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Thursday, December 16, 2021

An Amusing Story and Good Advice/invasion of personal space is now in theory a major tactic being used in my area be on the lookout

 Amusing story happened this evening. However this story is representative of something that's happening way too often and this is just an extreme example. 

Is it happen stance or desperation on the part of the power structure all we can do is theorize. 


Going to my local supermarket where I'm friendly with the staff. Don't cause any trouble on good terms. Purchased items on the phone with somebody hang up the phone went to go out the exit to go to the drugstore next door to buy something. Upon trying to exit the door from the self-checkout going towards the drugstore a male about 30s maybe was standing in the hallway after the exit door the first one that opens automatically as I go to exit and I have the right away he rushes me at the door to try to get in he's not wearing a mask thank goodness I was still wearing mine he's literally nose to nose with me and I'm not moving because if you didn't know this before now you know I don't move I'm not moving not at this age and not carrying a backpack and I've been a backpacker since 2006 even without my pack on I don't move why should I have the right of way there's one thing that even my enemies can tell you I am stubborn and I'll dig my heels in and defend my territory. It's just the way it is in my family very territorial I was told that from a very young age and it's one of the weaknesses that's used against me frequently by anybody that has an eye for that to take advantage of and believe me it is used against me a lot because it's a very deeply ingrained part of my nature it's probably genetic.


So I turned to this person and say I need to get out repeatedly because I'm not moving or stopping and so the person has to go to the extreme right side of me of course that means they're left to get in they're pissed off about it so they're rambling and ranting and raving which is the mental instability part of it about fuck you who are you I'm going to get you outside and all these sort of threats with these mumbles. So I follow the person back into the store and I turn around and go I don't care if you lost your stuff it's not my problem and who am I that's neither here nor there all I'm here to tell you is that when anybody is coming out the door and has the right away you don't rush somebody at the door especially if it's in somebody older carrying groceries. So if you watch the store video and the manager did guarantee me that it was on video and that I personally had nothing to worry about and of course I always go to the manager after these incidents as I've been doing for many years especially since I was framed in 2016. Because believe me this kind of aggressive assault was happening in the first 3 years after I was framed during the statute of limitations with a frequency and with an outrageousness in the scenarios that has to be seen to be believed. And one day you the public will see it but not until I finish collecting and documenting and filing.


It seems like the same outrageous oh my God this can't be a coincidence kind of stuff is happening once again. However the staff and the management distinctly told me that this does happen around the holidays and in the summertime when it's hot when people get pissed off which I can understand that's another weakness I know gets used against me cuz I've heard people mention it in conversation that they know damn well that people get agitated in the heat in the summertime so TI's you've got to watch out for that kind of thing cuz they know that you get aggravated in the summertime if the heat bothers you you see all these weaknesses the theory of GS you've got to know what your limitations and weaknesses are because believe me they know what they are in theory.

So the scenario is I'm coming out a guy rushes me I go in and tell him don't ever do that again and put your mask on and he's mumbling who are you fuck you who are you fuck you repeatedly repeatedly and then how he's going to get me outside and lay me out outside and I basically told him not with my family it'll be the last thing you do and then I just walked away and I filmed him and his car and his license plate of course he drives a hooptie. Then of course I went in and discussed everything with everybody who was a witness and people had already vouched for me by telling management there was something crazy going on and I made sure I showed them with the guy looks like cuz no one has ever seen him before including me and he's going to be watched if he comes in there again. So if this isn't coincidence and he's a fucking clown well he can keep his ass out of this place cuz this is a one-time deal for his ass because they're going to be watching him from now on because everyone agrees that he could do something crazy again cuz he's obviously unstable. I of course have been dealing with this shit for years on end especially being a traveler I know how to stay calm articulately tell somebody how it's going to be and how it is put them in their place and calmly walk away that's what you get when you're 50 years old life experience it's something you can't buy on a shelf.


