to be gangstalked but isnt naming it by that tag. IT DOESNT MATTER IF YOU ARE AWARE OF THE TAG "GANGSTALKING" OR NOT, IF YOU HAVE EXPERIENCED IT ALL ALONG THEN YOU WERE A VICTIM OF IT. The reason your site was helpful to me was that you desrcibed gangstalking, psy ops activity but you did not name it. Here is someone who may be trust worthy becuz she is not shilling gangstalking by name yet (the author) describes it .
Also, i am afraid of the disinfo crazies i have heard on conference calls and postings latching onto your described circumstances and co opting them into thier bag of tricks. I can here it now : "I am a milab, I was abducted" complicating the issue further by co opting more possibly helpful info. (Perps tend to be lazy and use what ever info is posted and easily accessed against targets. Thats why the bastards are constantly fishing for info from Targets in person, so they can simply processs it and use it against Targets when harassing them later. I have dealt with some really nasty perps who i later found out were dangerous criminals and the like. The people on the conference calls freak me out with how crazy they act to disrupt the calls.)
I simply felt that if you didnt use the term gangstalking , that genuine targets who need to do research to save thier own damn lives everday, would find your site or other sites which mention gangstalking-like activities and realize there are other circumstances that are connected to being 'gang stalked'. I have not heard alot of the people on conference calls saying they are MILABS...becuz the perps on those calls are too busy spewing the info they have harvested from mind control sites and other resources and dropping outrageous names and claims etc.I simply feel that after so much bad experience with perps infultrating everything that if info is..'protected' or hidden in some way it may not draw the perps attention, but it may draw the attention of genuine, determined targets who distrust anything that could be disinfo thats too obvious and have learned to draw conclusions for themselves.
That is simply my opinion..i must stress that. You can take it anyway you want, its YOUR work, its YOUR site.Perhaps just realize this is one targets experience and i dont care what you think of me...something happened to me in the last few months while i was traveling across the country . If it wasnt for your website i would not have understood what happened to me and might have gotten so upset by it, i couldnt have handled it.
You are probably correct, that if people see it outright, the term 'gangstalking' that they will see your site and connect the dots to thier own experience. But now the jerks who are perps are going to start co opting it....thats just my personal fear, thats all.
You could also take into consideration that all of us who are deemed enough of a threat to be targeted are capable of different things and and expresss ourselves in different ways. Perhaps my leaning is more towards playing on the chess board with the perp system very quitely or perhaps i simply feel if info is hidden its safer from "the enemy"- which might be becuz of my experience before deprogramming/my past.U r going to get alot of different people who were/are being used for different things and thier _expression may be different becuz of thier past experience.
That is why in my opinion, the best thing u can do is what you are doing which is to keep your work they way you want it, and continue according to your own will and as you see fit.
For the record, no one is telling you to take anything down.I am not trying to convince you of anything, i expressed my opinion and life experience. What you do is up to you...i think you jsut didnt understand what i was saying ....it is rather complicated and also i do not come across to well.I am often tired, in a hurry and worried about how my life will progress in my current circumstances.
Anyway, you dont even have to reply,and no matter what u think i did get info that was helpful from your site. I hope other targets who dont realize they too might be experimented on in this way can connect the dots and figure it out.Thanks for your time(yes, i am not going to sign. there are ways to find out who i am if you wanted to. what difference does it make? being anonymous gives me a sense of security and that is something i have not had for years. sorry.)
----- Original Message -----From: "Xxxxx Xxxxx" To: email@example.comSubject: Re: gangstalking Date: Sun, Jun x 2008 ....END------
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INBOX... From: "Xxxxxxx Xxxxx"
To: firstname.lastname@example.orgCC: Subject: Re: gangstalkingDate: Sun, x Jun 2008
I'm sorry, I'm not willing to read your email. It's long, rambling, crazy sounding, and you already made your point quite clear in your first email - you want me to remove my article on gang stalking, giving me a bunch of crazy, manipulative illogical reasons for why you want this to be so. And I won't do that, period. The world doesn't revolve around you. I don't write my website to appease you.
I'm not interested in having an exchange with you. You emailed me first, I didn't seek you out, so I'm not obligated to be involved in any sort of communication with you. I don't even know who you are. You won't even sign a name at the bottom of your email but yet you expected me to actually read your email in its entirety? Sorry, it doesn't work that way. And meanwhile, my article will not only remain on, but I will continue to update it and improve it as new information comes in. And I'll continue to enjoy the emails from people who've been writing me, thanking me.
