Parasitic disease and mind control

Here is pure speculation.

I have wondered if parasitic disease has anyting to do with that intergenerational disassociativeness they look for in people that they want to program.

I wonder if a parasite could be used for control of the human mind via entry to the brain..perhaps for spying or even for control using the parsites natural ability to control its host-control or target the parasite and you control the host.

There was a new kind of parasite found and a few published it..Discover published it also only after a Brit publication put out the story first. http://www.thelancet.com/

http://query.nytimes.com/gst/fullpage.html?res=9E03E7D71239F93BA15755C0A960958260&sec=health&spon=&pagewanted=all

From what I know about medical human experimentation and the history of it......

It could be the worm evolving on its own or it could be evolving to try to gain immunity towards the drugs that are now used to kill it.
What if it had a little help from genetic engineering or some other form of tweeking its natural state?

What if the alleged mc tech is being used to see if humans can be 'managed' during the predicted coming years of disease due to changes in the enviroment?

Alot of people who are targeted can say that they are whistleblowers or that they know too much. So its used to covertly imprison inconvenient people.
But I wonder how much of it is human experimentation simultaneously for other future purposes.

parasitic disease

Parasitic Diseases
A parasite is typically an organism that lives in or on the body of another living organism, the host, and harms it by feeding on its tissues or stealing nutrients. In the broad sense, parasites include certain bacteria, fungi, protozoans, worms, arthropods, and a few vertebrates.

The worms that infect humans include trematodes (flukes), cestodes (tapeworms), and nematodes (roundworms).


All right..enough. I was going to wait and really make a piece out of this but enough b*llshit allready.

BULLSHIT:http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/22398067/
ohh..than previously thought huh? NO : THAN PREVIOUSLY ADMITTED TO.

One of the things I was researching when I got slammed by 24/7 targeting was this very subject.

I have some sort of nack for medical research I cannot explain considering I have no education..thats the fun of tbmc survivors. You have vocabulary beyond your learning , some survivors even understand languages without any reasonable explaination. Who knows what the hell they do with us or to us when we are in a complete disassociated state.

It might also be becuz I am not bound by education as a way of thought about problem solving I am free to 'think outside the box'..in fact it is my minds way of working that there is no box. Limitations are as real as humans create them to be. Also I have always utilized the internet as a research tool or educational tool than for other purposes.

Here it is and I dont care if its perfect or not:

The CDC says infectious disease is the greatest health threat of the next 20 years.

If people are coming into the country from other places with para disease why would they not bring it here? Europeans brought disease to other places that killed the natives as we all learned in junior high, why does it not work in reverse?

Time to get real wether you like it or not: ( and dont even bring up PC...this is about saving lives not being polite. Also do not be a dumbass and start thinking every foriegn person has disease. It has nothing to do with money or character. DO your research.)

Mexicans are known to carry tapeworm into the US.

We have to consider the reality that African peoples brought over for the purposes of slavery also brought parasitic diseases with them...this may have been the reason for the seperate tiolets and water fountains not just racism.

People in the old days were much more aware of parasites in the human body as a part of life.
Just back to what would have been my greatgrandmothers day people took herbs to deworm almost daily as part of thier.
Perhaps the old people's fear of anything foriegn, new or strange wasnt so backward after all.

We never consider what occured to me recently which is what infectious diseases did the Native American popluation have already present in this land?

What parasitic diseases are common in Europeans that were brought over here?

What are we aquiring from animals?

Cats are an imported animal from Africa new as of the late 1800's to England and after the USA for domestication. It is recorded and documented that cats give humans toxoplasmosis which causes the symptoms which have been coined 'schizophrenia'
My research shows that this became a common disease around the same time as cat domestication.
Also, the anti pscychotic drug given for this condition contains in it the chemical that kills this infectious disease.
I have also found that women are told not to empty cat litter while pregnant-this is becuz human females have high progesterone levels during the first phase of pregnancy...which makes them less immune and more suceptable to parasitic diseases.

(I was trying to determine if birth control pills that contain only progestin had the same effect on non pregnant females who were taking them.)
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Toxoplasmosis

The habit of letting dogs live in the house is fairly recent as well.

What is the immunity of each individual based on genetics as well as current health conditions?

What has the exposure of each person been?
Do they have family members who are vetrans of foriegn wars where something could have been aquired? ( Japan, Fiji, Korea, Vietnam [iv drug use prevelant in Vietnam] , the Middle East, etc.)
Have they traveled?
Have they been intimate with foriegners or travelers?

I AM NOT A PHYSICIAN...but I know that the poor are screwed in alot of ways health wise that the rich and educated seem to know about already.
An ex associate of mine was a rich kid. It amazed me that his parents jsut made sure he took the right supplements, that all his fillings were non-metal and in general they seemed to live the secrets of good health as if they were not secret to them.