That's another thing older TI's and especially nowadays this generation the younger people they're very ageist even though they claim ageism is something there against they really are just like our parents if you're a gen xer they cannot stand anybody who is older than them with gray hair they really really can't stand us and they are very disrespectful to anybody old so the demographics also are changing in these areas in the cities and along with that the lawlessness is here because of this new administration and the danger you need to watch out for if you're older is that they're going to try to use your aging and your weakness against you by having young people mess with you all the time along with I think what they're doing in theory is there trying to make it look like it's under the heading of all this random violence lately. Which means they're going to do a bait and wait they're going to get you triggered they want you to have a fight and they want some kind of violence to ensue or they want you to be scared or they want something to happen then it'll be covered underneath this headlines lately with random violence and nobody's going to think anything of it and nobody's going to care because everyone's desensitized because of all the crazy random violence and the smash and grab with the jewelry stores and shit so this kind of surprise assault is going to get crazier because they can hide it underneath the random violence with the lawlessness going on because of this new administration's policies so it's something you got to watch out for.

No as some of you may know I have this blog and I have a sister blog Wordpress. Haven't written in that one in a while because of difficulties with the new owners of wordpress I'll do a post on that but I'm going to be leaving that forum pretty soon they're completely irresponsible. As you know the other blog is a specialty blog on MK ultra mind control etc related subjects to the gang stalking theory and it's specialized it's only for a certain population of those that are interested in gs theory and as you know my mother is a documented radiation experimentee and those experiments are connected to MK ultra and as you know many of us suspect that this whole thing has been taken over by private contractors because this way there's no accountability you can't apply for a Freedom of information act and find out what's going on like you could decades ago. So the reason that my mother is a documented radiation experimentee is because both her parents are US Marines and she was brought to an army hospital in Massachusetts she was born in Bethesda Maryland and brought to a hospital to shrink her tonsils and they use radium suppositories and radium treatments and of course it didn't work but that was what they did with the radiation experiments and as you know I've told you that she tried to go to during Clinton and 95 the class action lawsuit and she dropped it for reasons of her fearing for her life which she'll probably never admit again so my mother has a US Marine sticker on her car as well so having this in mind the next part of this tale is quite intriguing.


After I finish filming I walk in to talk to someone in charge who knows me and I know them I'm known to them and as I approach employees and the person in charge there's someone who seems once again another mentally unstable person this time it's a Caucasian male in his maybe 40s or 50s who's speaking to the manager about how there's too many birds outside and it's going to cause disease and how you can get rid of the birds and as the managers patiently listening to this person he talks about how you should use police lights to get rid of people and to get rid of birds outside because there's too many druggies outside which I actually have never seen sometimes there's homeless people in the park that drink in the summer and I think that's about it there's nobody around in this area because of winter time I haven't seen anybody though I'm not here that often everybody's gone and the park is really just full of people from condos and people with kids and stuff the park is used by families I don't think there'd be druggies around for very long in this area cuz the family people and the condo people wouldn't put up with it. There is a problem with too many pigeons and there's a huge rat problem which I'm sure they'll get to eventually on the plaza property there's holes everywhere on the ground and so when you have too many rats and you have too many pigeons yeah I'm sure that can be a premise for something happening like disease but I think most people know not to eat drink sleep or walk through areas that have signs of contamination or infestation. So this guy is a little off the wall and his suggestion of using blue police lights to get rid of people outside that don't belong there as well as pigeons what he said to him was oh you know blue police lights it scares everybody right well you should use that to get rid of all the pigeons outside. Just to be polite because I wanted to get him away from the manager so I can talk to him I interject and I go yes there's a rat problem outside too the guy turns to me and aggressively says there's too many rats around there's rats wherever you go their cops and their lawyers and of course we know at that point that he's not a reasonable person I guess he could be considered opinionated and negative but he's manic and he's ranting. The guy doesn't look homeless he doesn't look crazy he doesn't look like he's on drugs he's pulled together he's just looks like a frazzled asshole and he probably is mentally unstable but he looks like he's pulled together he doesn't have any signs of being homeless also by the way. I politely pull out of the conversation realizing the person isn't a reasonable person and proceed to wait my turn to speak to the employees and finally the guy leaves and I turn to the person I want to talk to and go look I have something to show you because I want him to see what the gentleman looks like who bum rushed me at the door and I also wanted to be known that I didn't do anything wrong because of course I'm always in danger of being set up.


