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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
DISCLAIMER: 
Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Tuesday, October 29, 2019

Much Verbal Negativity Lately

"She's just a nothing from Waltham".

"She belongs in a hospital somewhere".

And a few other unkind remarks directed at me by jerks. Where is this coming from?
I can understand a smear campaign but outright ignorance?
Maybe that's part of it.

In theory of course. 🤣

And people still thinking I can go live at my family's house is so ignorant as well. My family are mostly all dead and we have no more family home. Anything left to me has been taken and hidden by my family most likely and it won't be missed anyway.

More life I was denied and missed while on the road traveling since 2006. No one ever made a great effort to look for me either . A guy at a pub in St Louis in 2008 said to me "if someone can't be found, then it's because people don't want to look that hard", as in they don't want them found.

I know what I am doing.

Most people don't even understand the full situation or what these blogs are about.

A local woman who runs a chain business a few months ago exclaimed "Don't talk sh*t about me on there" (the blog or internet I assume) in her heavy local accent, though she is nice to me in many ways, it's disturbing to be surrounded-almost imprisoned by a sea of the ignorant public.

 It's predictable considering her level of undstanding of what my project is and her probable sources of information.

She had to be guided by people who probably understand more accurately what this blog is about. Thus, the general public can be used as force multipliers in smear campaigns and harassment because they're simply ignorant and they're being guided by people who know what's going on.

Do you actually believe that a person who's on the average level is going to understand what Mk ultra is about? Maybe some can. Your
average person's understanding of MKUltra is like them understanding the Mona Lisa in a color-by-number coloring book format. That's about the extent of the understanding you're going to get so that's what I'm dealing with now for some reason in the past 3 years my blog has been brought down to the level of the public.
 Just like .. I was framed involving levels of society that usually didn't interfere in what I was trying to do because their job is more local and has little to do with this level. so I suppose throwing me to the peasantry is probably what's going on knowing that they'll just rip me apart cuz they don't understand.   I suppose that's  a pretty brilliant and practical move because like I said how are they supposed to understand this, they think it's just something bad and negative and I'm just such a horrible person which is utter b******* of course.

It sucks living in this globalist world of 'mob rules' or more accurately-they are allowed to believe they do.

Giving spy equipment (personal technology) to the masses was the single most destructive and stupid idea anyone has ever had. But...it's fulfilled an agenda of those in power that took much longer or much more effort or more brutal actions throughout history.

It just...sucks that's all.

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