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2026 UPDATE ON VIDEOS:
PLEASE BE AWARE THAT AS OF 2026 I HAVE TAKEN DOWN ALL VIDEOS THAT SHOW MY FACE. THIS IS DUE TO ADVANCING TECHNOLOGIES IN OUR WORLD BUT IT IS ALSO DUE TO MY GROWING RESPONSIBILITY TO AGING RELATIVES AND MY DESIRE TO PRODUCE MEANINGFUL WORK THAT WILL SECURE MY FUTURE FOR THEM AND MYSELF. KEEP IN MIND THAT THIS BLOG WAS STARTED IN A DIFFERENT ERA WHERE BEING A CONSPIRACY THEORIST WAS SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE. For many years there were a few attempts to discredit the targeted individual community, such as infrequent, lone articles published by unsavory newspapers. However this was always met with resistance as well as a continued desire from many powerful factions such as academia to keep our community in a gray area. This is most likely due to the fact that back in those days academia had not been infiltrated or influenced by things like students being indoctrinated and then being used as armies against adults and institutions as well as other sordid things like the Jeffrey Epstein scandal. Educated and powerful people knew damn well that this situation is completely feasible. That level of society understood that we are victims of torture especially being aware of the exact nature of abuse of power opposed to the general public's vague impressions that they barely sense that they're being oppressed by in their daily lives anyway. Especially if it's connected to human experimentation or the theory that MK ultra is being continued under private contractors all these years academia and the powerful of all people would understand the levity of the situation. PEOPLE COULD NOT BE CANCELED AND DISSIDENT VOICES COULD NOT BE SILENCED SO EASILY. SOMEONE EXPRESSING A VERY ALTERNATIVE OPINION WOULD NOT IMMEDIATELY BE A POTENTIAL THREAT OR A DANGER TO OTHERS DUE TO CONTENT. SINCE THIS BLOG WAS STARTED, CONSPIRACY THEORY CULTURE HAS BEEN VILLANIZED AND WORSE CO-OPTED (EVEN THOUGH IT SEEMS THAT THE LEFT AND THE RIGHT POLITICAL PARTIES BELIEVE NOTHING BUT CONSPIRACY THEORIES AND THERE'S NO COMMON SENSE OR REAL POLITICS GOING ON). THERE'S SO MUCH CONSPIRACY THEORY GOING ON WITHIN POLITICS THE PROBLEM IS IS THAT ANYBODY THAT'S A REAL CONSPIRACY THEORIST THAT'S LOOKING FOR REAL ANSWERS OR THE TRUTH IS NOW BEING LABELED A PROBLEM BECAUSE SOMEHOW CONSPIRACY THEORIES ARE ONLY SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE AS LONG AS THEY FIT IN WITH...POLITICAL POLARIZATION?
 IT'S JUST A DANGEROUS TIME. I WILL ALWAYS PRODUCE WORK ON THIS BLOG UNTIL I AM INCAPABLE OF DOING SO OR UNTIL MY BOOK IS WRITTEN.  SINCE I WAS FRAMED IN 2016 IT TOTALLY OBLITERATED MY AUDIENCE BASE. I HAVE TO WORK REALLY HARD TO GET THIS THING BACK. MY PERSONAL LIFE HAS BEEN INTERFERING FOR THE PAST 10 YEARS AND THAT IS ENDING NOW.. HOPEFULLY I CAN MAKE THIS BLOG WHAT I ORIGINALLY INTENDED IT TO BE AS WELL AS I CAN FINALLY COMPLETE WHAT I STARTED DECADES AGO AS A WOMAN IN MY THIRTIES. NOW IN MY '50S I WOULD LIKE TO COMPLETE THIS AND MOVE ON. 
 
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Please be advised that this written work is theory. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs, this blog can only be considered theory. In future if legal recourse is made available then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled criminal action.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my competence based on this produced work even those allegedly working for me or on any legal cases on my behalf will be sued or charged with activist/dissident intimidation and/or whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by myself, family and support system. 

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Friday, June 19, 2026

 I'm getting really sick of this bullshit lately with trying to prove I'm fucking mentally ill. I don't know if new people are in office or if something's going on or if somebody got new information or somebody made something up and someone's believing something or if the rules have changed I don't know what the fuck the deal is but nothing has changed for me. I was framed in 2016 I am not fucking nuts and I'm going to write my book and I'm going to clear my name it's as simple as that and you can keep changing the fucking rules with every new administration and every new mayor and every new governor and every new police commissioner and police chief and everybody who's in office and out of office and every new company that comes in and comes out and every new billionaire and every new cause and every new agenda it doesn't really matter for me. 