So the same guy that was saying use the blue police lights you know how it scares people to get rid of the pigeons as well as ranting about being US Marines which I highly doubt if this guy was in the Marines he got discharged very very quickly because he's fucking unstable I know military and he is not one of them you would not believe the amount of people I see claim they were US military if they were it was for like a month and they got rid of them immediately. I highly doubt if this guy is Marines believe me I know. So remember he's talking about how blue police lights scare people and he's also talking about how he's US Marines take note of those two things then when I approach the manager after we get rid of this guy he comes around again he also is not wearing a mask just like the gentleman who accosted me at the door and he approaches me when I'm showing the video to the employees of the gentleman who accosted me at the door and says oh is it somebody homeless I'm homeless let me look at the video and once again invading physical space trying to get right up near me thank God I had a mask up and I said no it's not anybody homeless excuse me I'm talking to someone and he went away.


Now keep in mind the comment about being a US Marine the comment about using blue police flights to scare people and the comment about is it somebody homeless homelessness now I'm a houseless traveler activist have been for many years but of course I'm working off of a completely different system than home bums and shelter rats I'm working off of The Traveler system as well as I'm working off of what's called the shared economy I'm out there trying to do something I have my affairs in order we all know that there's a difference. But still homelessness was mentioned homelessness was pushed and the guy does not look homeless also he wasn't wearing a mask neither was the other guy that accosted me space invasion was used him trying to get right up near me without a mask the other guy getting right nose to nose with me invading my space without a mask. Also the blue police lights when the guy left who had accosted me at the door trying to get in the beginning of this entire situation of which I was showing the employees and the people in charge the video while I was filming that said video after I was accosted at the door when the guy is leaving in the video to go to his car he's obviously oblivious of me filming or he's just too scared at that point you can see clearly and hear police lights and police sirens at the edge of the plaza at the opposite exit for no obvious reason police showed up with their sirens and their lights on at the exit of the plaza after this happened to me while I was filming and I don't see any particular reason why they were there or what the hell they were doing but of course those are the police lights they're supposed to scare people I assume?


This is a lesson in seeing a pattern but doing it in a way where you understand how intelligence works how psyops works and how psychological warfare works anchoring sensitizing pavlovian psychology and the abuse of it in these games. Always look for patterns and study neuro-linguistic programming and you always want to look for associations and similarities in your own life that are being used against you mirroring all of it Street theater all of it all the old cointelapro stuff all the psyops stuff all of the abuse of psychology pavloving and especially and just the dirty games at the dirty tricks department plays this is how intelligence works.


And you have to do it in a way that makes sense so that you can fight back and make counter moves you cannot however become clinically paranoid and start being messy. This is what happens to people that don't have a knack for this kind of thing that know how to sift through the bullshit and find the stuff that actually matters and of course that's what's used against you when you're a targeted. They know you have very good language skills maybe they know you have very good powers of observation so theoretically they would use that against you. The point is to intimidate you psychologically and of course the typical GS making it all look like it's random. And what better time to hide aggressive actions like this then at a time when there's random violence?


Another thing is that space invasion has been a huge pain in the ass lately I posted about that but I haven't seen desperation this heavy since 2016-17 and 18 into 2019 and after the statute of limitations ran out the insane scenarios dropped off and being shadowed dropped off but so did people being afraid of me I assume or what I was going to do legally.


You know just today I wrote over messenger to an acquaintance of mine and I met in the county jail when I was being held pretrial when I was being framed and I told her that I have vowed to go back to that jail system and that state and expose it and clean it up because it's a mess and everybody in that small town is being totally exploited because there's no recovery the guards are sleeping with the prisoners it's a small town and that is the worst county jail other criminals have told me that they've ever seen as well as guards. They're completely irresponsible and they're crazy and BAE systems owns the town so what the hell do you think is going on of course. So I can just imagine that maybe that messenger text somebody might have gotten a hold of that and they just didn't like what they read but who can tell. I also told her that there needs to be accountability oversight and transparency and they're absolutely is none in the state just north of me where this happened because there's no watchdog groups and there's no law schools and major colleges and ivy league universities to watch what the people in charge are doing. Well it doesn't matter what happens to me and it doesn't matter how many times shit like this occurs I'm still going to do what I vowed to do.

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Whether it's now or 10 years from now or on my deathbed if you don't pay then maybe your grandchildren will have to if you're not embarrassed then maybe they will be I don't know I don't give a fuck however long this takes. It is my obligation to report what I've seen and change it that's what I do that's what I'm on this Earth for. As well as I'm also going to make sure that the laws get changed I don't care how much of a mess these clowns are going to make in the next 4 years that's why we have a US Constitution if you're afraid of Biden and company don't be my mother and everyone like her was afraid of trump I could say we could be afraid of Biden don't be afraid of any of them. You have a US Constitution and a Bill of Rights and a state by state legal system for a damn reason because the forefathers saw these clowns coming down the pike hundreds of years ago and that's why this is set up the way it is like no other place on this planet America is the best game in town and still is for all of its faults.


