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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
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Friday, July 18, 2025

 Ok thanks to all the decent people today and I'm onward with my goals. Keep fighting keep moving forward. 

Wednesday, July 16, 2025

The Burcherie in Brookline MA Antisemitism, Show Up and Support

An Orthodox acquaintance of mine posted that a long standing business in the community had a brick thrown through their window with "Free Palestine" written on it.  

I've gone in and shown support and if you'd like to do the same it would probably be appropriated. Everyday Jews should not be targets of extremism just because of the decisions of political players and others. 


 

When you attack Jewish people you don't even know if they are Zionist or not. There are Jews for Jesus and there are Jews that don't believe in Israel as the consider the Torah to be their homeland not a geographic, physical place. 

Non Jews don't seem to know enough about the Jewish people to begin with which is shocking in this day and age. 

 There's an interesting Jewish woman who sits in Coolidge Corner with a sign stating she's "just another Jewish mother" from the area that supports Palestine.  She gets a lot of argument from Israelis and other Jews. Others have theories such as perhaps a Jew threw the brick to cause sympathy for the cause. 

I used to know an Italian man who was a professor of art retired. He converted to Judaism for his wife. Raised Catholic in the 1950s in the northeast he stated that with Judaism at least one could argue and question whereas in his upbringing such a thing wasnt possible. 

This is a key thing about Jewish culture. To question, argue, debate, rebel, disagree or be a maverick.

My Orthodox friend is much beloved to me as a few instances that occurred he dealt with in a manner more akin to being his own person or dedicated to religion not politics. He's also a terrible maverick, making the Rabbi community very nervous by doing outrageous things like going to get training to be a Rabbi then dropping out but then operating as a Rabbi and writing very dissident articles. 

Of course the community disavowed him but they didn't disown him. 

Ive come up with a deep Conspiracy Theory that possibly there's an effort to destroy every culture that actually believes in something spiritual or has effective ritual or practice especially if it utilizes the godspark in man or utilizes our energies connecting to nature that make us powerful. 

The Pentagon did put out a concept a few years ago that it may be part of their future agenda to get rid of all religious belief or cultural religious bbelief. I will have to find the link at some point. 

Again this is the theory of disconnection is danger but really what this is is a concept to control everything by having a hhive mentality and a world set up that way so everything is interconnected. 

Nobody's saying that the Jews hasn't done bad things or there aren't bad Jews if you wwill who have used power and then hide behind Judaism. But that's every people and that's everywhere. WASPs are much worse criminals they just happen to look better in suits and they hide better. 

There's too many people out there especially kids nowadays that you can convince to throw a brick for any cause it's worse than the 60s because now there's internet and knowledge and people shouldn't be so gullible and everyone isn't being dosed with LSD to make them more easily controlled. 

If it wasn't this cause it would be another one as it was in 2020 people just aren't thinking anymore logically or critically and they're not learning all the information before they too violence for a cause and is the same thing that's happening with gang stalking TTheory.  TI's are talking about seeing people who don't even look like they're in trouble and look like normal people why would these people be motivated to do these things to Target an individuals? In the old days it was understandable because somebody was in trouble on probation on parole they were harassed into it because they were targets and didn't want to be targets anymore so they became gang stalkers they didn't want to do time or be exposed for a crime or they needed some kind of funding and we're desperate for money. The people doing this stuff now are in such high number right now and they don't even look like they fit any of these profiles. 

Whether you have a lot of people that are now fully indoctrinated and integrated into a brainwashing system for the last few years or you simply have a lot of people who need visas to be extended under the new administration I don't know and it doesn't matter. 

Simply stand by what you believe in whatever it is but violence is only going to cause more division chaos and iintrigue. 

As that Italian friend said to me once avoid the diversions.  

Tuesday, July 15, 2025

NIH: An Example of Why Articles Critical of Gang Stalking/Targeted Individual Theory Can't Be Trusted /Are Being Discredited


 I've written about this before and posted about this before. At the end of Obama after the Bradley Manning case and we can leaks seemed to threaten the system (to a lot of us it does seem like the whole thing is manufactured why would people actually be allowed to even get that far with information that wasn't supposed to be released? At the time none of it made sense who knows if it's real or not or manufactured or allowed to happen to cause a problem so they can solve it by making it to nobody can be a whistle blower who knows).

