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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
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This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions. Thus the 'candid' expression, poetic license and marketing myself as product or character. This is NOT a journal or diary.
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Friday, May 24, 2024

Vid: Design Manipulation of Consumers/Predictable Consumer Behavior

How Brands Use Design & Marketing to Control Your Mind

"ABOUT: 
Design Theory is run by John Mauriello. I'm an industrial designer and adjunct professor of industrial design at California College of the Arts. I have done design work for some of the biggest brands in the world, including Amazon, Logitech, Motorola, Qualcomm, Kohler, and dozens of up-and-coming startups."

Vid: Smear Campaigns (Including Being Framed)

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YouTuber doesn't allow embedding outside her channel). 


The Sociopath's Smear Campaign Top 7 Lies They Spread About You

Vid: Reactive Abuse-How People Are Manipulated Into Reacting to Abuse Over Time




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The Narcissist's Most Sadistic Abuse Tactic: Reactive Abuse

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I've been dealing with this for years and didn't realize it or it's effect on how it can destroy a Target's reputation even health over the long term. 

Individuals can do this to us, family members or handlers. Even systems in place can 'bait' someone.

Wednesday, May 22, 2024

Vid: Tween Transgender Surgery Human Experimentation

Interview: 13-Year-Old Forced To Transition ('sex change')

Monday, May 20, 2024

Vid: Trans Male Speaks About Persecution of JK Rowling By 'New' Trans Community

We Need To Talk About JK Rowling


YouTuber ABOUT:
"I'm a transsexual man who was born a biological female. I transitioned 31 years ago to live life looking male. This means I am a FEMALE who lives as MALE, and now I'm bringing you the truth about this what is going on in the trans community! Join me in protecting children from harmful gender ideology and medicalization, and spreading the word! Love, Buck"

Thursday, May 16, 2024

Vid: GANG STALKING TRAUMA: The Power Game (Támara Hill, MS NCC CCTP LPC)

 

GANG STALKING TRAUMA: The Power Game | Psychotherapy Crash Course 
 YouTuber ABOUT: 
"...My name is Támara and I am a Licensed Psychotherapist, international & Board Certified trauma therapist with 14 years experience treating families, adult children, parents, children, teens, college students, and adults. I train, teach, and offer consultations all around the world. *Topics reflect my personal and professional experience. While I respect the research my field has done on human behavior, "text-book" psychology has no place on this channel..."

Monday, May 13, 2024

Vid: Dealing with Emotionally Immature People-(Dr. Lindsay Gibson)

Dealing with Emotionally Immature People (and Parents) | Dr. Lindsay Gibson, Being Well Podcast

Friday, May 10, 2024

Why You Should Watch AIR CRASH INVESTIGATION

(there is a noise that sensitive people might need to be aware of in many episodes of this TV show.  There's a sound effect used seemingly to build suspense that sounds like an old model bell telephone ringing. Whatever method used to layer it into the audio tracks, it is somewhat subliminated. The sound effect can be very annoying and distracting. I try to tune it out and be aware. If it's too irritating just fast forward through. It seems to be present mostly in early episodes.)

Air Crash InvestigationMayday and Air Disasters are American-Canadian television programs that are available in many places like Smithsonian, Paramount Plus, even YouTube. Sources online claim that these titles are simply different countries versions of the same show but I've found they may be focusing on the same investigation cases but each show has a distinct way it presents it probably to suit different demographics or cultures. 

Air Disasters seems more focused on the investigation process and NTSB personell. It goes over the accident simply as a source of the investigation. The narrator is American and narration keeps things serious and focused. The background of the acted out scenes are  kept dimmly lit which seems to give your mind more ability to think and focus.  Emotion is kept out of this version alot more than the others which makes it easier to focus on the investigation not the accident as tragedy or the individual human dramas. I absolutely can't stand crime shows where the victims families go on and on and they have to give a background on the individual. It wastes time and it takes focus off of the investigation. In this version of the show you can fast forward through it because it's so sparse. 

In contrast Mayday episodes on YouTube seem to focus on the accident itself, human costs and drama instead of the investigation and it's process. I noticed the narrator has maybe a slight British accent, a somewhat high nasal tone and there are details not focused on in Air Crash Investigation. 