I'd love it if there was a perfect Utopia where it worked off of some communal system we could all get along but you know what even if you found something like that and you made it work somebody would come along and ruin it so guaranteed that there's never going to be a perfect system but a system where you have protection from abusive power checks and balances and recourse is probably the best system and that's what we have. The point now isn't to try to fix who's in office it's to try to make sure our system that guarantees us the things I just mentioned stays in place fuck who's in office.


I'm not afraid of trump I'm not afraid to Biden I'm not afraid of any of them I'm afraid of them taking away the system that protects us and gives us recourse which is of course what they want to do probably the power is it be as usual.


So the laws will get changed to make sure that this never again happens to another woman who has nothing who's just writing a blog and you don't like her opinion or you want to teach her a lesson or put her on her place or anybody who has a dissident opinion. It was far too easy to frame me so either they didn't follow the laws and for that everybody needs to be punished and exposed or there needs to be laws that get changed or new laws to make it so it never happens again especially to a public person on the internet.


So the problem with most people who are activists that are involved in a coin telpro type system in theory of course is that they don't realize they're in it and they become clinically paranoid distraught aggravated and of course they kill you with stress in the end don't let them take years off your life learn how this works come up with counter moves and always stay in control and film film recording document everyone all the time. Expose and file go through proper channels it's what they don't want you to do.


Example of disinformation to screw you up is conspiracy theories like when they start going crazy with say the 9/11 conspiracy theories for instance and they start using all these numbers like saying that nine and 11 equal this and this is the date of this and if you add all those numbers together you come up with 9/11 and all this crap unless you've studied numerology and you're a mathematician I wouldn't start messing around with trying to figure out the meanings of numbers I'm a math retard. I have like a sixth grade education in math the only reason I understand anything is because I've had to buy things and survive and buy food and I'm an adult now so I can kind of understand how it works I also come from a lot of ancestry where we're traveling merchant trades people so I understand the value of things but I don't do well with the abstract theory of numbers of course this is also probably used against me who knows LOL. 


So unless you know what you're doing with math the last thing you should be doing is listening to conspiracy theories where they bring you down this endless road that leads nowhere and to the darkness of this numerology lesson with conspiracy theories that's one kind of disinformation another one is associating things with other things when they have no real association you can become clinically paranoid doing something that's stupid. But you've got to pay attention to is the stuff that actually makes sense.


In theory what people would want to do to somebody like me is of course they want to invade my space I'm not vaccinated so it's going to be almost like a threat with a deadly weapon. But nobody really sees it that way directly other than the person who's on vaccinated. But essentially they're using covid as a deadly weapon if you catch it you're probably going to die which is another reason I filmed the guy because if I get covid he's going to get contacted by the CDC and I hope I can put him in jail because he's not wearing a mask and he's in my face on purpose.


This is the third time two times tonight and a person jogging by me the other day that I've had people without masks getting my face and then act aggressive about it. But I would expect nothing less from the system because they're desperate and what a perfect way to scare somebody or try to actually kill them and this is what these assholes do don't forget these pieces of shit want results by any means necessary and they're ruthless. You've seen the case the eBay case in with the native couple right? Well the people that did that didn't work for eBay they were outsourced people who come from the intelligence field and they were working outsourced you know working for eBay not for the company directly but they're working for eBay as intelligence people and they just went too crazy with it went too far and got caught well I noticed that case went away really fast of course it did they don't want you to see how it works that it does exist and that it's connected to the intelligence world and this is how they do things and that case was really crazy if you look it even just a newspaper clippings is crazy if you look at the legal paperwork documented in the case it's extremely crazy this shit that they got up to to get their way to get their mission accomplished it's totally crooked it's deceptive and it's totally illegal well welcome to the world of gang stalking as well same thing.


So don't put it past them to not try to kill you off or try to intimidate you because you're not vaccinated with really aggressive invasion of your physical space with people that aren't masked. Now lately there's been a lot of invasion of physical space such as your walking and people just seem to wait for you to get near them and then they get in your way on purpose well I guess I could keep a camera on me at all times and when I get sick of it lately I'll put on the camera and walk around the store or walk around and film cuz it's been really outrageous in the past couple of weeks.


