I hate to say this but at least if there's a corrupt  Guinea  in office at least I know personally that I get a free pass and I'm protected. It sucks that you have to choose between two evils but that's just the way that this place is. It's the way the world is. And I'm running out of place run by corrupt Italian lol

 

Maybe I should just move to upstate New York and be done with it I've always felt comfortable up there and safe I don't know if it's cuz close to Canada for my ancestors are 400 years are from and newfoundland or what it is I don't kknow. It's an option and so is the Midwest I don't love being landlocked My Norman invader DNA gets very antsy when I'm not near a coast after 6 months I'm freaking out because I realize I'm enclosed by land and can't escape. But it's better than my one month limit being on any kind of island. My whale like radar really flips out on that. You know I was on Newport for the summer off and on coming from Providence and I kept wondering why I was getting this weird fucking island thing and I realize looking on the map stupid me it is a freaking island it just looks like it's not because it's connected by highways. Don't even try to take me out to nahant or Martha's vineyard I immediately since the danger on being on an island. 

I think I went to Martha's vineyard once and I think I saw some small graveyard when I was there and it just triggered something rreally ancient in my DNA that basically said that nobody should be living on a fucking island to begin with because it's fucking dangerous with storms and weather and then how stupid is it you actually have graveyards here? Something about seeing a grave on a small island just did something to my DNA I have no fucking idea. 

And then I was thinking how wonderful Hawaii looks every time I watch the old Hawaii Five-O and I looked in a freaking map you guys must be out of your damn minds. You're living on a fucking tiny bunch of little islands in the middle of the vast Pacific do you realize how fucking big the Pacific Ocean is? 

Like from my Norman invader standpoint it's just way too fucking big even to bring ships out there. I know we live in modern times with big cruise ships eends battleship submarines and good communications and I guess that makes it navigatable but it's still insanely fucking huge and dangerous. 

How in the fuck is anybody living on a tiny freaking island in the middle of a huge vast specific. That's totally fucking insane and I kind of understand how you live on a daily basis not thinking you're going to die a minute later from now. 

The Southwest is the only place I'm comfortable other then upstate New York but the Midwest is where people treat me the best. California was nice until they ran it into the fucking ground with that idiot governor that and Fukushima 

 I don't know where to go but I'm getting sick of this fucking place. If I didn't have family obligations here I would have been gone they just destroyed this fucking state and they destroyed the whole NNortheast