The Bourne Legacy

Wow. Watching this. Never bothered with Bourne series before. Offended by them, beneath me so I felt (wheres the MK Kids' royalties? Another rip off). This IS extremely nasty, isnt it? Well, after so many years. After all this travel and the recent tasteless badly written attempted frame ups by clown(s) unknown- I realize something. Humans can try as much as they want to 'create' programming or influence of humans. Alterations. Modifications. Programming. Puppets. You arent gods. Im certain of that now. Theres a force greater than all of mankind that is the only solace that any of us have for the miserable approx 80 years we exist here. You can attempt to crack the codes of this force and the natural creation of life. Nothing is more powerful than the force that cares for this planet and it's people. I see now that the natural state of all things is like an eternal sunny day and that the clouds and storms are simply the illusions of darkness put forth by 'evil'. Oh...btw. If anyone wants to try to silence me again or block me from writing then try it. It didnt work last time. And remember this is all theorizing, amateur research and pondering. Maybe its a sci fi project...or a mind f*ck on the public-like the Beatles 'Paul Is Dead'. I do know that I wont allow anyone or anything to interfere with my writing. Ever again. Ok...just got to the motorcycle chase scene: ridiculous but funny.

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Sunday, December 9, 2007

a dream

i had a dream while napping. it was a family member saying "she needs to stop thinking she's special"..well considering i have no family, i do not know the meaning of this. alot of people who are into keeping GS targets down are probably reciting that same mindless sentiment.
my bio 'family' , if they still find my life of interest at all, needs to become uninterested very quickly. i certainly havae no interest in them and i am of an age where i believe legally i am my own person.

i certainly have never understood thier competitiveness w/each other, a by product of sibling rivalry, but it was never in the direction of each member evolving. it was always used to keep each member down. i will not be part of this and i would rather be on my own. why should i be part of something where my value is always going to be less than it could be in some other realm?

i certainly hope these people and everyone who used to know me as a matter of fact knows how to mind thier own business. its bad enough the gangstalkers cant mind thier own business, i dont need old pressures keeping me down.

enough people who are other targets know what is going on and i have people in my life now who know how messed up the people around us can be, people we shouldnt trust but did.

thier seems to be alot of this with targets. part of the campaign is to bring the target down in varied ways. "she's not so special " would be one of them. its really the core of gangstalking. to make the target feel totally devalued.

i will regard myself in any manner i choose and the jealousy of anyone who thinks they knew me or knows me is irrelevant.

there will be laws against psychological harrasment, but it will take many years.

France has them. i suspect this is why alot of artists, who were smart years ago moved there.

its sad i am not working on art projects instead of being destroyed by this nonsense. its a waste of resources, mine as my own intel and talent as a resource.

people in this world nowadays have become way too interested in focusing on what others are doing. they are targeting people, public personalities and private. they are destroying peoples lives and careers.

spying and revealing peoples private lives needs to have consequences.

i believe this is so popular nowadays becuz..well, if a government is going to spy on its public, then if you allow the public to spy on each other it doesnt seem so intrusive. i believe its called 'spreading the blood around'.
its like having an parent or authority figure abuse family members but if family members are encouraged to abuse each other then its all around dysfunction and no one can draw attention to the authority figures abuse.

doesnt anyone else out there feel and think that all the invasions of privacy of citizens by citizens should be ultimatley illegal and with consequences? why is this not so?(right now anyway).

also, what better time to have domestic terrorism against the people than during a time where they are terrified and concentrating on foriegn terrorism?

there is no sane reason at all that the public should be allowed ANY kind of spying tech or even camera phones or video cameras without laws against invasoins of privacy. its far too permissive and one has to question why.

well, it could be that the public have been told no to everything else nowadays, so this is thier new drug.

see my post on PRLSI' links to the idea you need to live without drugs or false stimulation.

i dont think i am special, but i have a right to speak my mind and to exist.
everyone is special in thier own way, like everyone has some beautiful feature. you need to find that within yourselves instead of ego tripping on others misfortunes or focusing on others lives.

maybe in a hopeful future this will happen and people will be able to find themselves and heal themselves at thier own pace instead of having to accept failure as 'the way it is'.

that is nonsense.

1 comment:

gang stalking said...

Do you ever feel like you could dream or think your way out of this? It just seem so messed up sometimes, like falling into the twilight zone or something, and my real realm dimension is someplace else.

I liked what you said about spreading the blood around, too true. If you get everyone being a Snitch, Civilian Spy, everyone corrupt, everyone trying to destroy everyone else, then no one notices. It's just like a family where they all abuse each other, like in your example.

I also liked what you said here.

[quote]thier seems to be alot of this with targets. part of the campaign is to bring the target down in varied ways. "she's not so special " would be one of them. its really the core of gangstalking. to make the target feel totally devalued.[/quote]

Devaluing the target, that's why they destroy our stuff, psychologically just try to keep us down. I wonder if we were functioning, what would we be doing? What would we be writing? (I also wanted to write.) What inventions would we be creating?

Again at times like this, I begin to wonder if there is not more to the targeting than what's on the surface. I know we can identify the overt surface reasons, but I begin to suspect there are a lot of none overt reasons, that would be hard to articulate, or almost impossible to fathom.

They make sure society scoffs at anything not physical, spiritual and otherwise is ignored. I wonder if there isn't more to the types of people we are, and this targeting?