Also remember that usually I go inside some place for the winter but because the establishments I go to are being greedy this year trying to make up for covid losses last year and the year before I haven't gone inside any place permanent yet and I think the system might be pissed off because when they get you in one place and they have your routines down it's easier for them and your job is to suffer of course it is to make everything easier for that lol.


so what better way to try to get somebody to go inside faster so you can get them in one place and get a system down around them in one location as you usually do in the winter then to intimidate the crap out of them when they're outside?


So this is an example of what you need to watch out for is lately it's been space invasion I don't know if anybody else is getting it if you're in the Northeast area you might want to watch out it seems to be en Vogue right now with the perps in theory of course, lol.


But it's also getting really aggressive and that's because they can write it off as random violence or Christmas craziness or that's because everyone's gone for the holidays and there's nobody to see how crazy it is there's no oversight who knows or because there's not as many people around to do mobbing they have to be more aggressive with the people they do have to keep the ti under control? always test out your theories it's okay to theorize even about being a TI generally because remember this is all just theory. The second you get any legal proof or recourse you go to a lawyer and you get legal counsel and you go after people. Because there have been people that are targeted individuals that have collected evidence they had the money they had the opportunity in the means and they collected evidence and went right after people and they won. So for legal reasons and for your own safety always put this down as theory but when you do get enough evidence that's solid get a lawyer and if you have a case go go for it because I am and I will and I would.


So you see the difference between disinformation and conspiracy theories on the internet where they take loose associations and try to tie them together and they don't really work and the example of what I've been saying in this particular case where it's obvious that there's probably a 75% chance this is all bullshit from the system. What are the chances that after having a lot of obvious blocking of my path lately that this person is just waiting outside the door to get in they're playing with their phone they wait till I come to the door they barge in I don't move they get pissed off they threaten me and I simply tell them don't do it again film them and then go to the employees and the people in charge to make sure I cover my ass. And as I do that there's another guy without a mask who's crazy talking about US Marines and blue lights and that's exactly what I just experienced for no apparent reason while I was filming the guy that first accosted me and again the same guy that was talking about that also talks about homelessness as he tries to without a mask invade my physical space. It's pretty easy to see a pattern of the system going really in the aggressive extreme to try to freak me out.


But that's also that it could be random happenstance the chances are really slim but it could be that's another way you have to stay sane with this system is you have to make sure that you always consider that you could be wrong the way that people lose their minds in these games is that they give in to thinking too much or being afraid or giving up or thinking it might be easier to just give in to society's opinion of this stuff which nowadays is just really horrible they've taken away just a lot of exposure that we had before and a lot of good standing that we had and they're making us all look like we're potential loan shooters if we're conspiracy theorists and were being totally drowned out by identity politics it's really bad but I believe we will make a comeback because covert warfare and covert ops isn't going away and neither are we the people that fight back and won't give in.

I won't be intimidated.


So you always have to make sure you keep a level head stay in control make sure you think about what other people are going to think and by the way other people can make up whatever they want see I have to think to myself just because the employee sided with me to my face and told me that was all on film it doesn't necessarily mean that they're going to privately discuss amongst themselves that I was an innocent victim and that I'm completely competent and saying for all I know they could be discussing that I'm completely fucking nuts and that I don't know I'm at fault or something else or that that guy shouldn't have done that but I'm crazy anyway who the hell knows and basically who cares that's another thing you can't give in to opinions because if you're looking at a group of five people that work in a store or whatever it is one of those people might be an on-board per an infiltrator just like activists talk about cointelpro you don't know who's in that Circle and they might guide the discussion or they might guide the perception of a targeted individual in the community.   