Xxxxxxx _____ www. xxxxxxxx . net
--- On Sun, 6/x/08, email@example.com
WHAT- THE- FUCK? This is what happens, but why?
I think this says it all:
"...you already made your point quite clear in your first email - you want me to remove my article on gang stalking, giving me a bunch of crazy, manipulative illogical reasons for why you want this to be so. And I won't do that, period. The world doesn't revolve around you. I don't write my website to appease you. "
Uhh, it couldnt be more clear that I was being not only as diplomatic as possible but that I did thank X a few times as well as tell x to go according to x's own will.
Me trying to explain myself is not me percieving the world revolving around me either.
Once again I state that advice that is given should be kept or disreguarded according to one's own will.
I am just very tired and misunderstandings do not help.
Perps love to confuse and aggrevate by imitating Targets on the internet in various threads and sites.
"Occasionally, Legotown leaders explicitly rebuffed children, telling them that they couldn't play. Typically the exclusion was more subtle, growing from a climate in which Legotown was seen as the turf of particular kids. The other children didn't complain much about this; when asked about Legos, they'd often comment vaguely that they just weren't interested in playing with Legos anymore. As they closed doors to other children, the Legotown builders turned their attention to complex negotiations among themselves about what sorts of structures to build, whether these ought to be primarily privately owned or collectively used, and how "cool pieces" would be distributed and protected. These negotiations gave rise to heated conflict and to insightful conversation. Into their coffee shops and houses, the children were building their assumptions about ownership and the social power it conveys — assumptions that mirrored those of a class-based, capitalist society — a society that we teachers believe to be unjust and oppressive. As we watched the children build, we became increasingly concerned."
Organized stalking is a covert way of letting you know you are not welcome to play anymore... the grown up version of Lego town may never be demolished to be rebuilt but the lesson for Targets is to not let them coerce you, in overt or subtle ways to give up playing.
"Surprisingly, the most stressful part of being of lower socieconomic status might not be feelings of deprivation, as might be expected, but rather the subjective perception of our lower social standing."
I love how you need a science degree and a lab to validate what anyone who's perceptive and has natural intel could suspect as fact.Or even think of themselves for that matter.
This is the same system that needed- desperatley, to 'discover' Pollacks paintings were 'art' by publishing the findings that his designs were mathematically correct..http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/sci/tech/359739.stm..
Uhh, an artist can tell just by looking.
I heard this years ago and did not beleive anyone in the arts would not be able to 'see' it was so natural.
people's perceptions can effect you very adversely. As a target here is jsut one more example of the deadly power of psychological warfare.
Alot of people claim that most people percieve a target' situation as harmless. People who are in the know, the real sadists and experienced abusers know the value of hidden and silence.
I beleive most people are simply not in touch with their darker side thus they and all targets are victim to it. They will not admit to the fact they are watching someone be murdered.
And psych warfare is jsut a part of the treatment given a target.
If anyone validates this system, they are disregarding reality, a targets sensitivity as wrong and thier insensitive nature as the correct way to be or underlying they have unresolved urges/issues witht thier own lives that are buried.
Keeping someone 'down' or in poverty is a form of murder as well as then utilizing that social status as a weapon against the person being targeted.
A target is gifted with intel, beauty and talent though is from a disadvantaged backround:
"It is legit we target her/him becuz they are poor..they do not matter they bring nothing to the table. They are a loser" etc etc.
Secretly: we must keep this person down or they will grow in power, knowledge and possibly status and will destroy 'us'.
The utilization of the damage that poverty does is a blacklisting favorite.
Also, my making this assesment will be viewed as paranoid as akin to the African American "the man is keeping us down"..
Unfortunately for the perps i was prior in a position of priveledge, and had priveledge as afforded to me by mother nature-and still do.
I never EXPECTED to fail in my personal growth or the betterment of my own life. The Interference of the gangstalking system was introduced and has had to be factored in.
I am not coming from a position of disadvantage I have had all my life.
If you think that any people or persons are paranoid becuz they have been victimized by a system of oppression you are either:
benefiting from that system
ignorant of the system's existence (simply lacking in information-wether or not you are purposely ignoring it is known only by you)
Being an elitist in alot of ways, I beleive that only certain people would succeed on thier own anyway...but to introduce a system where it is INSURED they will not succeed is a crime-against that person as well as nature itself.
And society, which could benefit greatly from any ample energy to be put into society for its benefit BY THE PERSON WHO OWNS IT.
Stealing peoples energies by reducing thier capacity to express thier talents to nothing is jsut that..stealing.