I really don't care if the rules change and if the game changes nothing ever changes for me. I'm doing the same thing I was doing 10 years ago. Trying to write two books and clear my name from being framed and take care of my family that's about it. That's the same thing I was doing in 2008 for Christ ssake. 

It doesn't matter if you keep changing things around it doesn't matter if for 5 years I get left alone and I'm totally tolerated and treated like a queen or treated like I'm totally normal or coddled or have my butt kissed and then the next 5 years I'm being chased as if I'm enemy number one it doesn't fucking matter to me don't you people understand this shit. 

I'm not nuts I simply have a really good fucking legal case against a bunch of people. And lately all of a sudden it somehow easy to act like there's something wrong with me and I'm ddangerous. The only thing that makes me dangerous in this area of the country is something I heard a girl on the phone at planet fitness downtown where many years ago I could hear someone over the phone talk to the girl at the counter and I heard the person of the other end of the phone say these exact words "she can put a lot of people away". 

Maybe that's why I'm being harassed because you want me to put people away or maybe it's because you know I couldn't put people away and that's your main concern and you want a neutralize me Don't you get it that that does not fucking matter to me if it did I would have fucking come forward and either told you to fuck off an unknown uncertain terms or I would have fucking come forward with some information if it suited me to do so. 

Don't you get it this is bigger than your stupid local yokel nonsense and by the way if you really want to put people away why don't you use all your motherfucking stupid anti-terrorism shit and fucking put the actual criminals away assholes. 

You're letting drugs in here You're totally letting international criminals launder their money through putting up all these fucking buildings where people can't afford to live in mass and cass is a complete mess . You're selling people drugs that'll fucking kill them nowadays and on top of that you're allowing stuff like leptosporosis from rats to fucking meet people sick and make it look like they're mentally ill when they're actually really fucking sick with a mammalian fucking zoological disease I bet that's something you didn't realize that I fucking know well I'm going to do an entire fucking video about it. 

This place has become a globalist fucking shit hole and the people that are doing this can't wait to destroy Massachusetts and they already have. That is what I care about and what the fuck you did to me back in 2000 and fucking goddamn too when I moved into an apartment and thought I was going to get to finally go to college after all those years and I ended up fucking having mold destroy my brain ruin my lungs give me permanent neurological damage and fuck me up for life because somebody actually told me it fucked me up for life and it did and nobody helped me fucking nobody. In fact you assholes harass me until I signed out a fucking court when I should have gotten millions of dollars for the damage it did to me. 

I'm never going to let this fucking go ever and you can fuck with me all you want and you can keep changing the rules and acting like I'm nuts oh my god her father's dad somebody who gives a fuck if my father stab somebody My father is a motherfucking LSD casualty. I didn't take loads of LSD in the fucking '70s to make me a schizophrenic you morons. 

I received this really stupid fucking email from my dumb fucking aunt. Do I really actually liked but she was a snob I didn't say she was wealthy and had class I said she was a fucking snob. She was one of these women that hasn't executive as a husband and he protects how crazy his wife is I've seen this a million times with rich kids when I was younger in the drug scene around BBoston. You have some kid that wants to become an artist and his father is fucking berating him constantly and screaming at him because he wants him to go to Boston University and get a fucking degree in business. With the kid is totally fucking delusioned with life because his mother has a split personality disorder when he goes home he doesn't know who's going to be talking to. But the family hides it and the father fucking hides  how crazy his wife is believe me I've seen this before with rich people. 

You think I didn't recognize it in my aunt and her husband? 

And these are people with real money not local small time early '70s yuppie snobs. 

I love my family members unconditionally because they're related to me. remember I am a very base and nature-based person I have a really strong instincts especially genetic ones. 

However if my aunt is going to send me a horrible email that accuses me of being crazy like my dad and then turns around and fucking berets me and harasses me and gives me all kinds of crap for taking rides from strangers and traveling around the country when really she doesn't realize I'm just being a traveler which is a totally normal lifestyle and that's just her fucking opinion not reality, I'm going to fucking ignore that. And I'm going to try to make a relationship with my aunt which I did it's not my fault she went nuts and wouldn't talk to mme. 