You shouldnt be afraid of ancient and primitive conditions of the human body.
It is not your fault that the health system since the 1940's or 50's has consisted of overdosing on antibiotics and throwing away herbs as medicines until the new age 'rediscovery' of herbal remedies.
It is also not your fault that you as a citizen have been conned into a lifestyle that readily accepts man's seperation from nature/health more and more and promotes the ignoring of pollution of the human as well as every other enviroment- even though your body warns you every day becuz it looks bad, it smells bad and it makes you feel bad.

It is relativley easy to catch parasitic disease but it may all depend on your immune system how it turns out.
I often wonder if some humans are born infected, like every puppy born.

I know that infectious disease doctors either dont want to deal with reality but most likely are told not to. Their offices seem heavily 'guarded' attitude wise and some will not see you if you say you have not traveled top another country. They pass this off with a great marketing tactic which is to make these departments exist under the heading "Tropical Medicine".

You'd better be smart and do your research- dont be a hypochondriac and always use reason. But do not let anyone deter you either by calling you a hypo just to get you to cease and disist.

Its the same old primitive game:
only the strong are going to survive and that could mean anything from a strong immune system to the ability to research and find info out to save your own life.

Naomi

http://ca.news.yahoo.com/s/reuters/080621/entertainment/entertainment_campbell_racism_col

I had always wondered if this woman was targeted. Even if its not as severe as the stalking and harassment we get as targets it seems any woman who is exceedingly beautiful, intelligent and successful especially in any of the arts is going to attract the attention of every jealous bitch and threatened male on the planet anyway.

Just read this piece...http://latimesblogs.latimes.com/thedishrag/2008/06/naomi-campbel-.html

I watched a few of those model's spills on youtube..they weren't funny. It looks like a bunch of beautiful, young women who have very demanding jobs who are doing thier best to make it work. I challenge anyone to walk in heels like that and not fall.

I guarentee that if we did a study here in Boston at MIT with all the measurements of those shoes as well as the quality of the floor they are walking on and add into the equation the girls ages, builds, etc. that without all that effort on their part, you should have alot MORE falls than are on you tube for public amusement.

I've always suspected that this was due to alot of gay men in the business who perhaps hate women. There are also alot of straight men who love the slave aspect of these women struggling to walk in these shoes.


But after all is said and done no one can argue with how wonderful an artwork a good show is.

Too many people do not understand it IS art.

I know the women are emeciated, its probably enviromentally not sane and the clothes can be ridiculous or not functional but its standard is its own.

Also, it's removed from mediocraty and Hollywood and much as the starlets try to be on those covers they are not models. The measurements of features are just not the same.
You can fake Mona Lisa all you want, you can not fake the geometry and numbers of form.


I assume no one helped her becuz that is the way of the biz.
A book came out a few years ago : A guy from London couldnt get along in the NY scene, a SPY magazine writer who'd taken a job in NY.
Well, this country hasnt been SPY freindly since the '90s probably. Also, his English way is more akin to the way Boston used to have a rebellious aspect among the colleges years ago..the new NY was just to shallow and money obsessed for him.
There is a story about very promenent woman in fashoin falling in a hallway and someone's kid figuring just running away and leaving her there was the best was to handle the situation. Her mother told her that was jsut what to do. If the girl had helped the woman-becuz it would have brought attention the embarrassment- she probably would have been fired due to the actions of the daughter helping her up or even asking if she needed help.
In the Letterman interview she even says they waited to see her reaction to what was an appropriate response to her situation.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jHFSzgh1YQ0&eurl=http://latimesblogs.latimes.com/thedishrag/2008/06/naomi-campbel-1.html



This is a very different world compared to what regular people experience as any are that puts out sex, beauty and demands perfection at all times.

For anyone outside to judge is absolute bullsh*t. If the girls want to be emeciated and take drugs then let them. You are only young once and maybe they need this ego boost or maybe its a lifestyle for them. They will get old like every one else and have to figure out what to do next.

Note to the public: keep your nose out of specialized professions, trades and industries. Leave everybody alone. Especially people in the arts. Stop putting people who are very removed from you, up to your standards. Just becuz someone puts something/one on the internet doenst mean its 'yours'.

Perhaps a bunch of tall, immaculately dressed, intimidating predator goddesess should come down to your job and start telling you what your doing wrong. I would love to see that before I die. Absolutley.

Lets find out who the demographic is that is doing most of the bitching about these women, get intel on them and send out super model troops on a mission to torture the sh*t out of sh*t heads who work in offices or do grunt work. Homemakers would be especially fun. Lets put them on the runway, in front of all those people and see how long they can stand that kind of pressure day after day.
Soon, trying to hide how fucked up your life really is from the neighbors might ache familiar to you..like Dorothy you would wish to go home..your time over the rainbow cut short by your own inability to be truly bad ass while still being able to walk like you have a book on your head. You'd wake up in your little worlds again, in black and white of course, making vague claims that maybe you were somewhere, for a moment that was injected with Technicolor. ...and u were there, and you were there and...

