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Please be advised that this written work is theory. It's theorizing, pondering and amateur research. For legal reasons I state that I have no actual belief in these theories as fact, if I did I would have sought legal recourse. Until that occurs this blog can only be considered theory. If it does then any and all actions PAST AND FUTURE that have been taken against me during the years producing this work will be labeled war crimes under international law and any other legal protections that apply.
I am a writer, an activist and artist. I claim my RIGHT TO EXIST legally under US Constitution and international law.

This is an educational blog for awareness as well as sometimes a telling of candid personal experiences to demonstrate theories as they might be experienced by a person who theoretically is existing under such conditions. Thus the 'candid' expression, poetic license and marketing myself as product or character. This is NOT a journal or diary.
Being a reasonable person of sound mind if I had concerns for my safety or others I would take responsible action for self care as my established medical history can demonstrate.
Any actions taken against me by others questioning my sanity or competence based on my produced work will be construed as activist/dissident intimidation and whistle blower retaliation and proper legal action will be taken against you by my family and support system.

Be warned that no further interference with my production of meaningful work as an artist and activist will be tolerated.

Friday, June 27, 2025

People Using Children and Young People to Cause Injury and Emotional Duress/Bait and Wait' On Local Public Transit

 Keep sending me bad parents that have ther kids falling on me or my companion on the public transit trains or moms with kids in carriages bumping into me or any other use of children and I WILL call child services on them and Mass is a Nazi state with any child protection. If they are tourists they will be spending longer than they planned for here trying to get there kids back. 

As for constantly playing games on the trains im sick of it. If it's not kids it's young adults purposely falling on me or whoever I'm with and some examples have been outrageous.

 

I WILL sue I will get a lawyer for injury just to keep you in court and I WILL call transit police if these games keep up using and abusing MBTA property as well as purposely causing problems and possible injury utilizing willful negligence or premeditation to cause harm by falling on people, mobbing personal space, purposely bumping into people or getting into someone's walking path on purpose when they are disabled or loaded down. 

 I will bother every driver constantly until the T is sick or me and I will cause a fuss CONSTANTLY until this stops  

 Also any train driver that claims they can't make kids or hang on while riding because the parents aren't making them do so is obviously compromised or doesn't want to do their jobs and will also be reported. I'm not playing around.  

Stop using MBTA property and servicees to try to 'bait and wait' people into reacting. I'm not going to react in any way that will cause harm or interfere with the running T facilities or operations. You're not going to get any screaming or any reaction where I look like the bad guy.   

I just informed the last bitch with her sadistic looking husband (both dressed like innocent tourists)  that not hanging on during riding us against the rules as well as I will call child services and SHE WAS THE ONE WHO LOST HER COOL which just proves that we are dealing with bad people and screwed up people who don't care about their children anyway.

You must also remember that I have a personal vendetta which I WILL take out on anyone who fucks with me which gives me a special kind of motivation.

I never had the chance to have any children. Why should you get tto have any? Especially if you abuse them or don't care? And disregard I am especially vicious family female who is never allowed to me and act out her natural instincts and I will destroyed out at you and claw and destroy the first chance I get. 

I highly suggest you use other tactics  


Sunday, June 22, 2025

ma lic plate 9614

 Ma lic plate 9614 special plate maybe livery. I think it has two letters such as a and v or AD. 

Black hatchback hatchback . Had the name of a condo or a business on the side in white colors that were muted under the black car color. "Brookline ???" And it had a city skyline under the word Brookline ???? 

Coolidge corner intersection beacon Street and Harvard Street driving erratically and driving through pedestrian walkway when pedestrians had right-of-way according to the lights. Continue to drive down Harvard Ave towards Allston Boston driving erratically and trying to get around other cars and be in a hurry and driving dangerously. 

 

Police said that they would have to be present for an incident like that or we should have contacted them sooner as I flagged down an officer. 

I'm going to put this on all social media related to Brookline and maybe someone can identify the company and the driver if if you can identify the company and the driver please pass on this rreport the person is putting other people in danger because they are in a extreme hurry

Wednesday, June 18, 2025

People Need To Remember Why This Blog Was Started in 2007

This blog was started in 2007 out necessity as an act of self defense and activism. 

Then as things became more clear  as to what theories may be most feasible it became focused on my very close relative and her being a DOCUMENTED RADIATION EXPERIMENTEE in the 1950s. Both her parents were US Marines and she was given radium suppositories and treatments as an experiment to try to shrink her tonsils instead of the traditional removal of tonsils on children. My relative was only a child when this was done at a US ARMY HOSPITAL IN WALTHAM, MA, USA. 

The hospital is now gone but my relative and I have suffered multiple health issues over the years as this person being female, any eggs in her womb as a child, would also be effected. 

