I want to thank everyone who tried to warn me and those around me. I mistconstrued what was going on and I regret it desperately. 

I will never again mistake such things again.

 I understand now. 

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be aware of a lot of attempted smear campaigns as well as either entrapment or bait and wait from people in struggle with the legal system or heavily into drug use

 Over the past year I have been encountering people are heavily involved in drugs and are sick and suffering addicts and have either legal records or are involved with recent legal problems. 

A video is being uploaded that explains everything in detail to my readers as well as to other people working with conspiracy theories as well as any one who feels unsafe right nnow.  Ive had enough.

There's a lot of people that are desperate right now there's a lot of drugs around a lot of people are terrified of being pulled away by ice recently I met someone who told me that a bunch oof wealthy international kids who were working at businesses in and around college areas who would never have been pulled off and deported from their jobs at coffee shops etc were pulled off of these jobs and deported. These are people from wealthy foreign families and  their visas have simply run out. 

Also people are in trouble with the justice system or  they are actively involved in drugs. There is a specific group locally that should be of concern due to having wealthy patrons and protection where drugs are being used and sold. 

The people involved in drugs and legal troubles often have a history of violence.  

Also I was in a place last month where  I met a woman who works in the justice system. She told me that gangs from New York moving into the cape and the Berkshires and that no longer does the drugs have to go the long route. It's now transported right from New York through Massachusetts and that the Cape is no longer safe. This along with the suffering economy and people being afraid I'm getting deported along with really bad quality drugs stepped on many times people being addicts could make for some very dangerous circumstances. And potentially a lot of compromised people.. 

I've been dealing with this for over a year now and was now just victimized in another attempt at intimidation, bait and switch and fear of violence. 

Your behavior will be scrutinized even if it's not criminal in nature or if it's simply eccentric and you will be mistreated and things will be twisted around badly. 

It resembles the behavior a prosecutor who has no case against someone so they have to conduct character assassination. 

Be aware that if you are in a vulnerable situation right now to not associate with anyone who's compromised in any way. Especially drugs, violence or legal issues.  

been writing a lot on the fly

 I have this cute little speaker that I wear so I can listen to my music I can also use it for phone calls and recording my audio! 

The problem is it might look like I'm talking to myself LOL. Dear readers I am writing mmore now and I am taking stuff out of my chattering and putting them together remembering things and working hard to try to get my book started when I get a stable place to be. 

I do do it sometimes in the place I'm staying but I have to be very quiet about recording because people have trouble sleeping here and sleep at odd hhours sounds very quiet almost like a whisper into my phone 

Hopefully someday something will come of it. I'm off again today to work hhard. 

Why Am I Being Baited In Each Place I Stay?/It's Sad When You Find Out A Friend Is Unstable

 .. or something else is wrong. Narcissism or maybe being a survivor of domestic abuse. I and the other person that's staying here just for two weeks are experiencing unbelievable instability from our host. Her situation which is stressful, is exactly the same as it was before her boyfriend stormed out and left her 2 days ago. After he left (we had to hear them fighting and he referred to us as "homeless f*cks" whereas the other person staying here is actually well off and doesn't even need to be here and I had a home for two years but had to leave due to a person living there with dual diagnoses threatening me with assault.) 

 So her situation seems to have become unbearable only AFTER her boyfriend has left.  

That argument between them was bad enough but she's been screaming at me on the phone and I put a stop to it yesterday. Now is bringing it up again today and then blaming me for this when I was just trying to start my morning.  It doesnt help that the other person antagonized her this morning by actually trying to have a real conversation about these issues she's putting on us. 

I had just resorted to agreeing with whatever she says because obviously she's not acting like a reasonable person. 

My friends think a lot of this is staged to make me look yet once again dangerous or crazy or get cops called. That she's going to keep antagonizing me and blaming me and talking about it and making me feel afraid until I do something. She can also now tell all her rich friends (she's got the whole area fooled as to hiding these behaviors) that I am some sort of problem. 

Something told me to leave this morning and it's probably only going to get worse even as I try to just finish what's important for two weeks. 

I find it interesting that once again there's a household where gaslighting is going on and I am being portrayed as aggressive or doing something wrong.

Luckily this person as well as the person in the last place I had to flee from both have sordid legal histories, specifically alcohol and drugs (one drugs the other alcohol) and prior incidents of police being called to these residences. 

I'm going to try to see if these are new ways of trying to get me in trouble because if the next place I go has this same dynamic I think its very suspect that each place I try to stay now has one person offering me to stay and there's another person living there who does not want me there and harasses me then there's induced fighting or at least trying to bait me.

People know that at that last house that person living there destroyed my confidence over two years time and it's JUST A THEORY but it wouldn't surprise me if this is a great weak spot now to work on my nerves.

It better not happen in the next place.

Also each person who pulls this crap either has legal issues they need resolved, massive debt or drug problems or is someone in a shelter who of course is probably compromised. 

So I'm totally hip to this now and I am not letting it get to me.