Thats what this is really all about isnt it? The internet(no surprsie) has made it easier for humans to look at porn(boring new), avoid reality that needs to be dealt with and act out thier most base predatory urges like jealousy, hate, greed, blood lust--all without them taking any risks themselves. The ultimate come on..you can now be the ultimate predator and still have all the cover and stealth of the most cowardly of prey.
..and I loath you for it.



And why is it so important for anyone to tell authorities what this woman needs to "take her punishments more seriously"?

And how much shit has anyone else pulled in that business or the entertainement business that they'll never get caught for much less punished?!

I wonder if someone did actually call her a name as a tactic jsut to get her stirred up. Maybe it was an excuse but who cares?

If some MAN had such tantrums would that attract as much attention? Probably not.

I challenge anyone to actaully LAST in any business where you are cottled, spoiled (and rightly so becuz you are also exploited, it can be dangerous, other jealous woman, bitchy men and a throw away mentality towards human beings if you just dont fit in or 'make it'. ) as a means of conning and controlling you and then you seem mysteriously to not act 'normal'.
GO take a math class-put the remote down and take crit think 101...you would be normal considering the circumstances that formed you..ahem-'duh'.

You have no idea how hard businesses like these are to stay alive in. And you have to look perfect ALL THE TIME.


Most people wouldnt last a minute. This industry consists of soldiers of beauty. If outsiders think this or any beauty biz is easy then the biz has done its job effectively. The illusion is complete. Pros always make the hard stuff look easy.

Heres to the pros.

Next time she has a tantrum, have one for those of us no longer afforded the power in society to do so.
Keep being difficult. Let them target you and say its yor fault and you are 'difficult'.

If there is one thing in this world that is more disgusting than everyone thinks her behavior is its a few things: namely a world that demands pretty perfect dolls and then doesnt want take responsibility for their emotional and mental state. SOCIETY needs to wake up and no, "wake up and smell the prozac"(do we have stocks dear?) is not the answer. A dose of reality would be sufficient but that, more than anyhting ,is out of style these days and it doesnt seem itll ever be en vogue to be honest in this world.



Also, a world thats just dying to tame any difficult, aggressive woman it can.

Has anyone else noticed that ever since the stupid grrrl power thing in the 90's women are supposed to be more child than grown woman? That explains why everyone who isnt a model wants to look starved. Unless your job is to be a living walking hanger to display clothing for a living u do not need to be that thin. They do-its part of what pulls off the art work.

But what happened to built women?
DONT EVEN TRY IT:ohh, I am far from some feminist that is whining for all women to be seen as beautiful-yes, in an evolved world it should be that way.
In the fine arts eveyone has some interesting feature, but why in the mainstream have we dispensed with the Lucy Lawlesses and the Marilyns? Jane Mansfield and still my beating heart-the Tura Satanas of the world. I dont want fat...I want BAD. I want shapes and muscle..on not just African American women in videos either.
Then you get certain stars who look that female and they open thier mouths and they sound like they have no conviction or personalities at all.

A new standard has been set. Women are not supposed to be but a starving wisp even outside the fashoin industry and god knows these are NOT old money types who are pulling off the 'rich look' from the old days. Mediocre looking women can now think they look like real beauties on a runway ..if only they sound like helpless idiots and are skinny enough.
People hate the real thing of any section nowadays...it doenst fit in with the ever present corporate sameness.

Why is this country afraid of brick house women? Why are they annoyed by thin true beauties with diva temperments? Fat is fat people. Fat dont look good nor is it healthy. ( There are those certian few women-they can pull it off. They look gorgeous, something special about them-overweight, perhaps the way they carry themselves. Its few and far between though.)
Most women dont look good really skinny nor do they look good with some pounds on them..BECUZ THEY ARE AVERAGE. Get used to the truth you cant escape with fake tits, plastic surgery, starvation nor clothing.. there is and always will be something out there that for as much as they hide it away from the public nowadays will always reign: authenticity.
If you want to wear cubic zirconia and still think you are wearing the hope diamond you go right ahead.
But stop trying to destroy what is real so your fake versions look better.


Be a brat ..for those of us who no longer can. Be as difficult as possible.

For every beautiful woman who's had her youth, her looks,her health, her intel and her life taken from her by a corrupt system that enjoys destroying us most of all-be as difficult as possible.