(Just a medical note here: human females are born with a certain number of eggs at birth and begin dropping those eggs for fertilization between an average of 13 to the age of about 54 when menopause begins. Menopause is simply an indication that supply of eggs from birth is now run out. Shockingly a large percentage of people probably do not even know how their bodies work or how human animals reproduce). 

My close relative and I are the only two people in our families with chronic severe endometriosis, mine being from age 16 only two years after my first menses. She has had  thyroid problems throughout her life, a common health issue of people exposed to radiation. 

My relative has also been handled, harassed, controlled, used for criminal activity by US military personnel (non active at the time allegedly) and other text book 'bad luck' and comes from the also text book family headed by a tyrannical male who was a sexual abuser of children (no I was never assaulted as I was protected and I was also too smart and he was too old. This relative when I was a child kept warning me about predators in this world we live in and I don't think she realized she was warning me about her father the entire time or men like him.)

She attempted to file in the class action lawsuit during Clinton-The Presidents Advisory Committee on Human Radiation Experiments. She dropped her case as she claims she was "followed".  she's easily intimidated by males especially in authority and in uniform due to her father. 

The radiation experimentation is connected to various other projects one of which is MK Ultra. 

Due to various things that have occurred it's feasible that MK Ultra was continued by other entities such as the private sector or foreign governments. Forming this as a theory is the basis for this blog and the other blog on mind control theories, content etc. 

 This formulates a best guess as to a motive for what may be the cause for being a 'targeted individual' or gang stalking. 

Aside from theories concerning my personal life or the idea that families can be targeted intergenerationally, it also leads to other more frightening theories concerning all of humanity. 

If individuals can be controlled or manipulated then what about groups or the masses? 

It would  be within the realm of possibility  in our modern world for those in power to seek to control and dominate the masses by mwna of mass mind control. 

One example of a theory is that if maintaining the US economy, protecting it and keeping it thriving is under National Security then why  wouldnt it be feasible that forms of manipulation ('mind control) might in theory be used to manipulate consumer behavior to drive the economy? 

Every person who's ever went up against the system when dealing with survivorship of high level programming (mk ultra, monarch etc)  has complained that their case ended up nowhere in the justice system because the power structure was able to withold information under 'national security'. 

 

Just watch the President's Advisory Committee on Human Radiation Experiments. There's nothing but claims of lifelong harassment and burying information under 'national security'. 

You will notice there is one time in the entire national of the United States when there are absolutely no 'chemtrails' seen in our skies from beginning until end of just one event: the US Presidential election. 

So say that mass mind control did exist theoretically and say that it was strict law that no such interference can occur during voting time? 

Conspiracy theories and theorists are made out to be crazy and impossible and the idea of such things existing seems 'crazy'...even when people become GS targets, the GS system tries to drive targets crazy by making the entire experience seem really really insane and random. However after years of experience and travel and research and observation and networking what you realize is that the system itself has strict oversight  is extremely methodical and there has to be laws and restrictions in place concerning it's operations simply because once one takes away the smoke and mirrors of the theatrics it's obvious it is A SYSTEM. All systems have structures and function as machines would. 

 Its not my job to live an examplary life or make anyone believe anything they don't want to. I'm simply delivering information from point A to B like a courier. What people do with it is not my concern. 

That's why this blog was started. It began as a way to explain the curious case of my own situation which led me to understand my family's situation better and then the realization that there may be a danger of humanity not having the freedom it deserves or even access to due process or a fair trial or things promised in the Constitution. 

 

Theoretically people are being denied their rights as US citizens as well as their birth right as human beings and even a right to exist or the chance at self determination if these theories have any feasibility at all.

 That is why this blog is my only concern. That is why it's my life's work. 

As technology becomes one with mankind humans should understand fully the potential for it's abuse and the use of it for potentially sinister purposes. 

That is why anyone who works against me is a fool. It's not my concern. I will leave the information and people can decide for themselves. 

It's interesting that people react to me so negatively or that people are afraid of me or take so much money time and energy to smear my name and silence or discredit me

 

What is the threat if mere conspiracy theory is irrational and has no merit? 

That is why this blog exists. It began in self defense and an attempt at revenge and has become a life long effort to improve life on earth for all humanity and for me to have some sort of lasting legacy to replace the life that was taken from me.

 

Anyone who believes me or my work is about anything any different is either being manipulated or is missing the point

 Neither of which is my concern. Finishing what I started is my only concern  

 

  

Tuesday, June 17, 2025

 My attitude has  not changed today or any other day regardless of what goes on or what BS is thrown my way.  

Saturday, June 14, 2025

 I want to thank everyone who tried to warn me and those around me. I mistconstrued what was going on and I regret it desperately. 

I will never again mistake such things again.

 I understand now. 