And then you have people who are part of the public that don't know what's really going on and they're just believe whatever they're told these are the zombies in the video game in the background do you know what I'm saying when you play video games and there's zombies always coming out I know I look at my partner's video games and I'm amused all the time there's always some background character that are just like zombies that are walking around and they're in the background and they're like not really what the game is about they're not really what the first person is hunting in the game that they're playing but they're in the background and they're in the way and they're constantly roaming around in the way you have to shoot them to get through the area to get what your real Target is. Well you're common person who's your average citizen is kind of like that zombie in that video game they're in the way they're constantly everywhere and you just have to get them out of the way constantly while you're trying to do your job and go and deal with the real person that's the problem. Which of course their Force multipliers for the people who do know what's going on it works very well to get them to do shit by proxy. But you've got to remember that they really don't matter I know it's hard but they don't matter because whether they want know what's going on or they don't it doesn't matter they're not a serious threat just push them aside and disregard their opinions. Because people like that the second that you make a major victory they have to change their opinions because their opinions go according to what they're told by authority or whoever they're scared of that's in control and once you make your victory that will change another words say that I go and do a complete legal thing with my frame up and I get complete results that I want and laws are changed and I get exposure and maybe say that I had a lawsuit or something how would they have a choice but to change their opinions? I know it's mean to call people sheep but you kind of have to look at it that way they're basically guided and hurted and they really aren't a big deal even though it's a pain in the butt to deal with because they do get in the way everyday all the time because they don't know what the hell is going on or they're scared to death of it happening to them.


well if you're still reading this and you're still fighting after all these years if you too became a victim after 9/11 in Earnest if you're still fighting and you're still saying and you're still out there then it's not your job to pay attention to them because you're kind of like a soldier and a war they're kind of just civilians running around screaming in the background is the bombs go off you have to sort of ignore them you're here to fight the enemy directly and you are outgunned outmanned out resourced you don't have Intel you don't have knowledge you're going blindly against feeling against the walls and the dark and you still succeed everyday and this story is just another story of how I aceduation and I have a system in place that is full of counter moves and counter tactics. And it doesn't matter what people think or say it's documented on the video of the store I reported it to the people in charge witnesses vouch for me even before I showed up and I recorded it myself and now I'm putting it on the blog.


So I win. The only thing the system can try to do is to do what it did back in 2016 which is something I wasn't aware of and when I became aware of it during the frame up this is why I do what I do this way now. In 2016 the system was trying to build a bullshit case load or reputation or something against me by having people piss me off freak me out harass me and do horrible things to me of which I have video of some of them on my YouTube account connected to this blog. And even though I always went through proper channels I always meant to management they tried to make it look like I was a troublemaker that the police had to be called like one instance at a Goodwill where I had to go to the manager because one of the employees was so disrespectful I filmed it it's actually on my YouTube account and they thought they were going to get away with having the police come after I left for no reason at all I didn't see anything I didn't do anything wrong and it's on video for Christ's sakes me talking to the manager I recorded it and they still tried to make it look like a trumped-up bunch of bullshit that there was something wrong with me and I'm in troublemaker which doesn't even make sense.  they actually tried to put it in one to the one of the email cases in court would you believe that they actually tried to take that incident at the Goodwill and put it into the courtroom at one of the Court cases in Massachusetts for the email where I was framed by a cyber stalker who sent those emails to authorities under my name? But I've been told that when a prosecutor doesn't have a case he tries to destroy your reputation and he goes after your character which is the only recourse he has which is exactly what they were doing but it was unbelievable to me that they would try to do something like that.


Another thing was that something stupid happened at a McDonald's and I reacted in a normal way for a typical Bostonian who had been victimized and I wrote something on the side of a metal plate in a magic marker and it was like a race an hour later by one of the staff literally it was magic marker on a metal plate on the side of the building and because my lawyer was full of shit she told me to go with a charge of malicious destruction because that was only two and a half months in jail if I didn't do my community service and stay out of trouble for a year opposed to tagging cuz if I failed tagging is like two and a half years because of the gang affiliation. Well I thought she was doing me a favor. Little did I realize a few years later when this happened they were trying to make it look like I'm dangerous and violent because there's a charge of malicious destruction on my records! 


Along with the bizarre Goodwill thing which is nothing to do with emails and the video I have in my YouTube clearly shows me talking to the management about a bad employee which was not require the police to be called and if it's the police were called how come I wasn't notified ever.


So while the frame up was happening I forget where it was it was like one of the courtrooms he's sitting there looking really desperate because he knows this is wrong and he's sitting there talking to the lawyers going well guys Melissa's destruction could mean that I crushed a paper cup in my hand that could be malicious destruction and he's looking at me while he's saying that and I think he's looking at me going lady you know nothing about the law you're completely ignorant of how the real world works and I want to get the message to you because I'm a righteous judge and everybody in here is a complete on the take snake please wake up and realize that they are totally trying to screw you and that the way that the law thinks is different than the way reality thinks and you have to learn how this works because they are going to railroad you.