I'll take a particular joy in watching anyone this annoying to the general public every day. As I watch from outside the parimeters, marginalized, framed, abandoned...it gives me great pleasure to know someone is not faking it..its so popular nowadays for spoilt, wealthy people in the entertainment industries to act like they are soooo PC and not flaunt thier wealth (boring) or how awful they reallly are.

Yet neither are we allowed the comfort of Hollywood's golden age where stars were akin to god like creatures, with no personal details of theire lives we needed to know about. They represented total and complete escape and wonderful illusion.

Today they are playing it as if its all in front of the cameras. You know things about celebs personal lives so you not only think spying /paparazzi harassment is harmelss, its entertaing for you the viewer.
But it seems carefully orchestrated and you only see what they want you to. Its a game..the public feel they are close to the reality or these celebrities..so the mystery is gone and they can sell us cheap low quality 'fast food' in and out celebs.
Living works of art would take to much nowadays. Fast food dun't deliver, thats for sure. And thats the point isnt it? Then you need more empty colories. Lots of celebrities.. and no Stars for miles.

Its almost as if there is a part of society nowadays that resents the idea of mystery in any kind of art. It wants to destroy it, to make it confess, to here all its business--to bring it down to thier level.

I want mystique and I want it now.. and always. I want privacy, physically and on every other plane. I want a place to dream and be alone, to recharge my spirit. I want to keep my secrets. I need to evolve as a person only according to a private plan between me and higher powers. I or anyone else should not have to share so deeply with the public..becuz what its doing is cheapening the human condition--what it means to be human. When it comes to spying and putting shit on the internet our human rights policies in this area is akin to China. People's worlds, psychs are being destroyed and 'oh well' there are no laws.
Private citizens are being hit with exposures that, unlike a seasoned public personas, they are not prepared to deal with.



Perhaps what is so great about the fashion world is that there are these beauties who seem ethereal, in a land always above boring earthly affairs. One does not need to know where a nameless model comes from or see bullshit pictures of her with her family or some other awful homespun crap just to prove she is a human being to some asshole veiwer in commonpeopleland somewhere. There is mytery as to how it's all pulled off and unless you know what you are looking at you wont get the trick.

Good..never come down to thier level. Never become the mindless servant of a never satisfied, ignorant public who still shops like nobodies but cant admit it. They have to be made to think they are in on the ride. Good, market to them and thier brat kids who have no emotional and mental future(s) except to the slavery they are being trained for now by thier money obsessed parents and peers.
No class, no taste, no real intelligence just mindless status over and over again.

Whatever she is up to, everbody needs a dose of 'mind your own business' opposed to lets judge another person way the f*ck out of our league.

I hope Naomi Campell falls off another runway..into some radioactive goo and grows to be 60 ft f*ckin tall and takes a continent hostage. I hope you are all running in the streets like Japanese people in a B version of Godzilla from the '60's. I hope she does a cat walk all over you.
I hope her stellettos destroy blocks and blocks of suburban plazas.
I hope she still looks good doin it too. I bet she'll hold herself with the same poise she always has.
I picture her looking into your office building, up on some high floor and scaring the shit out of you as you piss youself in your cubicles.
I hope she is wearing coutier that is so formed, so neat and so pulled together the suit itself would intimidate you even if she were reduced to 3 feet tall.
I hope she still looks young for her age and it pisses you off as see her face enlarged before you there are hardly any wrinkles. Her pores are perfect.

Alas, she is not a monster, but a human being. Any inperfections not allowed to show outwardly will manifest themselves inwardly.

The biggest issue is not that she's difficult or aggressive but that becuz she is female this gains more attention than it would if she were male.
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Also, what the hell are you doing taking a job as assistant to someone who is rumored in the biz to have this sort of temperment?
Beleive me, there are people who are just right for her to have around her who specialize in dealing with this sort of personality/successful person under pressure. Its a big money industry and people's public images must be protected at all cost to keep them marketable-you were thinking you would get a fair deal and treated like a human being WHY now?
Go get another job.
Note: if your that scared of someone thats abusive then sneak out dont tell them your leaving them/quitting.
There are plenty of abuser personalities out there. This alleged one happens to be a woman.
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Welcome to the horror of human behavior. You have to be very careful of who you are employed by. For all you know the harassment may never end after you quite or sue the wrong person.
Imagine that you couldnt walk away after the incident. Imagine being tortured everyday and people just hang thier heads when they see you, no one helps. You have no idea how lucky you are to just have dealt with one bad experience in a business where behaviors are more obvious and one should take caution and know better before being involved with people.

I would take a wap to the head from a cell phone anyday from a sucessful woman raised from teenager in a business that has little use for the care of one's emotional state and be able to walk away after it's over compared to my situation.

Wanna trade lives? HUH?
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WOMEN WHO CAN KICK YOUR ASS 101:
Tura Satana-
http://www.cultsirens.com/satana/satana.htm
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Z0YcN0MkBKI&feature=related

From above link there are links to other examples of not nice women who obviously had to fight to get and stay where they are..or even just stay alive.