And it that also means that her fucking opinion of me doesn't matter for shit. 

Just because my dad fucking went crazy doesn't mean that I'm nuts. I didn't take loads of LSD in the freaking '70s hhere because that's why my father is nuts He's an acid casualty Wake up. 

I don't care what people say it doesn't matter I have all of the documentation to prove that I was framed I also have all the documentation to fucking prove that there's something fucking wrong with my entire situation from the very beginning as well as being exposed to mold and having people be irresponsible with my housing and making it so I got sick for life and then making it so that I tried to go to school and the fucking system here that's supposed to put me in school totally blew me off and fucked with my head. 

I even tried to get a job a couple times and they fucked with me. I tried to get a job at a pharmacy store in Brighton and The guy fucked with my head wouldn't hire me wasted my time and then the bitch who was the pharmacy tech fucking helped to steal some of my pills and thank God my mother stepped in and did something about it and I reported it to Mass hell because my stupid boyfriend at the time was trying to frame me for drugs because he was in trouble. 

I have so much fucking dirt on way more than whoever the fuck you're concerned about okay and it's all going to fucking go in my book and you can either fucking behave yourselves and motherfucking have me not names or you can be fucking assholes and I will be a complete and total fucking cunt from the mouth of hell and name names 

You're the one that needs to fucking behave yourselves You're the ones that were letting fucking Jeffrey Epstein slither around the campus and fucking Harvard and fucking run around Boston doing whoever the hell he wanted in here in p-town while I'm fucking suffering and living in a goddamn fucking shelter somewhere or fucking traveling and fucking I'm in total fucking pain all the time and suffering mentally sociologically fucking emotionally and everything missing my family missing out on people dying missing out on my whole fucking goddamn life living out of some storage space. 

 And if you want to say that that's because I'm nuts you can completely go fuck yourselves. 

Just because I go walk around acting as if everything is normal it's called having a normal life. One thing I learned a long time ago from a very wise person is that if you're in a very difficult fucking situation or your job is extremely fucking difficult you have to go out and do normal things dress in normal clothes and be normal for a while and then you can go back to your insane crazy fucking job or whatever it is. Entertainment people know this all kinds of people know this that have extremely fucked up jobs. That's why I walk around and try to have a normal llife because if you're in a very difficult fucking job then if you don't do that you going to lose your mind. 

And I'm sorry but the speech to text really sucks on blogger and I don't have time to write it down on anything else right now and then transfer it. 

So I don't know what the fuck new dumb bullshit bullshit you're pulling oh she's nuts watcher cuz I just get this feeling that wherever I go it's like she's here she's there fucking go ahead surveil the fuck out of me I could give a fuck less. 

Because I'll fucking get out of this net just the way that I fucking swim out of every other goddamn net you tried to fucking put me including that stupid fucking county jail in New Hampshire I can't wait to clean up that goddamn place. Or because I am going to go back and clean that entire town up Don't you think I'm going to? 

The people in that fucking city at the border of New Hampshire are exploited and treated like shit this actually no recovery and they're just exploiting the fuck out of those people just like you're exploiting the fuck everybody down in Mass and Cass and I'm either going to do speaking engagements write about it or do something about it because it's wwrong. 

And I'm sick and tired of seeing all this shit that could be fixed and it isn't being fixed and you're wasting time chasing ghosts when there's real shit that could be fixed. 

It's your system that is so incredibly fucking fucked up. And you know iit

 Go ahead and keep wasting my time and your time Go ahead. I'm just going to keep doing what I'm doing and finally get it done at some ppoint. Because it's all that I've ever done and it's all that I do.

And when I'm done I'll fucking retire and I'll go paint pictures like I was supposed to be fucking doing 20 freaking years ago 

You're right I do have a lot of motherfucking dirt on people and it's all in this massive fucking filing system known as my little MK ultra her brain. Isn't it scary when an MK kid fucking wakes up? Because we know the secret the entire brain is usable The entire brain is a filing system. 

It's all mapped out in my head you can keep on trying to fucking goddamn drag this out so that I get old and you're hoping I'll forget or that I won't be as effective or whatever well good fucking luck with that.  

It's amazing when you want to just go do laundry somewhere or you want to wander around and look at the back of a church or do something or whatever and they're treating you is if you're going to plan to bomb somewhere or something stupid. They just keep coming up with dumb shit decade after decade year after year it just never stops. 