I wouldn't waste my time with Mayday unless you've already taken in Air Crash Investigation and simply want different versions of the cases. Youre not going to get anything out of Mayday as far as conditioning or retraining your brain to think more clearly. 

It began in 2003 and there are new episodes as recent as 2023. 

I've found the Air Disasters series from Smithsonian the most useful. If you can get it On Demand with no ads that's probably best as there's no interruption in content. 

Viewing with closed captions (CC) on is helpful. Somehow it maps out better if you can read as well as watch and hear. Most televisions nowadays allow you to change the color of the closed caption back frame as well as the text and even choose a font that might be perceived by your brain a little better than the standard black and white. 

Air Crash Investigation

https://m.imdb.com/title/tt0386950/?ref_=ttep_ov

I hate using Wikipedia but...

Wiki page that explains different names and history of program

https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_Mayday_episodes

There's also many decent YouTubers who are legit licensed pilots that go over airplane and helicopter accidents. I've enjoyed the channel PILOT DEBRIEF lately. 

https://www.youtube.com/@pilot-debrief

YouTuber ABOUT: 

"My name is "Hoover". I served 20 years in the Air Force where I flew the F-15E "Strike Eagle". I also participated in an exchange program with the USMC where I flew the F/A-18D for three years. After retiring from the military, I spent a short time flying the CE-560XL for a Part 135 operator, and now I fly for a major US airline."

The value of this type of  content is that we now live in an era where science has become biased and everything is politicized. The powers that be are ensuring the public stays confused and as we know have been being basically terrorized for decades by various means.

The crazy making that's now been normalized  should be familiar to every person working with the GS and TI theories. If anyone sees through today's deceptions it would be the TI community. Anyone who's had to learn to stay calm, learn to play The Observer and keep an eye towards logic and common sense in the midst of their reality being altered understands the value of cold hard facts. 

In the current environment we live in, factual information seems threatening to the official narratives or to Left wing woke agendas.  That's why it's so important to learn how to think clearly or re-learn mental freedom. 

Theres a lot of value in these investigations. There's many concepts that are used to explain why mistakes are made. 

I  began to notice that concepts similar to what's  been used to influence our reality in the past ten years through media are mentioned in the tv show and by YouTubers. One example is  CONFIRMATION BIAS. 

 The crash investigation content calls this by name and clearly explains what it is and how it effects pilots. However, this same concept has been used in the media brainwashing agenda that seems to include discrediting even villainizing all conspiracy theorists. 

It became obvious that agendas are now co-opting and misusing such concepts to sound smart and make their viewpoints seem ultimately correct. A cult like truth everyone must follow. 

If you read the link explaining what CONFIRMATION BIAS actually is, you realize that the claim conspiracy theorists or anyone looking into theories are just 'trying to find facts that suit preconcieved beliefs is incorrect. Actually anyone who isn't willing to look into alternative information are the ones suffering from this. 

People who form or look into sensible legit conspiracy theory or alternative facts or versions of something do so because something compells them to seek more information or alternative information. 9/11 is a perfect example of this. Regardless of how many red flags are raised or inconsistencies are sigjted or how many solid experts and professionals point out these things many people simply cannot move on from the official narrative that's been set. Even if all these things were to simply compell the public to ask questions not even make judgments it's still not happening. 

That is whats so refreshing about any good investigation show. They have to solve the mystery and find the truth even if it takes money, time, resources. They are motivated to find out what really happened. Every amazing aspect of the human mind is put to work. In the case of 9/11 the motivation seems just the opposite and we are encouraged to sleep walk through life for the past 23 years. 

The beauty of this series is that it's an investigation that will not cease until they gets the truth and it spares no one and leaves 'no stone unturned'. It's not a cult or cabal or culture or influencers trying to brainwash you into believing something or not believing something and if you don't do as they say you'll get 'cancelled'. 

That's what makes this show healing, educational and very useful for redirecting our minds into a place where facts are valuable again.  It takes things seriously, methodically with respect for facts. 

There are of course a few investigations that there are conspiracy theories about such as the episode about the 9/11 Pentagon alleged crash (I skipped it)  and various others where people on the program or the internet claim there was a cover up (if you search for any of these accidents online you can find either new updated investigation findings or the alternate theories or information that leads people to speculation about cover ups) but most seem to be straight forward. 