Also check out Marylin who of course was never as stupid as she acted..I bet she couldve gotten a degree from any Ivy League school here.







I did not think so.

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ONLY THIS BLOG IS ME

This is the only place I write any thing, anywhere. If you think anyone else might be me, then forget it. I would use this exact address and other clues.

Perps love to confuse and aggrevate by imitating Targets on the internet in various threads and sites.

Crisis in Legotown

http://www.rethinkingschools.org/archive/21_02/lego212.shtml

"Occasionally, Legotown leaders explicitly rebuffed children, telling them that they couldn't play. Typically the exclusion was more subtle, growing from a climate in which Legotown was seen as the turf of particular kids. The other children didn't complain much about this; when asked about Legos, they'd often comment vaguely that they just weren't interested in playing with Legos anymore. As they closed doors to other children, the Legotown builders turned their attention to complex negotiations among themselves about what sorts of structures to build, whether these ought to be primarily privately owned or collectively used, and how "cool pieces" would be distributed and protected. These negotiations gave rise to heated conflict and to insightful conversation. Into their coffee shops and houses, the children were building their assumptions about ownership and the social power it conveys — assumptions that mirrored those of a class-based, capitalist society — a society that we teachers believe to be unjust and oppressive. As we watched the children build, we became increasingly concerned."

Organized stalking is a covert way of letting you know you are not welcome to play anymore... the grown up version of Lego town may never be demolished to be rebuilt but the lesson for Targets is to not let them coerce you, in overt or subtle ways to give up playing.

Poverty doesnt kill-people do..Scienctific America article

The Stress of Poverty Changes the Brain From Mind Matters:


"Surprisingly, the most stressful part of being of lower socieconomic status might not be feelings of deprivation, as might be expected, but rather the subjective perception of our lower social standing."

(well Duh).

http://science-community.sciam.com/blog-entry/Mind-Matters/Stress-Poverty-Changes-Brain/300009584d


I love how you need a science degree and a lab to validate what anyone who's perceptive and has natural intel could suspect as fact.Or even think of themselves for that matter.

This is the same system that needed- desperatley, to 'discover' Pollacks paintings were 'art' by publishing the findings that his designs were mathematically correct..http://news.bbc.co.uk/1/hi/sci/tech/359739.stm..

Uhh, an artist can tell just by looking.

I heard this years ago and did not beleive anyone in the arts would not be able to 'see' it was so natural.


Anyway,
people's perceptions can effect you very adversely. As a target here is jsut one more example of the deadly power of psychological warfare.

Alot of people claim that most people percieve a target' situation as harmless. People who are in the know, the real sadists and experienced abusers know the value of hidden and silence.

I beleive most people are simply not in touch with their darker side thus they and all targets are victim to it. They will not admit to the fact they are watching someone be murdered.

And psych warfare is jsut a part of the treatment given a target.

If anyone validates this system, they are disregarding reality, a targets sensitivity as wrong and thier insensitive nature as the correct way to be or underlying they have unresolved urges/issues witht thier own lives that are buried.

Keeping someone 'down' or in poverty is a form of murder as well as then utilizing that social status as a weapon against the person being targeted.

A target is gifted with intel, beauty and talent though is from a disadvantaged backround:
"It is legit we target her/him becuz they are poor..they do not matter they bring nothing to the table. They are a loser" etc etc.

Secretly: we must keep this person down or they will grow in power, knowledge and possibly status and will destroy 'us'.

The utilization of the damage that poverty does is a blacklisting favorite.

Also, my making this assesment will be viewed as paranoid as akin to the African American "the man is keeping us down"..
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Unfortunately for the perps i was prior in a position of priveledge, and had priveledge as afforded to me by mother nature-and still do.

I never EXPECTED to fail in my personal growth or the betterment of my own life. The Interference of the gangstalking system was introduced and has had to be factored in.

I am not coming from a position of disadvantage I have had all my life.

If you think that any people or persons are paranoid becuz they have been victimized by a system of oppression you are either:

benefiting from that system

ignorant of the system's existence (simply lacking in information-wether or not you are purposely ignoring it is known only by you)


Being an elitist in alot of ways, I beleive that only certain people would succeed on thier own anyway...but to introduce a system where it is INSURED they will not succeed is a crime-against that person as well as nature itself.
And society, which could benefit greatly from any ample energy to be put into society for its benefit BY THE PERSON WHO OWNS IT.

Stealing peoples energies by reducing thier capacity to express thier talents to nothing is jsut that..stealing.

I am not an advocate of helping all poor people become well off. I am an advocate of people reaching thier full potential they were born with using thier own will and strength.