I can't imagine what asshole signed off on this one. 

Oh and I will find the guy that fucking signed the papers to make it look like there was something wrong with me after you sent yourselves those emails to frame me Believe me it's all mapped out and it's going to happen Best of luck trying to stop it from happening because Justice will be done regardless of what you fucking want or don't want. 

Universe works that way keep on trying to alter it Best of luck with that. 

It's kind of like trying to stop a tsunami Best of luck just good luck is all I can say.  

Monday, June 15, 2026

It's Nice to See Decent People in Boston Again

 Lots of nice Scottish people. Kilts everywhere been helping people who are lost in the city with public transport.

Only one bad experience. This morning a girl kept getting in my way and switching her standing position and I had move. Then when I got up she just in the way again. I was coughing and that didn't go over well either so her young male companion said something..I may have been baited amd I fell for it. A cop was waiting at the next station (another sign it's entrapment which is like their favorite thing here in this area including framing me 3 times in 2016 which people attempted to warn me about before it happened back then, using the term 'entrapment' specifically in conversation. ) what I did is made a phone call to someone and describe to them what had happened on the train and the minute that he heard that I was being messed with first he stopped his little buffalo stance of arrogance and he walked away. I'm very disappointed in the transit police in the past 10 years or so because the guys that are the regular cops used to be really really nice guys. The only people that would fuck with me were the guys dressed in black that after 9/11 they had the machine guns and they have the dogs. The special forces MBTA police. The regular police were really nice normal people. But within the last 10 years many have become victims of maga brainwashing which of course is just another form of mind control like the woke on the left both of which are disinformation or they're just straight up messing with people. After I was framed I tried to sleep in Harvard in the bus station you could still do that and they kicked everybody out just because of me and one of them turned to me and said "there's people in here that aren't supposed to be here namely you"  and said something about" it has to do with the governor" which at the time was that man who was a moderate Republican which Even though obviously was causing me some trouble I'd rather deal with him than the lady in office right now. Somehow it was easier I don't know why. 

But yeah when you expect someone to cause trouble because you know that's troubles being caused for them it isn't really that hard to get the result of the person looking like they're causing trouble.. this is the formula that they use in Boston they cause a problem and then they're sit right there and act like the person's a troublemaker I'm getting really sick of this childish nonsense around here. I don't know why you're bothering cuz I'm still going to write my books and blow the lid off this whole fucking thing. And the whole world is going to know exactly how this place works and how disgusting it is. Just this is the area that let Jeffrey Epstein run around and do whatever he wanted while I was sleeping in doorways and living out of a storage and traveling and suffering. Let them be as arrogant as they want because they know they're wwrong. And they know that somebody has dirt on them. So they're going to keep fighting forever and ever and ever especially after framing me they have to just keep on trying to disprove an oppress me and make me look mentally ill like I'm imagining all this crap as if Massachusetts is a wonderful place that's never been corrupt give it a break. 

I fell for this today becuz my expectation was based on all the nice people I met yesterday. So it in theory it was easy to trick me today. 

Remember the people you're dealing with with this theory that you're working with are ruthless and will get results by any means necessary it's very very military or intelligence in nature. That's why they use people that are nasty pieces of human garbage that are compromised to begin with or cause stalkers that are religious. The most unfortunate cases are people who were targeted themselves and gave in to becoming harassers and stalkers in order to stop being targeted. 

No matter what the price and the restrictions on your life, NEVER give in if this deal is offered to you. It's not worth it and you'll be a slave for the rest of your life. 

I have been curious lately about perhaps infiltrating their ranks by pretending to give in and then exposing their system which if you have the training and the ability then you can certainly do that then as it would be a great freedom fighting move. Ive often wondered if one of them could be captured could their secrets be extracted from them somehow but most of us do not have the manpower, connections or resources to do this. It's not like the good old days where the mob guys could take someone to a isolated warehouse and do what needs to be done. Lol..

So dont get baited with  an expectation formed by a good experience with certain people becuz it can be turned on you.

One thing I did notice is that the  NICE Scottish people yesterday were healthy, tall, decent normal people. The backstabbing jerks today were scrawny, short, little cowards and the girl looked like a fucked up person who's been abused. Unfortunately that description is all that's really left in Boston of who the locals are now. Short, fat or scrawny weaklings. I don't hardly see any healthy decent people around anymore which is very telling..

Will keep moving forward..