I am not an advocate of helping all poor people become well off. I am an advocate of people reaching thier full potential they were born with using thier own will and strength.
I am not tolerant of a system that saps the strength and will of the truly gifted or talented....
seems the powers that be are 'in need' and have to come take welfare like doses of our energy as targets.
They are spiritual and intellectual welfare cases.
How can anyone trust a system that readily pushes for political correctness and conversely tolerates gang stalking/blacklisting and the like?
It shoulf put up MAJOR red flags for anyone believing in the political correctness sytem.
Its the 'junk' of the opiates of the 1960's movements.
Percieved change will always hinder true change of a corrrupt system.
There will be NO SLAVES in a bettered future world, even covert ones, and if you try to hood wink the people for the bejillienth time then it'll never change.
You are liars...face up stop wasting my time.
(Bejillionth..made it up. That is what I should be doing, writing and creating, not wasting my time being harssed every day or suffering from the effects of that.)
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Gangstalking Targets often complain of being sprayed, gassed, poisoned.
This, along with other parts of the activities coined as 'gang stalking', some Targets do not want to face the reality of at the start.
Like the presumed technological part of being targeted, one simply does not want to think people would do such a thing....it sometimes takes years to accept. Also, some Targets feel being silent is best to avoid a label or discreditation.
In the beginning this is many Target's policy, but there are so many complaints now about people being targeted and Targets may find themselves for other reasons more confident about thier position, they accept that things as they have happened to them have got to be due to more than just the gangstalking by foot soldiers(street theatre, mobbing, info gathering, mirroring, brighting, anchoring etc. )
And it doesnt end there. Once they have a target sensitized, then they terrorize then they isolate, then they really get nasty with other methods.
If i hadnt gone out of a state with laws against the more brutal forms of targeting i would not have experienced how horrible the reality of it is.
....as i write that i wonder. Are we 'safer' in MA just becuz of the teaching hospitals and the students , the corporations and the old money or is it that people from this state would be OUTRAGED and do something about an obvious occurence of brutal attack from weapons, chemicals.
(U.S. State Laws restrict use of electronic and/or electromagnetic weapons
Maine: Chapter 264, H.P. 868 - L.D. 1271 http://janus.state.me.us/legis/ros/lom/lom122nd/7pub251-300/pub251-300-22.htm
Massachusetts: Chapter 170 of the Acts of 2004 http://www.mass.gov/legis/laws/seslaw04/sl040170.htm
Michigan: 2003-0256 http://www.michiganlegislature.org/mileg.asp?page=PublicActs )
You have no idea what they did in the midwest. New Englanders have no idea how much grief there is in the rest of this country...how much poverty and ignorance and lack of education. Outrageous levels of crime. Only in the city voted the crime capital of the US could they have gotten away with blasting someone with these weapons.
The old slave states mentality hasnt changed much either I'll tell you.
Sometimes when I am doing activism on the street people seem interested and then walk away, looking as if they are laughing at me or some part of the smear campaign that was put out there i am sure....its not that alot isnt true its that alot of the story that they public was given about me simply isnt what should be focused on right now.
They wont be laughing once they get blasted by a 'non lethal' weapon as crowd control.....
And just wait until they realize that the same corrupt law enforcement who lives to protect the hand that feeds ONLY...is going to abuse these weapons jsut the way they abuse and cover up for any corruption now.
I have experienced it first hand. When you get blasted covertly becuz you are in the way or being harassed you'll know it.
What are humans going to do? Just what they are doing....fall to the ground and bow down. Sell out some dupes or thier fellow man so THEY dont get targeted.
Brave souls, really.
like my family for instance.
OCCASIONAL PAPERS ON INTERNATIONAL SECURITY POLICY
BASIC Paper 42:
US Chemical 'Non-Lethal' Weapons.... http://220.127.116.11/search?q=cache:s6HBlVUBBRIJ:www.basicint.org/pubs/Papers/BP44.htm+non+lethal+weapons+brain+damage+Of+interest+to+the+military+are+drugs+that+target+the+brain%27s+regulation+of+...&hl=en&ct=clnk&cd=1&gl=us
Occasional Paper No. 1
THE EARLY HISTORY OF "NON-LETHAL" WEAPONS:
Something special..just for my fans...uh i mean perps:
You'll pay Pettiti OLNICK SUX
Private inside jokes are fun, arent they?
To everyone else, keep going. Stay safe and dont give up.