So late Obama when Hillary and definitely during Trump and Biden  especially with the Jeffrey Epstein scandal going on. I noticed that  number of articles and pseudo academia pieces written about gang stalking and Target individual claims or even conspiracy theories being delusion or mental illness or discrediting them seemed to be very prevalent.
years before anybody who respected their degree or their position in academia or as a professional in any kind health field even journalism wouldn't touch this with a 10-ft pole because obviously something is going on but nobody wants to talk about it and it's just easier to let the victims talk about it and they claim to not give them any Oxygen instead of trying to deny them. It would be just as dumb as addressing all of the questions that 9/11 truth and other organizations who actually had credibility put forth about 9/11 instead of simply saying that it isn't true and to trust the official account of what happened. Instead of just putting forth unofficial account of reality such as gang stalking doesn't exist and ignoring all of us they actually had the audacity to challenge us and to say that it's all delusion and anyone that believes this stuff is delusional and crazy and dangerous. That would be about as dumb as challenging 9/11 truth directly and trying to make their members and every fireman and every policeman all over the world and all the engineers etc it'll be like challenging them and calling them mentally ill and dangerous directly. 

Now they've been very bold and actually creating a situation where they can deny everything. 

Here is an example of one such institution that used to be fairly credible that people would trust called the National institute of health. 

They have made themselves look so ridiculous to anybody who is still using their brains to think as well as has any critical thinking ability or any ability to think in terms of investigation and deduction and logic and reason etc etc. anyone else who isn't thinking or going along with the agenda of course it's going to use these articles to try to get in the way of conspiracy theorists. 

Here is one of their articles discrediting gang stalking and targeted individual Theory: 

https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC7178134/

And there's more where that came from. 
now we see clear evidence that like every other purp or everyone else who's involved in gang stalking theoretically is... You got it: IN TROUBLE, CORRUPT OR COMPROMISED, GREEDY OR A PSYCHOPATH. 

 AI results for the Google search has a bunch to say about it:  https://www.google.com/search?q=National+institute+of+health+discredited 

And then this investigation comes up: 
 https://energycommerce.house.gov/posts/e-and-c-republicans-to-nih-is-agency-recovering-all-misused-taxpayer-dollars

They are finally being exposed for embezzlement fraud receiving grants as payoffs which I've mentioned before in my conversations with people as well as on this blog because I've seen it firsthand that someone who was a scientist received very hard to get almost holy Grail type government funding to go on a special trip to South America and all they had to do was dose some targeted individuals to try to make them go crazy and of course that's their specialty to know what psychedelics are in molds and funguses to create such a concoction. 

So this is just another example of the same thing I said I had mentioned many many years ago and this incident I'm talking about with this individual botanist person involved in the sciences that received the grant funding after they did their dirty trick for the dirty tricks department if you will happened in 2008! 

That's the thing about learning about gang stalking targets individual Theory credible long time activists are as close as you're going to get to standardized textbook information because they're not getting caught so why should they change their system? 

The only thing they've done in the past 20 years is change from more of an overt system of being moreover when they make contact with TI's in person because now everyone has cameras on their phones as well as seeming to go from small groups that travel around and fuck with people to more of an East German stasi setup where it seems to be like cashiers or people in public or every single place you go somebody works there in they are a gang stalking perpetrator. Actually it was like that years ago especially in the big hospitals here but you could spot the person a mile away because they look like a gang member or they were very corrupt or there was something very very dark or sleazy about them and they certainly didn't fit in with the other medical staff were actually afraid of them and afraid of interfering with whatever agenda they put forth. 

I've actually seen a few doctors tell off the front desk staff and put them in their place because they're trying to frame somebody who was targeted that was in 2005 at Saint Elizabeth hospital. 

Usually if you can get into the physician's office and talk to the physician themselves it's kind of like getting into the wizard of Oz and getting through all the crap in order to finally meet the wizard. That person has actual power and they can actually be honest with you or do their job or not try to frame you and if they are bad there's a definite red flags because they're supposed to be a lot more responsible than people in the front desk or the people that do the assistance the doctor I'd like to text or someone that works in the office. 

Nowadays it's very East Germany stasi type setup where nice people that seem to be perfectly normal are doing things like the theory of pavlovian psychological gesturing anchoring someone to a gesture and then repeating it in order to control them or cause behavior modification etc. 

The strange thing about people nowadays is they don't seem to be in trouble they seem perfectly normal and they don't seem to work for a private security company so I don't personally know what the hell is going on this is what I'm hearing from other TI's who write me. 

