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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

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Saturday, April 2, 2016

Now I Know Why I Was Warned To Leave US In 2012-Targeted To Give Up, Conform- No Freedom Left In USA

Its like a total fucking police state but no one sees it.

Mon-Fri most cities and towns are psycho managed so that I can't think straight, function as an activist or even retain any sense of true Self.

On weekends it becomes very obvious that something is severely wrong during the week and that becomes most evident onnfederal holidays.

Its like its become a totally false reality and somehow the system being used now thats in place can accomplish that-Mon-Fri from approximately 6am-12 midnight Monday-Friday.

And I cannot BELIEVE the amount of common everyday people in on gang stalking harassment. When the system finds out a Target is in the area its like 80-90% of the human beings you will cross paths with from the time you wake up until you go to sleep.
Its fuckin insane.
And in most cities and towns the system now knows in advance before a TI arrives not the variable time frames I experienced from city to city or town years ago. Only a local shelter sticking to the law for fear of a felony charge didnt tell locals I was in town and so I had a few days of normalcy-only that woke me back up to realize what was happening and I wasnt truly going crazy or had become so immersed in the GS system that I was drowning to death so suicide looked like the only way out.

It also seems that a TI is monitored much more closely than ever before. Like they can hear everything a Target says even to ones self. Thought patterns seem monitored. Music in most stores immediately becomes like psy ops radio-tailored to the Targeted Individual.

Its like Ive been permanently abducted and live in a controlled lab and not in America on planet earth.

And Im definitely being treated like a terrorist or public enemy number one. Like Bin Laden or the like.

The attempts to entrap me are ridiculous and police seem to be able to just do whatever they want.

I may as well not even ever have started to fight back with activism when its Mon-Fri.

Its like all Ive done and fought for over the past 15 years is meaningless.

The brainwash through INTERFACE doesnt fuckin stop-everything from thouhts to feelings that cant be controlled-Im being convinced that I cant win and that what I know isnt important anyway,

That it doesnt matter to anyone.That no ones listening to me anymore anyway. That what Im doing doeant matter.

I see now why I was warned to get out of the USA 2012.

I can't even reach my true sense of self or have a natural continuum of who Ive evolved into over these years time.

It's horribke.

To never have existed...until Saturday. Til Monday morn.

2 comments:

  1. Hi,

    I have started assembling some descriptions of experiences and strategies to deal with this situation of psychological warfare. A very early draft is hosted at http://TruthToPowerS.org.

    If you have time, I would appreciate your feedback. I also have more content on my blog at htt://inandoutofthebox.net/blog that will be added to the later draft, which I will edit and organize more carefully for public release.

    You can also "like" (follow) the Facebook page at https://www.facebook.com/truthtopowers.org/, where I will be posting updates and other information that may be useful to people who aim to keep thinking for themselves in this situation of psychological warfare .

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  2. i am listening. try to get politically active. you are so needed right now. Try Libertarian party and Lobby for us. For Exs http://www.votesnotforsale.com/

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