I am not tolerant of a system that saps the strength and will of the truly gifted or talented....
seems the powers that be are 'in need' and have to come take welfare like doses of our energy as targets.
They are spiritual and intellectual welfare cases.

How can anyone trust a system that readily pushes for political correctness and conversely tolerates gang stalking/blacklisting and the like?

It shoulf put up MAJOR red flags for anyone believing in the political correctness sytem.
Its the 'junk' of the opiates of the 1960's movements.

Percieved change will always hinder true change of a corrrupt system.

There will be NO SLAVES in a bettered future world, even covert ones, and if you try to hood wink the people for the bejillienth time then it'll never change.

You are liars...face up stop wasting my time.

(Bejillionth..made it up. That is what I should be doing, writing and creating, not wasting my time being harssed every day or suffering from the effects of that.)

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Another few articles:

Gangstalking Targets often complain of being sprayed, gassed, poisoned.

This, along with other parts of the activities coined as 'gang stalking', some Targets do not want to face the reality of at the start.
Like the presumed technological part of being targeted, one simply does not want to think people would do such a thing....it sometimes takes years to accept. Also, some Targets feel being silent is best to avoid a label or discreditation.

In the beginning this is many Target's policy, but there are so many complaints now about people being targeted and Targets may find themselves for other reasons more confident about thier position, they accept that things as they have happened to them have got to be due to more than just the gangstalking by foot soldiers(street theatre, mobbing, info gathering, mirroring, brighting, anchoring etc. )

And it doesnt end there. Once they have a target sensitized, then they terrorize then they isolate, then they really get nasty with other methods.

If i hadnt gone out of a state with laws against the more brutal forms of targeting i would not have experienced how horrible the reality of it is.

....as i write that i wonder. Are we 'safer' in MA just becuz of the teaching hospitals and the students , the corporations and the old money or is it that people from this state would be OUTRAGED and do something about an obvious occurence of brutal attack from weapons, chemicals.

(U.S. State Laws restrict use of electronic and/or electromagnetic weapons
Maine: Chapter 264, H.P. 868 - L.D. 1271 http://janus.state.me.us/legis/ros/lom/lom122nd/7pub251-300/pub251-300-22.htm
Massachusetts: Chapter 170 of the Acts of 2004 http://www.mass.gov/legis/laws/seslaw04/sl040170.htm
Michigan: 2003-0256 http://www.michiganlegislature.org/mileg.asp?page=PublicActs )

You have no idea what they did in the midwest. New Englanders have no idea how much grief there is in the rest of this country...how much poverty and ignorance and lack of education. Outrageous levels of crime. Only in the city voted the crime capital of the US could they have gotten away with blasting someone with these weapons.

The old slave states mentality hasnt changed much either I'll tell you.

Sometimes when I am doing activism on the street people seem interested and then walk away, looking as if they are laughing at me or some part of the smear campaign that was put out there i am sure....its not that alot isnt true its that alot of the story that they public was given about me simply isnt what should be focused on right now.
They wont be laughing once they get blasted by a 'non lethal' weapon as crowd control.....

And just wait until they realize that the same corrupt law enforcement who lives to protect the hand that feeds ONLY...is going to abuse these weapons jsut the way they abuse and cover up for any corruption now.

I have experienced it first hand. When you get blasted covertly becuz you are in the way or being harassed you'll know it.

What are humans going to do? Just what they are doing....fall to the ground and bow down. Sell out some dupes or thier fellow man so THEY dont get targeted.

Brave souls, really.
like my family for instance.

OCCASIONAL PAPERS ON INTERNATIONAL SECURITY POLICY
BASIC Paper 42:
US Chemical 'Non-Lethal' Weapons.... http://64.233.169.104/search?q=cache:s6HBlVUBBRIJ:www.basicint.org/pubs/Papers/BP44.htm+non+lethal+weapons+brain+damage+Of+interest+to+the+military+are+drugs+that+target+the+brain%27s+regulation+of+...&hl=en&ct=clnk&cd=1&gl=us

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Occasional Paper No. 1
THE EARLY HISTORY OF "NON-LETHAL" WEAPONS:

http://64.233.169.104/search?q=cache:2egwlXfo-hgJ:www.brad.ac.uk/acad/nlw/research_reports/docs/BNLWRP_OP1_Dec06.pdf+non+lethal+weapons+brain+damage+Of+interest+to+the+military+are+drugs+that+target+the+brain%27s+regulation+of+...&hl=en&ct=clnk&cd=4&gl=us
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Something special..just for my fans...uh i mean perps:

http://themoldmissionary.com/moldsusedforbiologicalweapons.html

You'll pay Pettiti OLNICK SUX
Private inside jokes are fun, arent they?

Enjoy.


To everyone else, keep going. Stay safe and dont give up.