Maybe what's happening is that these people are gaining a lot of confidence because they're being padded and cushioned and protected and insulated by these corrupt people at organizations like the National institute of health who are writing these things and totally denying this stuff exists and labeling it as mental illness etc and delusion so that they think they can just do whatever they want because some stupid place that's now totally discredited but seems credible to the public and should be if it's part of the US government or something that's academia or something from an institution that is credible and no institution is fully credible anymore, but maybe they think they can get away with acting out casually because they're protected now because this stuff is totally discredited in their minds or that's with their handlers have told them. 

All they've done is taking over actions towards a person who's a target of individual and subverted it so now it blends in really well it was a day-to-day life in big cities I don't know what other big cities are like I've heard about the big cities around me locally I have to start traveling again to experience things in other cities by talking to other TIs. 

Why would anybody ever publish a paper or write anything that makes any decisions about any kind of claims such such as the ones made by targeted individuals without some kind of proper investigation?  

Friday, July 11, 2025

Being Careless With Words Can Be misconstrued /New Challenges and Some Improvement

 I've been making jokes lately about my relative who disappointed me by committing a violent crime many months ago. I should not be doing this because I guess it can be misconstrued. I made a joke at a stop light and someone actually thought I was serious so it doesn't pay to fool around especially nowadays when so much is at stake. I suppse.its my way of dealing with it. I was playing around and being foolish in public and if I ever want to publish and be taken seriously I should not be doing that nowadays. Especially if certain people or parties are cherry picking for information or looking for problems to make an issue where there is none. 

My other immediate relative is doing much better and her healthcare team is finally up to par especially to care for her when I cannot do so.  

So there are some positive changes going on at least. 

There's a lot o stress and unsurity now due to having to flee the place I was staying due to abuse by a roommate who is dual diagnoses and non medication compliant. I'm also dealing  with other personal stressors some of which are worse now than before. 

As usual I will persevere and thanks to all the generous and tolerant people who've made my blog and activism possible over the years. 

Thank you for years of support. 

Let's wish me luck on this new chapter.  

Friday, July 4, 2025

Enjoy The 'CLEAR DAY' : Fourth of July 2025

 As usual fireworks displays should be outlawed worldwide for the protection of the environment, animals both wild and domestic and all veterans of war and peoples from wartorn/drone strike area or any area where such noise will cause harm. 

That being said it's been an interesting American Independence Day.

Per usual, the true timeline is revealed for just one day. I feel three dimensional, grounded and clearly defined  There's no noise or low volume sublimated suggestion. Like others have said they experience the real world. 

They've expressed to me there seems to be an absence of drama, undue anxiety, distrust, anger, self doubt or low self esteem. 

All the ideas pushed by institutions since post 9/11 seem unrealistic, unconstitutional and nonsensical. 'social change' social justice and all Marxism and attempts to destroy our constitutional republic seem so out of touch and unacceptable. 

It becomes obvious that without mass mind control, LED street lights (HEV 'blue' light, flickering undetected by human eyes. Some equiped with smart city technology and wifi) and human forces performing daily harassment of Targeted Individuals and the public at large none of the culture or 'social change' or policies would have passed or become part of our reality in the past 20 years. 

 I actually thought to myself how unrealistic it is that I should be targeted at all. I SHOULD have simply been able to say I had some strange experiences, I traveled and saw some strange things and I wrote a blog then wrote it down in a book which supposedly no one is going to believe then I moved on with my life -got a job, a home and should have been quite content with myself. 

So.....WHY should I be targeted at all? It doesn't make any sense and it doesn't seem necessary if I am simply writing a book and moving on. 

Working with the theory of being a targeted individual usually means its life long and often intergenerational. 

That indicates that a person isn't targeted because they are a bad person or have said bad things or used words people don't approve of or associated with people that are perhaps unsavory or have imperfect lives or any other reason. Yet the people doing the harassment somehow make a Target feel bad about themselves. 

This is getting more intense as it feels like areas have micro climates of mind control at least in Massachusetts around metro Boston within the route 495 belt.  

It occurred to me that continuing to target me isn't to keep me silenced or out of society. It's got to be that the most feasible theory of my family being MK Ultra experimentees is continuing most likely through private sector contractors. 

This is why disinformation agents keep using terms like 'the government'. The US government is a massive entity with many seperate departments. This 1960s liberal left thinking is kept alive to keep sucking people into existing in a 20th century reality while the powers that be exist in a 21st century reality. The US govt or portion sof it and our justice system and US Constitution are some of the only things protecting us from the private sector nowadays and people are too dumbed down and kept in past ideologies to understand that. 