Friday, June 6, 2008
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
I have viewed this page for a few years now....but after reading this story-lets just say it seems it was in fashion for a few years, here in Boston(Brighton) as well.
Why, I STILL have perps and random cops occasionally stating "dont blow anything up!" or " dont blow up the city!"...ad onto all this the height of distaste when it really seems they are amused by the situation.
I believe certain parties still think they have hood winked me and they are Machiavellian geniuses. I, of course, suspected as much years ago, but none of their actions matter...its the long standing covert war, not the battles.
Remember that, if u r targeted, keep your cool. The conservative forces in our country have been veerryyy high on power for the last 10 or so years.(especially our law and order friends out there)
Unfortunately, the nature of the police is not going to change, the only thing civilians can hope for are laws against psychological harassment and more accountability when it comes to abusing domestic spying.
IT IS HARDER FOR MEN it seems to be harassed. I have realized that something about testosterone makes it more difficult to hold on and not respond with violence.
I highly suspect that alot of the people who snapping are programmed either sleepers (supposed to snap) or were programmed, are unstable or deprogramming and cannot deal with the changes internally as well as the 'down the rabbit hole' enviroment of the external world's gangstalking/ harassment campaign.
Listen, you have to fight. Y let a bunch of guys who become authority figures becuz they are sociopaths or psychopaths win? Do not let the fuckers handle you....well, let them handle you but dont let them drive u to suicide/homicide.
IF you feel it will end badly, at least write your story somewhere. I know alot of people will always be fighting internally what forces them into silence....and the perps wont make it easy. And the disinfo agents and groups will cloud the issue......
BUT IT IS MORE IMPORTANT FOR YOU TO MAKE AN ISSUE TO BEGIN WITH.
THIS WHOLE SICK SYSTEM FEARS EXPOSURE AND NOTHING ELSE.
Do i care, that i have no friends or family? that i was framed in an obvious and insulting manner?
Why should i? this is war and its covert war. And if they pulled it on some other poor bastard, then you arent the first victim and you wont be the last, as my mother used to say.
These are the tactics they wished to employ to see to my demise. It was convenient, trendy, typical of the northeast and its cottled cop/criminal axis where corruption is part of the system here, and reeks of the kind of snide, smug attitude people have here towards persons they view as beneath them or percieve as stupid. The northeast is lazy with its frame ups becuz it is protected readily and used to getting its own way as per 'biz as usual'. It is logical to me in the actions of covert war that they would or might behave in this way.
As far as the ex intimates are concerned-they chose thier sides...you have to understand that not everyone is as strong as a person who's targeted.
Also, i find it ironic that the seat of the Revolution, which is a historical fact i grew up with and have influenced me much, would also serve as the very city to illustrate to the rest of the world that we are indeed corrupt, we oppress our citizens, and this is indeed a satanic culture. That America sucks and maybe everyone is right about us. What they did to me and every other Target makes us look as bad as everyone is saying it is. They helped do that! By thinking they were clever and cute by getting rid of whoever they deemed 'in the way'.
And how hard is it to get rid of someone like me who was in total transition, targeted overtly since 1996 and at her most vulnerable moment? No money, being exposed to mycotoxins, being handled all the time and kept in the dark, etc etc.
Dont give these spoilt brats here more street cred than they deserve.
These bastards may think what they did makes Boston look bad ass but this is just another city of Targets and Perps like any other and the Gang stalking system is in every city, you know that.
THESE PEOPLE ARE ONLY DOING AS THEY ARE TOLD...I have been told by another target that if perps go to far and disobey orders they are killed. She claims to have experienced it first hand.
They must follow instruction exactly. This explains why sometimes a Target seems to be protected from certain overt harassment or harm. THEY ARE MAKING SURE THE SITUATION DOES NOT RISK EXPOSURE.
Ritual abuse! It must be done a certain way. Gang/organized stalking IS ritual abuse.
If there is human experimentation involved, there may be protocols or only certain ways things are to be done.
Who knows and who cares? all u need to know is that there is never ending corruption in the world, people like the feeling of a power trip consisting of keeping a woman under control and there is nothing she can do about it. Certain targets serve to fulfill the fanstasies of those who can pay i am sure, as they simultaneously may serve as human experimentees, entertainment for the ever lynch-loving public who's too cowardly to say anything, as well as validation of the morally self righteous assholes of the world...
A target will never really know why they are targeted...it could even be something yer ancestors did..like Hannibal said to Pazzi "People never let u know what they are really thinking, they just make sure u dont get very far in life "(!). (from the movie 'Hannibal' i viewed recently).