PTSD and self harm behaviors

http://ptsd.about.com/od/relatedconditions/a/DSHandPTSD.htm

Police corruption/ how to get rid of inconvenient persons 101( rather long)

http://www.unknownnews.org/070519-stinkybadges.html

http://qwstnevrythg.blog-city.com/ny_police_report_bomb_to_frame_activist_as_terrorist.htm


I have viewed this page for a few years now....but after reading this story-lets just say it seems it was in fashion for a few years, here in Boston(Brighton) as well.
Why, I STILL have perps and random cops occasionally stating "dont blow anything up!" or " dont blow up the city!"...ad onto all this the height of distaste when it really seems they are amused by the situation.

I believe certain parties still think they have hood winked me and they are Machiavellian geniuses. I, of course, suspected as much years ago, but none of their actions matter...its the long standing covert war, not the battles.

Remember that, if u r targeted, keep your cool. The conservative forces in our country have been veerryyy high on power for the last 10 or so years.(especially our law and order friends out there)
Unfortunately, the nature of the police is not going to change, the only thing civilians can hope for are laws against psychological harassment and more accountability when it comes to abusing domestic spying.

IT IS HARDER FOR MEN it seems to be harassed. I have realized that something about testosterone makes it more difficult to hold on and not respond with violence.
I highly suspect that alot of the people who snapping are programmed either sleepers (supposed to snap) or were programmed, are unstable or deprogramming and cannot deal with the changes internally as well as the 'down the rabbit hole' enviroment of the external world's gangstalking/ harassment campaign.



Listen, you have to fight. Y let a bunch of guys who become authority figures becuz they are sociopaths or psychopaths win? Do not let the fuckers handle you....well, let them handle you but dont let them drive u to suicide/homicide.
IF you feel it will end badly, at least write your story somewhere. I know alot of people will always be fighting internally what forces them into silence....and the perps wont make it easy. And the disinfo agents and groups will cloud the issue......

BUT IT IS MORE IMPORTANT FOR YOU TO MAKE AN ISSUE TO BEGIN WITH.

THIS WHOLE SICK SYSTEM FEARS EXPOSURE AND NOTHING ELSE.
Nothing else.

Do i care, that i have no friends or family? that i was framed in an obvious and insulting manner?
Why should i? this is war and its covert war. And if they pulled it on some other poor bastard, then you arent the first victim and you wont be the last, as my mother used to say.
These are the tactics they wished to employ to see to my demise. It was convenient, trendy, typical of the northeast and its cottled cop/criminal axis where corruption is part of the system here, and reeks of the kind of snide, smug attitude people have here towards persons they view as beneath them or percieve as stupid. The northeast is lazy with its frame ups becuz it is protected readily and used to getting its own way as per 'biz as usual'. It is logical to me in the actions of covert war that they would or might behave in this way.

As far as the ex intimates are concerned-they chose thier sides...you have to understand that not everyone is as strong as a person who's targeted.

Also, i find it ironic that the seat of the Revolution, which is a historical fact i grew up with and have influenced me much, would also serve as the very city to illustrate to the rest of the world that we are indeed corrupt, we oppress our citizens, and this is indeed a satanic culture. That America sucks and maybe everyone is right about us. What they did to me and every other Target makes us look as bad as everyone is saying it is. They helped do that! By thinking they were clever and cute by getting rid of whoever they deemed 'in the way'.

And how hard is it to get rid of someone like me who was in total transition, targeted overtly since 1996 and at her most vulnerable moment? No money, being exposed to mycotoxins, being handled all the time and kept in the dark, etc etc.
Dont give these spoilt brats here more street cred than they deserve.
These bastards may think what they did makes Boston look bad ass but this is just another city of Targets and Perps like any other and the Gang stalking system is in every city, you know that.

THESE PEOPLE ARE ONLY DOING AS THEY ARE TOLD...I have been told by another target that if perps go to far and disobey orders they are killed. She claims to have experienced it first hand.
They must follow instruction exactly. This explains why sometimes a Target seems to be protected from certain overt harassment or harm. THEY ARE MAKING SURE THE SITUATION DOES NOT RISK EXPOSURE.

Ritual abuse! It must be done a certain way. Gang/organized stalking IS ritual abuse.

If there is human experimentation involved, there may be protocols or only certain ways things are to be done.

Who knows and who cares? all u need to know is that there is never ending corruption in the world, people like the feeling of a power trip consisting of keeping a woman under control and there is nothing she can do about it. Certain targets serve to fulfill the fanstasies of those who can pay i am sure, as they simultaneously may serve as human experimentees, entertainment for the ever lynch-loving public who's too cowardly to say anything, as well as validation of the morally self righteous assholes of the world...