Well I kind of got the message when he was looking right at me saying I can destroy a paper cup in my hand and that could be malicious destruction. Lol. I think I got it that this entire thing is just total character assassination and trumped up bullshit which of course is the definition of what? Coin telepro you got it it's amazing that this system exists in its present form in this day and age. But that's what happens when you have most likely private contractors doing stuff and doing covert operations opposed to the government where there's oversight accountability and transparency with a Freedom of information act request. so for those of you that are so down on our government and for those of you that are trying to get rid of our government at the behest of corporate funded fake activism probably is well as China etc the government is actually accountable to people there is transparency and they're probably the only entity left protecting you from the international massive Bahamas that are doing all this shit to people that are targets as well as to the American public generally.


Is there a reason that billionaire Ellen musk is starting his own 5G satellite army and without any say from the public about if it's okay to destroy the night sky if it's okay to put out that many satellites even scientists are complaining that his satellite company system is interfering with scientific research being able to see the skies at night astronomers are complaining the government and the scientists and all the things that work for the people are actually failing because of billionaires like him. That's what you have to watch out for. And that's why modern day coin telpro is so feasible because if it's done by private companies with people that have all this money and power paying for it how in the hell are you going to know? It's not like you can send into foia request.


And that's why their only recourse is to make you sound crazy put it down as delusion or then start making it look like everyone who's a conspiracy theorist is a lone shooter or something stupid. Because they know damn well that if you made sense to the public and told them who really runs the world they live in nowadays and that these games are a lot more feasible now that it would make sense to them. I don't think the public are stupid or that their sheep I think they're just trusting they don't know what the shadow system looks like that runs their world and they're asleep. But once you show them the reality I think they would be very capable of understanding what's happening.


Which of course is why it's so necessary to get rid of anybody with a level head who keeps on fighting that won't be silenced and as you get older if you're a TI I'm sure it's just going to get harder but also what you have going for you is you have natural authority you have life experience you've been doing this for so long you know how to stay in control so the only thing they can do is just get more and more desperate and crazy especially during this random violence patch.


So I would watch out for anything that can be hidden under the random violence I would watch out for what I call vaccination warfare which is if you're not vaccinated they're going to have people come up next to you and I don't think they're just doing it to try to scare you as a TI I think they're trying to make you sick and kill you which doesn't surprise me.


And you have to watch out for invasion of space and people getting in your path when you walk it's almost like the message is you're getting old aren't you? In other words we're going to get in your way because you're not as quick as you used to be and you don't matter anymore and you're aging and you're getting isolated from the public and your opinion doesn't matter because you're not good looking and no one's going to listen to you everything they do that seems like a small thing in a pattern especially if it makes a pattern it's to make you of course it's behavior modification it's to change your perceptions and your behavior but the small things they do believe me they're all either Trojan horses or their containing big huge bombs that are going to just destroy your mind and your determination if you're not careful if you don't stay vigilant but not hypervigilant which is unhealthy, and if you don't immediately recognize this stuff and come up with countermeasures and expose it.

I think the other threat as we age those of us that are older is to do extreme and violent things even if they're not directly violent because it's supposed to reflect everything in the newspapers about random violence and as you older of course you're going to think oh I don't want to be victimized by random violence I'm not as quick and strong as I used to be how am I going to defend myself you get tired of being afraid or you become afraid of physical violence well of course they're going to become more physically intimidating as you age because that's something that you start to worry about as you age LOL.


there was a period of time before all of my internal programming if you read my other blog of course was stripped away there was a period of time where in the early days 2008 9 where I noticed distinctly people either talk to me calmly to gain information to use against me or they were instructed specifically you can tell to stay arms length away from me now even in my old age I'm pretty big and I'm much more athletic than my mom was cuz of my dad. And my lifestyle is physically demanding but age they're going to use it against you. But just remember when you were young it's obvious they were instructed to stay the hell away from you because somebody somewhere must have known that you were physically capable of some damage. And that's another thing they often do the inverse when you're older as conditions change they change. For instance when I was young and beautiful I got a lot of harassment and gang stalking from people that were extremely ugly mentally ill very crazy really bad teeth really fucked up looking because of course that was to scare me that's scary when you're young and you don't have any acquaintance with this system and you're new and you're young and beautiful still so they attack you with ugliness.