You never really know what is going on and if you come from a shady family with criminal connections, or a mind control backround your family may have had to sell u out even before your birth.
None of this matters. Look inside yourself, be self reliant and reject those who have rejected you. They no longer deserve your consideration.
Probably if you are targeted it is expected by these arrogant f*cks in this system that you will eventually give up and go insane or commit suicide.
I heard a perp the othe day on the train say to another next to him after much conversing among themselves " ..she'll conform eventually". Now knowing what i do about these sick people, this might be a useful de motivating statement or it may have been used as a motivational tactic-reverse psychology. Either way its wrong becuz the whole process causes damage to the target over time....anyway, it was a dumb thing to say becuz all that one could conform to in the gangstalking structure that is planned for one is one's suicide.
Fuck this....these people will get nothing from me, especially not conformity. I assume they are plotting, little genuises that they are, that if i get terorized enough or aquire enough brain damage that i will give in and admit that i was never talented or special and that i am of low intel like them and my plans for my life are/were pointless.
I was warned by a SLU student, a stranger, that certain people were trying to take me down to there level...
Basically all sorts of groups are in on this and as a target you sould not care why.
All u need to know is that everything is infultrated, your family has probably sold you out as have friends and associates.
They are toying with targets, and i am sure wether one 'conforms' or not, these violent deceptive, stalking twisted, sick fucks will see to it you, the victim, come to an abrupt end one day anyway.
The horror of what you have to face is that you have no control over your life and you are only allowed to "grow very conditionally" as i was once told by a perp in AZ.
Most other human beings seem either amused by your plight, sad for you or ignorant of what is happening.
The only way to win is to document your situation and expose what has happened, leave some testimony. I do not know if these sorts of activities will ever end.
Is that the way you want to live your life? Abandoning who you really are in return for some little space on a shelf that has been designated for you?
These people do not respect artists, they do not like genius and they genuinely beleive that we are slaves, some of us would be happier if we returned to a state of not knowing too much.
KEEP IN MIND ALL EFFORTS AT BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION THAT ARE CLAIMED TO HELP THE TARGET ARE REALLY TO COVER THE ASSES OF THE CRIMINALS AND THIER ACTIVITIES INVOLVING THE TARGET.
If you were truly crazy, lazy a bad person or in need of behavior modification genuinly becuz u cant run your own life there would not have been so much cruelty and deception involved in you being targeted. Also, the marketed lack of professionals doing thier jobs is a dead give away.
Do not give the perps control, do not let them make you feel you deserve this, this is right or that you are at fault.
IF THAT WERE TRUE THEY WOULD NOT BE SO DESPERATE TO SUPRESS EVIDENCE AND TESTIMONY AND TO SILENCE YOU.
Alot of targets have been brainwashed at deep levels after many years of abuse to beleive that they are the truly guilty ones.
(And by the way, whoever has the audacity to claim to be a satanist but has such blatant disregard for another's FREE WILL needs to be the ones to commit suicide.(do it now).
Get a brain. Yer not a satanist: you serve the system and you're a control freak who thinks they are a secret agent(who cant function without the group, of course; yeah, real James Bond there, man) and cannot mind thier own business.)
Just keep fighting....you have GOT to have something the system is afraid of or you wouldnt be targeted(!).
Find whatever it is and use it.
And I know its hard to be perped by the very people we thought worked to protect us. Its totally sad and disheartening but remember I AM ONLY REFFERING TO THE LAW ENFORCEMENT PERSONS WHO ARE DIRECTLY ACTING AS CORRUPTION..yes, i know that those who are standing by watching should be doing something...i dont think they can.
I have found from my research over the years that the professions or fireman, law enforcement and even the bus and train drivers has such an inherently violent tone to it that by nature the work enviroment is stressful, bullying and harassment is frequent, intimidating.
This is also why alot of the perps involved seem almost brainwashed into acting as if a target is weak for not being able to 'take' the harassment.
For those of us who are mind control survivors, if you are/were deprogramming, trying to become whole and waking up spiritually, these people who are stuck back at the level of being able to function in abusive situations, even thiriving on it, are particulary harmful, even devestating to you.
the only thing that can save any of us is laws against group stalking of a person, defined as perpetrated by people who are obviously stalkers by nature who have decided to work in numbers for safety for some common goal...still as individauls they act as stalkers.
Also, laws against psychological harassment.
Sunday, June 1, 2008
The 2007 International Privacy Ranking : http://www.privacyinternational.org/article.shtml?cmd=x-347-559597