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Friday, June 13, 2025

be aware of a lot of attempted smear campaigns as well as either entrapment or bait and wait from people in struggle with the legal system or heavily into drug use

 Over the past year I have been encountering people are heavily involved in drugs and are sick and suffering addicts and have either legal records or are involved with recent legal problems. 

A video is being uploaded that explains everything in detail to my readers as well as to other people working with conspiracy theories as well as any one who feels unsafe right nnow.  Ive had enough.

There's a lot of people that are desperate right now there's a lot of drugs around a lot of people are terrified of being pulled away by ice recently I met someone who told me that a bunch oof wealthy international kids who were working at businesses in and around college areas who would never have been pulled off and deported from their jobs at coffee shops etc were pulled off of these jobs and deported. These are people from wealthy foreign families and  their visas have simply run out. 

Also people are in trouble with the justice system or  they are actively involved in drugs. There is a specific group locally that should be of concern due to having wealthy patrons and protection where drugs are being used and sold. 

The people involved in drugs and legal troubles often have a history of violence.  

Also I was in a place last month where  I met a woman who works in the justice system. She told me that gangs from New York moving into the cape and the Berkshires and that no longer does the drugs have to go the long route. It's now transported right from New York through Massachusetts and that the Cape is no longer safe. This along with the suffering economy and people being afraid I'm getting deported along with really bad quality drugs stepped on many times people being addicts could make for some very dangerous circumstances. And potentially a lot of compromised people.. 

I've been dealing with this for over a year now and was now just victimized in another attempt at intimidation, bait and switch and fear of violence. 

Your behavior will be scrutinized even if it's not criminal in nature or if it's simply eccentric and you will be mistreated and things will be twisted around badly. 

It resembles the behavior a prosecutor who has no case against someone so they have to conduct character assassination. 

Be aware that if you are in a vulnerable situation right now to not associate with anyone who's compromised in any way. Especially drugs, violence or legal issues.  

Friday, June 6, 2025

been writing a lot on the fly

 I have this cute little speaker that I wear so I can listen to my music I can also use it for phone calls and recording my audio! 

The problem is it might look like I'm talking to myself LOL. Dear readers I am writing mmore now and I am taking stuff out of my chattering and putting them together remembering things and working hard to try to get my book started when I get a stable place to be. 

I do do it sometimes in the place I'm staying but I have to be very quiet about recording because people have trouble sleeping here and sleep at odd hhours sounds very quiet almost like a whisper into my phone 

Hopefully someday something will come of it. I'm off again today to work hhard. 

Wednesday, June 4, 2025

Why Am I Being Baited In Each Place I Stay?/It's Sad When You Find Out A Friend Is Unstable

 .. or something else is wrong. Narcissism or maybe being a survivor of domestic abuse. I and the other person that's staying here just for two weeks are experiencing unbelievable instability from our host. Her situation which is stressful, is exactly the same as it was before her boyfriend stormed out and left her 2 days ago. After he left (we had to hear them fighting and he referred to us as "homeless f*cks" whereas the other person staying here is actually well off and doesn't even need to be here and I had a home for two years but had to leave due to a person living there with dual diagnoses threatening me with assault.) 

 So her situation seems to have become unbearable only AFTER her boyfriend has left.  

That argument between them was bad enough but she's been screaming at me on the phone and I put a stop to it yesterday. Now is bringing it up again today and then blaming me for this when I was just trying to start my morning.  It doesnt help that the other person antagonized her this morning by actually trying to have a real conversation about these issues she's putting on us. 

I had just resorted to agreeing with whatever she says because obviously she's not acting like a reasonable person. 

My friends think a lot of this is staged to make me look yet once again dangerous or crazy or get cops called. That she's going to keep antagonizing me and blaming me and talking about it and making me feel afraid until I do something. She can also now tell all her rich friends (she's got the whole area fooled as to hiding these behaviors) that I am some sort of problem. 

Something told me to leave this morning and it's probably only going to get worse even as I try to just finish what's important for two weeks. 

I find it interesting that once again there's a household where gaslighting is going on and I am being portrayed as aggressive or doing something wrong.

Luckily this person as well as the person in the last place I had to flee from both have sordid legal histories, specifically alcohol and drugs (one drugs the other alcohol) and prior incidents of police being called to these residences. 

I'm going to try to see if these are new ways of trying to get me in trouble because if the next place I go has this same dynamic I think its very suspect that each place I try to stay now has one person offering me to stay and there's another person living there who does not want me there and harasses me then there's induced fighting or at least trying to bait me.

People know that at that last house that person living there destroyed my confidence over two years time and it's JUST A THEORY but it wouldn't surprise me if this is a great weak spot now to work on my nerves.

It better not happen in the next place.

Also each person who pulls this crap either has legal issues they need resolved, massive debt or drug problems or is someone in a shelter who of course is probably compromised. 

So I'm totally hip to this now and I am not letting it get to me.