The program does indeed coddle and cover for the airline industry regularly which can be frustrating to watch but it's understandable. It's as if the show has to ensure the public aren't afraid of flying after watching such content. There are some episodes that rally for the victims of the crashes and point out the wrongdoing and even show how passenger's families took matters into their own hands and finally got justice or lawsuits etc and then some other episodes seem to really sort of brush off the responsibility of the flight industry or lawmakers but generally it's pretty fair. I'm not watching it for studying law I'm watching it for the investigative and fact finding and being taken step by step through the process of that though considering legal issues arising from the accidents is also interesting. 

As for myself and others I've shown this to I won't ever fly in such a machine again but my attitude has become that unless I have wings or an ejector seat, fly suit, helmet and parachute- I'm not flying. 

You can plainly see these things are death machines. Especially compelling is the episode 'Ghost Plane'. That right there just sent a message: we don't belong up there.

If you notice on many re enactments of the accident itself or content of cockpit audio recorders, the pilots last words before impact reflect their realization that they do not have control, never did and they're sense of safety was an illusion all along flying in a man made machine that artificially carries humans into the skies for flight. The most common word is "No!". This is a word humans learn and overuse when they are two years old. It's difficult listening to it as the last word of grown men right before impact. 

Another thing to consider if you binge watch this, some episodes replay the accident reenactment ad nauseam-passengers screaming etc. It's as if the production company has to pay for the money they use to create the reenactment and get their money's worth out of it. Just fast forward through it if it begins to interfere with following the investigation. 

Some episodes don't show terror of passengers. There was one where all the passengers were Hindi/Indian and it did not show a re-enactmemt of passengers but simply showed all of the passengers just fading away off the plane upon impact.  Perhaps it had some correlation to respecting cultural or religious beliefs.  

The recreations of the accidents probably from forensics using what looks like CGI is amazing. There is always actual video  footage and news footage also. 

Keep in mind when you're watching this show that a lot of the photographs or photo IDs of the pilots in the reenactment  are actually of the actors playing the pilots. Probably out of respect for families of the deceased.

Sunday, May 5, 2024

CLINTON BODY COUNT- Titus Frost documentary vid

Former college professor provides proof that peer-reviewed papers from academia may not be legitimate resources (reference all of the college published papers in the last few years 'debunking' gang stalking)

Former Professor Explains The Woke Takeover of Education ft. Peter Boghossian

Gen X and Gen Z together finally to discuss 'woke' backlash. 

Being of the same generation as the professor I understand his amusement he expresses as well as his experience with publishing bogus papers to see if they would get published.

Hackers were a popular thing when we were young. Companies often hire hackers to test the security of their systems. 

Gen X has always had a natural inclination to try to get around systems, test them, hack them, destroy them and also create new ones. 

I think our mix of being very much in part very strongly influenced by our WW2 grandparents then the heady days of our parents youth-challenging authority and the establishment then the punk music era etc is why he seems to be quickly putting together, reasoning and then deconstructing then laughing at how much common sense and logic simply don't exist anymore. His young podcast host doesn't see what I clearly understand as part of his generation: the laughter is ultimate cynicism not amusement. That and a deep wounded sadness over how the world is going so badly when Gen X genuinely believed that we could complete our parents dream of 'changing the world', adding the stripped down gritty reality of Punk and ultimately we saw the potential of the internet and personal technologies (think the hand cam movement that caught Rodney Kings beating. THE PEOPLE began acquiring and utilizing technology not given gadgets like nowadays simply to be connected and support the corporatocracy). 

He does seem like a bit of a loose cannon but that is often necessary as a maverick can be motivated to get annoyed enough with the system to hack it to prove it's corrupt. 

