I've noticed that when I put on clothing that was washed and stored away before COVID-19 that I feel self confident, calmer and not scatter brained. I feel confident in myself and my goals seem valid as they had for years. I feel comfortable in myself.
I've noticed that the clothing I put on after Covid and the general environment is now a place where I feel like I don't matter, I am outdated or that I should just go quietly and not put forth my Will nor my ideas in this post Covid/BLM/Antifa globalist PC new world. That I am always scared, that theres no support for me, that I am being left behind etc.
I do not feel comfortable in myself. I worry for the future. I feel powerless-ita as if I don't exist.
I just want people to be aware that there may be something to this, that if COVID is being discovered to cause brain damage or a dumbing down effect then it's interesting to note that I've experienced changes in mood, thoughts and effects from the environment after COVID. An example is the clothing I had stored away and had washed before Covid came around making me feel as I did before Covid and culture wars had effected our lives and our societal structure. This would indicate that in theory it is possible that much of the anxiety and isolation even dumb down we are feeling is induced by something and not just happening due to changing conditions.
COVID is a virus but who is to say that the environment that's become created from it's presence among humans hasn't been partially made by some sort of chemical influence?
I've posted that I noticed a difference in the effect of hand sanitizer early on in the covid culture.
It genetic engineering of food is possible who is to say what else might be possible? If performance enhancing drugs exist then why can't performance disabling drugs exist? Like demotivation tactics, akin to this?
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