As I became older and still try to keep up my appearance of course in the last many years it's been nothing but gorgeous women walking in front of me young girls with gorgeous full heads of hair girls with cute outfits like I used to wear of course now that I'm becoming old and ugly they attack me with youth and beauty.


Remember always when you read about the Stasi the part that you can distinctly read right there about one of their tactics was to make sure that the victim of the Stasi always was disappointed in life. It's right in the documentation of the history of the Stasi that they wanted the person to live a life of disappointment. And that's a direct quote from the Stasi instruction book or manual or historical writing of their tactics. This is why TI's will notice that they take every victory away from you.


As you many of you know my mother had a medical event recently and of course I'm a hero so I'm over there all the time in the beginning helping and now I'm over there frequently trying to still keep helping with my mother's situation and I'll do that for anybody I believe was wronged by the system she's the original Target of course and that's only a theory and I like a lot of people I've seen these people are just not as equipped as my generation as well as I am to deal with this kind of thing so they need to be protected. It's not easy that's another thing I was warned about years ago early on in the beginning by women who were my age back then the elders in the ti community of which I am one now and they were after 9/11 they warned me that they will try to get TI's to fight with each other to break you up so you can't work together that was a major warning in the beginning and it's definitely true because this is the most high stress position anybody can be in because there's no vacations and you don't get to be safe and unlike somebody who's in a high stress battle situation and the military a lot of times you don't have brothers in arms you don't have actual weapons you don't have any training you don't have any instruction and you don't get no damn medals or even any acknowledgment.


So after years of stress and being abused of course people are going to be difficult try to be understanding of someone if you think they're targeted especially if you can't say that to them directly and you're trying to help them.

You might be their only hope or a link to reality still.


My point was is after I leave my mom's house in the last month or so I now have to be careful that after I leave a safe environment like being inside or my mother's house or a relative's place I get just hooked all over again the minute I walk outside I mean they want to make sure that you realize that when you come out of a safe environment you are not safe anymore outside.


No also I have to take into consideration which you should too if you're targeted changes in key positions of power in government local and otherwise. We all know that the presidential administration has changed in my state a lot of the mayorship as well as the governorship is now going to change and you have to pay attention to that you have to pay attention to who's in charge of the CIA Homeland security you have to pay attention to a lot of key positions of power because when those change your luck might change if you know what I'm saying.


Years ago I could predict if I was going to have an easier time or a harder time just by all of the different changes in leadership of one position in government a major one that I won't mention because it makes me sound paranoid but it always came to pass that when a bad person was in charge of this particular key position of power my life was hell when somebody halfway decent or maybe connected to people who had a favorable view of what I'm doing was in charge my life was easier


It all depends on who your friends are who you connections are who your family is who sides with you who wants to get you justice and who doesn't. Just because you have smooth sailing for 4 years or a few years or in a certain location doesn't mean it's going to last for all I know I'll be 80 years old and accomplished everything I set out to do and somebody could get into office where that's the person where they just get me and that's it's over there's no guarantee of safety ever and when you have a false sense of security that's when they get you good.


Try to enjoy the holidays whatever your holiday is but also realize that there's always a wolf at the door in theory of course LOL.


But you've got to try to have a life do the things you want to do and try to also take care of and protect the people that you feel are worthy of your care and protection and advocacy because if you don't do it nobody else will for yourself and others. Another thing about being houseless is people nowadays see us as the bottom of the barrel because of course humans aren't capable of real equality so they have to pick on us because they can't tell tit and watermelon jokes anymore at the water cooler, so there's a buttload of antsy homelessness out there they got to blame someone. So would you have to remember is that actually houseless people have a really low carbon footprint think about it we basically live in a communal environment and we reuse everything but of course no one's considering that. I'm obsessive about my recycling and I'm obsessive about repurposing and secondhand stuff because I want to sleep at night and die with a good conscience and that's just for me. but whenever I see a piece of trash of course with covid and consideration if it's safe to recycle it and it's on my way to recycling why wouldn't I just grab it and do it it's kind of like saying it's not your problem but if it's not your problem then whose is it then. This is the communal attitude of shared responsibility that our world does not have which is why a lot of us don't like the PC system in place and it's total bullshit especially if you have auntie homelessness. If you're down on homeless people you know that their system of social change is complete bullshit because it's flawed and that just ends it right there with it being a perfect system.

So it's kind of like the same the ti community or with people that need help if it's not your problem whose is it?

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