Liberal elitist areas keep pushing the same old dead tired civil rights struggles and anti government destructive agendas or worse the anti Trump garbage that is just as much as a waste of time and Q Anon and people on the right believing he's 'cleaning up the swamp' and all that brainwash. 

It occurred to me that I'm a good person and I do the right things as much as I can. That I have a right to refuse bad service by unqualified people and any policies that create a lowered quality of life for me and my family or get in MY WAY of what I want or need to do. 

That this horrible world they've created where certain demographics have to sacrifice ourselves so that others may succeed is outrageous and illegal. That I have a constitutional right to be left alone...and gang stalking in every city and town nationwide gets in the way of my right to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness. 

It was a nice day. There were no gang stalkers around, no one using Pavlovian psychology to torture and torment Targets (in theory of course). I felt I could have gotten years of work done in just a few days if only the environment would stay as clear as it was on this day.  

Then late at night, about 2am on July 5 I looked up from my sleep spot to see a big fat chemtrail going across the beautiful black starry night sky and I knew that the dreaded false reality would appear when I awoke the next day.  

 

Tuesday, July 1, 2025

Mind Control Micro Climates Are Here

 There is a new theory now concerning the changes to our environment. 

Former theories were concerned with things like psycho management of cities and the people in them The targeting of specific groups and individuals using technological and chemical and human forces.      

With the psycho management of human societies, one of the theories is that there are parameters around certain areas that make a border around spcficie areas where the 'psycho management' or influence on that area differs from what's in an adjacent geographical area. 

For instance if there is a major freeway that encircles a metro city area that freeway seems to serve as a parameter creating a border around the city and it's adjacent burroughs and towns. The influence on any land area OUTSIDE that parameter will differ or be less intense even non existent. 

Heavy influence or control over a major metropolitan area with money, power and large populations including powerful  institutions would make a lot of sense for security. 

However  for Targeted Individuals it would be pure torture and these areas would also be high risk for anyone working with the TI/GS theory due to thought control and influence making it harder to fight for freedom or maintain normalcy in daily life. 

The 'influence' would consist of suggestion, emotional regulation or manipulation, jamming of cognitive abilities, memory and induced stress. A general feeling of not living in reality as would be the norm without such influence. 

There is now a new theory that progress in technologies is creating a new environment where something akin to weather micro climates are now being created to micro manage smaller areas of land.

If one experiences changes in environment going through the freeway belt mentioned above now one would experience changes going through just neighborhoods or different sections of a train line of public transit. 

The energies left behind by people, actions, events  etc in any area by living things create energy  that is left behind to be experienced by other living things. Plants and trees actually remember us if we've cared for them or slept near them and acknowledge our return to their area. 
Buildings where men have died and expended massive amount of energy constructing them retain their expenditure. Buildings even retain the energies of those that worked and lived in them as well as seem to become habituated to their use for a specific purpose. 

These are normal daily things that sensitive people or mediums or psychics are aware of. The general public however are not and if they were this world would be a very different place. 

These energies left behind create what we call history. Globalism seeks to destroy the contributions of people in the past and even the existence of living things in any area. 
Globalism and corporate culture are a form of colonization and this is being implemented in part through creating false environments in outside spaces. 

So be aware that one neighborhood or town that once felt familiar to you may now feel different. Artificial..

More or less stress, interference in cognitive abilities, false sense of content, more or less power of the Will may change depending on the area now being influenced to create mind control micro climates.

This could be being accomplished by 5g becoming prevelant in many areas or it could be also due to a technology called DAS being used to modernize communications. Also I've read smaller cell towers are being installed in higher numbers as opposed to the old very large towers being favored. 

We've all seen the horrors that have come from the LED street lights. The changes that have occured in society since they were installed would not have been accepted by the public if not for the influence and hacking that are theorized to be caused by smart lights with wifi capabilities as well as the effects of blue light (HEV light) on humans and animals. Humans arent sleeping properly either due to blue light at night from LED street lights and  it's common 
Knowledge that cults accomplish control over their members through sleep deprivation. 

These lights also interfere with the pituitary gland and I strongly encourage how these parts of human anatomy tie in so much with our connections to spirituality and even the Oneness of life on earth. 

As usual these posts are only for a select population as most humans will not notice or be bothered by these conditions. However a  percentage of the population suffers greatly and must be warned