I've posted before referencing the recent slew of papers published by college connected people debunking even vilifying gang stalking theories. I pointed out that academia in the past had either gently and I'm suddenly supported us or at least had the decency in the class to not debate the issue or engage to take either side. Occasionally maybe once every 5 years especially during Obama you would have an article from a newspaper with it's clearly about and sold like the New York times or something like that and they will have a small article about gang stalking and they would try to debunk it or make it look like it was a dangerous conspiracy theory or theory at all. And then a bunch of people would chime in or write commentary or send the newspaper letters or complaints saying how ridiculous it was that you're not even doing a proper investigation or using scientific method or anything like that to prove or disprove your claims about these theories. And then the people writing such articles would go quiet for a couple of years and then another one would pop up and they would get squelched by tractors either people that were involved in the conspiracy theory community or people in academia disproving of basically propaganda against people in the ti community. 

But never have we ever had people in colleges actually publishing articles that try to somehow make it look as if they're using collegiate resources processes thoughts as well as anything involved in academia to write scientific type papers addressing gang stalking. It's nothing but propaganda but what's shocking is that they have the audacity to do it utilizing the power of a college and institution in order to back it up and make it look legitimate. I was shocked by this however looking at the stuff that's coming out now with the wolf movement you can see that those papers are clearly part of this entire problem. Paper is like those that I'm referring to trying to discredit or vilify say conspiracy theories like gang stalking are probably the seed or the beginnings of this kind of thing that is exploded or grown into what we see today where people are writing absolute garbage and getting it peer reviewed in published so firstly that makes everything much better for us because we can clearly now Trace those papers. Secondly his testing the system as an academic himself and doing it properly using the proper requirements that you're supposed to get to have the papers published actually prove what a lot of us were saying is that they're not using the correct criteria to publish such papers. 

He's basically shown with his credentials and his skills and his education and knowledge what I was simply stating because I knew that those papers weren't right and he has proved it. Because when he talks about the requirements if you notice if you listen carefully to what the story that he's telling about the experiment that him and his associates did on this packing basically hacking the paper writing system to test the system is essentially what he's doing which is a very Gen X typical thing to do so he's talking about how you're supposed to do this and that and use this kind of method and you're supposed to try to show that you can disprove the theories instead of just claim that they're crazy etc he's showing and talking about all of the stuff you're supposed to have in order so that you can write a paper that does indeed disprove this person's theory. Well all of those gang stalking college published papers over the last five to seven years don't have any of that they're just scare tactics and propaganda and those came out after a slew of loan shootings especially the Las Vegas shooting and there was so much totally irresponsible propaganda even coming out of the guardians. And now that's died down because the pandemic and what culture and protesting and writing and crime have taken up people's time and imagination as diversion. 

But what he's basically illustrating is that the same system that was used to write this intimidating propaganda to destroy say our community of people that come up with theories over time with experience or talking to each other or whatever even though we don't have peer-reviewed papers or degrees actually a lot of TI's in the old conference calls with freedom from over harassment had degrees and they were engineers and navy people and Air Force people and people in the army and millionaires and which is interesting that that whole thing got destroyed as well as a lot of activists targeted and framed in 2016 so this entire thing with the propaganda constructed properly to prove that the gang stalking theories were not legitimate or do you even established their claims that they were dangerous it was just part of this entire bigger operation it seems to just destroy the ti community and anybody talking about gang stalking. But the focus of this video is more the takeaway for us is that here this guy is testing the very system that was writing those crappy propaganda papers. And another thing that people should take note of which I have written every time I write something about one of those papers that I find is that and this is my two cents worth if you notice the timing once again it's right around the same time that all of the colleges were either being recently sued or harassed by the Obama administration to make changes for their agenda and then right after that the Jeffrey Epstein scandal were a lot of colleges and people involved in academia or blackmailed or got in trouble for associating with Epstein and his bigger network. 

So the timing is coincidental but it would make sense and then you can see from there how academia had slowly been infiltrated by people that had more of an agenda for now this woke culture indoctrination takeover system then anything else. 

The challenge now is to not be forgotten about challenge now is to become reborn like the Phoenix and to really have hope in people like this and activities like this or I should say actions against the corrupt system that use the proper methods to prove that their system is not legitimate it's corrupt and they're publishing lies by simply using a system to pump out propaganda or information that isn't properly constructed. Because even without a degree it certainly clear to me or anybody else who's any good at deduction at all or even common sense or logic that you're supposed to have a scientific method as well as a proper criminal investigation method so how can you actually make claims about a theory where someone's being targeted for whatever reason without doing a proper investigation on a case-by-case basis? To make a paper that comes out of a institution claiming to be an academic claiming to make a paper using the proper methods and then having it peer reviewed and having that have weight to it therefore using it to intimidate people simply by saying that the gang stalking theory is not true and the people that write it or come up with it or write about it or dangerous is the height of propaganda and corruption and now you can see the system has completely gone to the most full degree of that. So what they have done to us should actually be noted instead of us having suffered the damage from it and now being forgotten about. 