A target will never really know why they are targeted...it could even be something yer ancestors did..like Hannibal said to Pazzi "People never let u know what they are really thinking, they just make sure u dont get very far in life "(!). (from the movie 'Hannibal' i viewed recently).
You never really know what is going on and if you come from a shady family with criminal connections, or a mind control backround your family may have had to sell u out even before your birth.

None of this matters. Look inside yourself, be self reliant and reject those who have rejected you. They no longer deserve your consideration.

Probably if you are targeted it is expected by these arrogant f*cks in this system that you will eventually give up and go insane or commit suicide.

I heard a perp the othe day on the train say to another next to him after much conversing among themselves " ..she'll conform eventually". Now knowing what i do about these sick people, this might be a useful de motivating statement or it may have been used as a motivational tactic-reverse psychology. Either way its wrong becuz the whole process causes damage to the target over time....anyway, it was a dumb thing to say becuz all that one could conform to in the gangstalking structure that is planned for one is one's suicide.

Fuck this....these people will get nothing from me, especially not conformity. I assume they are plotting, little genuises that they are, that if i get terorized enough or aquire enough brain damage that i will give in and admit that i was never talented or special and that i am of low intel like them and my plans for my life are/were pointless.
I was warned by a SLU student, a stranger, that certain people were trying to take me down to there level...

Basically all sorts of groups are in on this and as a target you sould not care why.
All u need to know is that everything is infultrated, your family has probably sold you out as have friends and associates.

They are toying with targets, and i am sure wether one 'conforms' or not, these violent deceptive, stalking twisted, sick fucks will see to it you, the victim, come to an abrupt end one day anyway.

The horror of what you have to face is that you have no control over your life and you are only allowed to "grow very conditionally" as i was once told by a perp in AZ.
Most other human beings seem either amused by your plight, sad for you or ignorant of what is happening.

The only way to win is to document your situation and expose what has happened, leave some testimony. I do not know if these sorts of activities will ever end.
Is that the way you want to live your life? Abandoning who you really are in return for some little space on a shelf that has been designated for you?
These people do not respect artists, they do not like genius and they genuinely beleive that we are slaves, some of us would be happier if we returned to a state of not knowing too much.

KEEP IN MIND ALL EFFORTS AT BEHAVIOR MODIFICATION THAT ARE CLAIMED TO HELP THE TARGET ARE REALLY TO COVER THE ASSES OF THE CRIMINALS AND THIER ACTIVITIES INVOLVING THE TARGET.

If you were truly crazy, lazy a bad person or in need of behavior modification genuinly becuz u cant run your own life there would not have been so much cruelty and deception involved in you being targeted. Also, the marketed lack of professionals doing thier jobs is a dead give away.
Do not give the perps control, do not let them make you feel you deserve this, this is right or that you are at fault.

IF THAT WERE TRUE THEY WOULD NOT BE SO DESPERATE TO SUPRESS EVIDENCE AND TESTIMONY AND TO SILENCE YOU.

Alot of targets have been brainwashed at deep levels after many years of abuse to beleive that they are the truly guilty ones.

(And by the way, whoever has the audacity to claim to be a satanist but has such blatant disregard for another's FREE WILL needs to be the ones to commit suicide.(do it now).

Get a brain. Yer not a satanist: you serve the system and you're a control freak who thinks they are a secret agent(who cant function without the group, of course; yeah, real James Bond there, man) and cannot mind thier own business.)

Just keep fighting....you have GOT to have something the system is afraid of or you wouldnt be targeted(!).

Find whatever it is and use it.

And I know its hard to be perped by the very people we thought worked to protect us. Its totally sad and disheartening but remember I AM ONLY REFFERING TO THE LAW ENFORCEMENT PERSONS WHO ARE DIRECTLY ACTING AS CORRUPTION..yes, i know that those who are standing by watching should be doing something...i dont think they can.

I have found from my research over the years that the professions or fireman, law enforcement and even the bus and train drivers has such an inherently violent tone to it that by nature the work enviroment is stressful, bullying and harassment is frequent, intimidating.
This is also why alot of the perps involved seem almost brainwashed into acting as if a target is weak for not being able to 'take' the harassment.
For those of us who are mind control survivors, if you are/were deprogramming, trying to become whole and waking up spiritually, these people who are stuck back at the level of being able to function in abusive situations, even thiriving on it, are particulary harmful, even devestating to you.

the only thing that can save any of us is laws against group stalking of a person, defined as perpetrated by people who are obviously stalkers by nature who have decided to work in numbers for safety for some common goal...still as individauls they act as stalkers.

Also, laws against psychological harassment.

Leading surveillance societies in the EU and the World 2007

http://www.privacyinternational.org/ (main page)

The 2007 International Privacy Ranking : http://www.privacyinternational.org/article.shtml?cmd[347]=x-347-559597