Clearly this man as well as other Mavericks who are part of that academic system are clearly proven that you can take b******* publish it use it to intimidate people make crazy false claims and get away with it and your average person will not know that it's not credible because it has a higher education affiliation and it has an academic's name on it. Well I don't know about anybody else but I feel totally validated and I want to thank the s*** out of this professor and the hope that someone from my generation gets by seeing a younger person host such a person as him. It seems that the younger kids are coming out in a backlash and we've been silent and quiet all this time because that's what Gen X does I think now it's safe to come out and maybe these kids need our guidance instead of the kids right before them and all the way back to Gen y who simply did not want to listen to us and totally did not respect our opinions at all. I have to say that the millennials some of them were agreeable but Jen why was obnoxious to us and the Gen z kids or whoever was right after the millennials have been horrible I mean I personally have been harassed on trains and everything else just for looking like an older white woman even though it's clear that I was homeless at the time and trying to do my laundry or something with a card I mean these kids do not care who they attack they keep on switching sides and they keep on hurting the right people they claim to be protesting for depending on which protest they attend. The same people that attended BLM protests a few years ago who use the n word now at the Palestinian protests against security and other people involved that are there they just don't care it's like the last video that I published it's all about them not the cause and we have to defend ourselves because what you're seeing now is the end result of what was done to us when this first started to get out of control a couple of years ago. And I'm glad that some of these young people are seeing what's going on and they're getting sick of it and they will not be intimidated and indoctrinated. When we were young people called us slackers because we didn't take action and protest like they did when they were young but that's because we knew the futility of doing so from watching them do it or watching them do it when they were young and then when they were in their 40s during Reagan and everything changed in society and AIDS came about all of a sudden they got conservative very quickly and started to play catch up with their lives like the party's over and the Disco is all closed now so we knew that protesting every single little thing like our parents might not necessarily be the best way to deal with things. So it isn't that Gen X doesn't take action or that they're slackers it's just that we kind of sort of hide like a chameleon and change colors with the leaves and then when it's safe to come out then we come out and take action why would you bother to take action when you can just wait for an opportunity like a snake to get your prey when it's easier to conserve energy and make a strike that actually counts? 

What this guy has done is definitely an effective strike. 

Vid: Race Grifters-Woman Offers Expensive Anti Racism Courses

 

"Smiling Is Racist"

The one thing I love most that I noticed that a lot of people maybe are not noticing is the fact that this person is talking s*** like this and offering these courses while she's laying in bed. I will say it again the woman is laying in bed but she wants to be taken seriously as a professional or to be taken seriously at all. Even I know better than that to present myself in that manner while trying to have an authoritative opinion on anything she's laying down in bed.. take note.

Saturday, May 4, 2024

Vid: The Death of 'Third Places'

 

Why You're Bored and Lonely: The Death of Third Places

Friday, May 3, 2024

Protesting has become more about protestors than the supposed cause

https://www.foxnews.com/video/6352211519112
 
Protests are becoming more about protest and protesters than a cause. 

(Jesse Waters Primetime part 1) Jesse Watters: This campus protest movement isn't helping anyone  

(Jesse Waters Primetime part 2)
This is a serious situation: Cornell professor


"Fear the Trash Can Shield" was priceless 😂 

And yes I do find it disgusting considering what people like me have had to go thru over many years by actually sacrificing my entire future and my life for raising awareness of a cause. I also wasn't too happy about thousands being raised for patriotic frat boys who can already afford to go to college when it took me being framed 3 times in 2016 for someone to care by providing sponsorship. 

That shows us this is, has been and continues to be just distraction from real issues and mishandling of resources on all sides. These kids and naive adults are either being manipulated to help in accomplishing this or they are benefitting from it.